{"id":7403,"date":"2011-08-10T09:27:41","date_gmt":"2011-08-10T14:27:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/?p=7403"},"modified":"2011-08-10T09:27:41","modified_gmt":"2011-08-10T14:27:41","slug":"onun-adi-neden-garbis-ben-neden-turk-degilim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/akunq.net\/turkish\/2011\/08\/10\/onun-adi-neden-garbis-ben-neden-turk-degilim\/","title":{"rendered":"Onun ad\u0131 neden Garbis, ben neden T\u00fcrk de\u011filim?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: right\"><strong><strong>CAFER SOLGUN<\/strong><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\"><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/?attachment_id=7414\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-7414\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-7414\" title=\"garbis\" src=\"http:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/08\/garbis-300x154.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"154\" srcset=\"https:\/\/akunq.net\/turkish\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/5\/2011\/08\/garbis-300x154.jpg 300w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/turkish\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/5\/2011\/08\/garbis.jpg 520w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>Ben i\u00e7erideyken okuma yazmas\u0131 olmayan annemin bana g\u00f6nderdi\u011fi mektuplar\u0131 yazard\u0131 Suna. Annemin a\u011fz\u0131ndan mektubu bitirdikten sonra, kendi ad\u0131na da bir \u015feyler yazar, halimi hat\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 sorard\u0131. Bir keresinde, \u201cCafer abi\u201d diye yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bana, \u201cBiz neden Ermeniyiz? Allah bizi neden Ermeni yaratm\u0131\u015f? Biz neden T\u00fcrk de\u011filiz?\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">\u0130simlerin ve k\u00f6kenlerin, inan\u00e7lar\u0131n \u00f6neminin ayr\u0131m\u0131na vard\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ilk\u00f6\u011fretim \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Dersim s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fc bir aile olarak Elaz\u0131\u011f\u2019\u0131n \u201cSeko\u201d mahallesinde oturuyorduk. Mahallemizin resmiyetteki ad\u0131 \u201cMustafa Pa\u015fa\u201d idi, ama g\u00fcnl\u00fck kullan\u0131mda, mesela \u201cSeko mahallesinde oturuyoruz\u201d derdik. Annemden \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015ftim, \u201cSeko\u201d, bir zamanlar burada ya\u015fayan bir Ermeni\u2019nin ad\u0131ym\u0131\u015f. Herkese bir \u015fekilde iyili\u011fi dokunmu\u015f biriymi\u015f. O nedenle de onun oturdu\u011fu mahallenin ad\u0131na \u201cSeko mahallesi\u201d denmi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">Oturdu\u011fumuz mahallede Dersim s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fc insanlar\u0131n yan\u0131 s\u0131ra, Palulu Zaza aileler ve Ermeni aileler de ya\u015fard\u0131. Kap\u0131 kom\u015fular\u0131m\u0131z idiler. Varto abla ve Mardiros abe, Anton amca, Marsa abla, Ayda ve di\u011ferleri&#8230; B\u00fct\u00fcn kom\u015fular\u0131m\u0131zla ili\u015fkilerimiz iyiydi; ama \u00f6zellikle Ermeni kom\u015fular\u0131m\u0131zla. Varto ablalarla, yedi\u011fimiz i\u00e7ti\u011fimiz ayr\u0131 gitmezdi desem, yeridir. Halen de \u00f6yledir. Garbis ad\u0131ndaki o\u011fullar\u0131 benden birka\u00e7 ya\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fc. Evlerimize \u00e7ok yak\u0131n bir okulda okuyorduk. Mahallenin karma\u015f\u0131k yap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 okulun \u00f6\u011frenci bile\u015fiminden anlamak m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fc. Baz\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretmenler ve \u00f6\u011frenciler \u201cErmeni\u201d diye Garbis\u2019e iyi davranm\u0131yor, yerli yersiz d\u00f6v\u00fcyorlard\u0131. Garbis\u2019i savunmak i\u00e7in \u00e7ok ki\u015fiyle kavga etmi\u015f, baz\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretmenlerden de dayak yemi\u015fimdir.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\"><strong>Ermeni do\u011fman\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">Ama olacak gibi de\u011fildi ve ailesi onu okuldan ald\u0131 tez zamanda. Sonraki y\u0131llarda ben okumaya devam ederken, Garbis de amcas\u0131, asl\u0131nda mahalledeki b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n amcas\u0131 Anton amcaya bah\u00e7elerinde yard\u0131mc\u0131 oluyordu. Sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n, zay\u0131f, ye\u015fil g\u00f6zl\u00fc, kendi halinde, sessiz, sakin bir \u00e7ocuktu Garbis. (Anton amca gittikten sonra \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumuzun o verimli, g\u00fczel asma, erik, elma ve akasya a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131yla dolu bah\u00e7esinden eser kalmad\u0131. \u00c7ocukluk i\u015fte, bazen \u00e7al\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131n \u00e7evreledi\u011fi bah\u00e7eden \u00fcz\u00fcm ve elma a\u015f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z olurdu. Anton amcan\u0131n bize en sert laf\u0131, \u201cula o\u011flum niye \u00e7alisiz, isteyin verem\u201d olmu\u015ftur.) Sonras\u0131 Garbis i\u00e7in maalesef \u00e7ok hazin oldu. Halen akl\u0131ma geldi\u011finde t\u00fcylerim diken diken olur, g\u00f6zlerim dolar&#8230; Ben 80\u2019li y\u0131llarda, yani 12 Eyl\u00fcl y\u0131llar\u0131nda \u0130stanbul\u2019da hapis iken, zavall\u0131 Garbis, mahalledeki baz\u0131 serseri ve sap\u0131k ki\u015filerin sald\u0131r\u0131s\u0131na u\u011fram\u0131\u015f. S\u00f6ylerken, yazarken bile utan\u00e7 duyuyorum, tecav\u00fcz edilmi\u015f ve b\u0131\u00e7aklanarak \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f&#8230; Bu al\u00e7ak\u00e7a olaydan sonra Anton amca terk edip gitmi\u015fti memleketi. Oysa neler g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f ve hi\u00e7bir zaman terk etmemi\u015fti memleketini. Paris\u2019teki akrabalar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na gitmi\u015f ve orada, memleket hasretiyle vermi\u015f son nefesini. Memleketi terk eden sadece Anton amca da de\u011fildi. 12 Eyl\u00fcl y\u0131llar\u0131nda, ASALA sald\u0131r\u0131lar\u0131 bahane edilerek i\u015finde g\u00fcc\u00fcnde kendi halinde ya\u015fayan Ermenilere kar\u015f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fmanl\u0131k had safhaya \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f ve ba\u015fkalar\u0131 da \u00e7areyi memleketlerini terk etmekte bulmu\u015flard\u0131. Marsa abla ve benim ilkokul \u00e7a\u011f\u0131mda uzaktan uza\u011fa platonik bir sevgi duydu\u011fum Ayda da&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">Garbis\u2019in iki de k\u0131z karde\u015fi vard\u0131, Silva ve Suna. Silva hi\u00e7 okula gitmedi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck olan\u0131, Suna, lise okudu. Ben i\u00e7erideyken okuma yazmas\u0131 olmayan annemin mektuplar\u0131n\u0131 yazard\u0131 bana. Annemin a\u011fz\u0131ndan mektubu bitirdikten sonra, ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131n sonuna kendi ad\u0131na da bir \u015feyler yazar, halimi hat\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 sorard\u0131. Bir keresinde, \u201cCafer abi\u201d diye yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bana, \u201cBiz neden Ermeniyiz? Allah bizi neden Ermeni yaratm\u0131\u015f? Biz neden T\u00fcrk de\u011filiz? Bizim g\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131z neydi?\u201d Suna\u2019n\u0131n bu sat\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7inde okumu\u015ftum. Dilim d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnce bunun bir \u201csu\u00e7\u201d olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, herkesin farkl\u0131 etnik kimli\u011fi, dili olabilece\u011fini, kimsenin kimseden \u00fcst\u00fcn veya a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ama Elaz\u0131\u011f\u2019a her gitti\u011fimde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm Suna, hala, \u201cBizim g\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131z neydi?\u201d diyor&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">Palulu Zazalarla dilimiz hemen hemen ayn\u0131 idi, ama onlarla ili\u015fkilerimiz iyi de\u011fildi pek. B\u00fcy\u00fcklerimiz onlar\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131yla fazla samimi olmam\u0131z\u0131 istemezdi. Bunun nedeni onlar\u0131n S\u00fcnni, bizim ise Alevi olmam\u0131zd\u0131. Bu farkl\u0131l\u0131k siyasi tercihlerimize de yans\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bizler kafadan \u201csolcu\u201d iken, onlar genellikle sa\u011f partileri desteklerlerdi. Y\u0131l\u0131n belirli zamanlar\u0131nda evimize \u201c\u00e7\u0131ral\u0131\u011f\u201d (hakullah) toplamaya gelen ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011fumuz pir de bize bu konuda uyar\u0131larda bulunurdu. Kendi \u00e7evremize kar\u015f\u0131 s\u00fcrekli \u201ctetikte\u201d olmam\u0131z gerekiyordu. Nas\u0131l olmayal\u0131m ki, 70\u2019li y\u0131llar\u0131n T\u00fcrkiye\u2019sinde, Elaz\u0131\u011f\u2019da ya\u015f\u0131yorduk. Bug\u00fcn \u201csa\u011f-sol kavgas\u0131\u201d olarak hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z kaos ortam\u0131n\u0131n en kanl\u0131 boyutlarda ya\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerlerden birinde yani&#8230; Ortal\u0131k her kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, \u015fehir merkezinde nefes alabildi\u011fimiz yegane yer olan Hozat garaj\u0131 ve ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z mahallelere y\u00f6nelik sald\u0131r\u0131lar olurdu. Bu tip sald\u0131r\u0131lar\u0131n \u201cg\u00f6zde\u201d hedeflerinden biri de viraneye d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f bir Ermeni kilisesi idi. Sonradan kapand\u0131.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">\u201cOnun ad\u0131 niye Garbis, niye Mardiros?\u201d diye sora sora onlar\u0131n Ermeni ve H\u0131ristiyan olduklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015ftim. Ayn\u0131 zamanda bizim de Alevi oldu\u011fumuzu. Yusuf Halla\u00e7o\u011flu duyarsa ne der bilemem, ama Ermenilerle ili\u015fkilerimiz gayet iyi iken, o zaman\u0131n \u015fartlar\u0131 i\u00e7inde her birini \u201cfa\u015fist\u201d sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m T\u00fcrklere kar\u015f\u0131 korku i\u00e7indeydik. Okudu\u011fum ilk ve orta okulda subay \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 da vard\u0131 mesela. Ama onlarla hi\u00e7 arkada\u015f olamad\u0131k. Bize bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 \u201ctepeden\u201d idi. Onlar \u201cen ak\u0131ll\u0131\u201d, \u201cen \u00e7al\u0131\u015fkan\u201d ve \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00fcstl\u00fck T\u00fcrk idiler. Adlar\u0131 T\u00fcrkay, Osman veya Alpaslan idi. Bizler ise adlar\u0131 Fadime, Ali, Cafer, Hasan veya H\u00fcseyin olan \u00e7ocuklard\u0131k, yoksul ve K\u00fcrt idik&#8230; Ger\u00e7i \u201cak\u0131ll\u0131\u201d ve \u201c\u00e7al\u0131\u015fkan\u201d olmak konusunda onlardan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 kal\u0131r yan\u0131m\u0131z yoktu. Okudu\u011fum okullar\u0131n \u201cen \u00e7al\u0131\u015fkan\u201d ve o zamanlar \u00e7ok da kolay olmayan \u201cte\u015fekk\u00fcr\u201d ve \u201ctakdir\u201d alan \u00f6\u011frencilerindendim. B\u00fcy\u00fcklerimiz iyice kafam\u0131za kaz\u0131m\u0131\u015flard\u0131, okuyup adam olmaktan gayri bir \u015fans\u0131m\u0131z yoktu bizim hayatta. Benden sonra ayn\u0131 s\u0131n\u0131f s\u0131ralar\u0131nda okuyan karde\u015flerime, baz\u0131lar\u0131ndan \u00e7ok s\u0131k\u0131 dayaklar yedi\u011fim \u00f6\u011fretmenlerim \u201c\u00e7ok ak\u0131ll\u0131 bir \u00e7ocuktu, bir de solcu olmayayd\u0131&#8230;\u201d derlermi\u015f. \u00c7ok ge\u00e7meden \u00f6\u011frendim, ne yaparsak yapal\u0131m, ne edersek edelim, adlar\u0131 Alparslan, dilleri T\u00fcrk\u00e7e olanlar gibi olmam\u0131z m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fildi. Ve \u201cK\u00fcrt\u201d ve \u201cAlevi\u201d olarak yenik ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir zor ya\u015fam\u0131n \u00fcstesinden gelmemizin yolu okumak da de\u011fildi&#8230; Biz de \u201cdevrimci\u201d olduk. Lenin\u2019in, Stalin\u2019in kitaplar\u0131ndan \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fimiz kadard\u0131 \u201cdemokrasi\u201dden anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ve o da \u201cburjuvazinin diktat\u00f6rl\u00fck bi\u00e7imlerinden biri\u201d idi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">Ama \u00f6zellikle belirtmek isterim, ailemiz, b\u00fcy\u00fcklerimiz bizlere hi\u00e7bir zaman, hi\u00e7 kimseye kar\u015f\u0131 \u201cd\u00fc\u015fmanl\u0131k\u201d duygular\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretmediler. Herkesin ayn\u0131 Allah\u2019\u0131n kulu oldu\u011funu ve kimseye k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck yapmamam\u0131z gerekti\u011fini, herkese kar\u015f\u0131 iyi olmam\u0131z gerekti\u011fini \u00f6\u011frettiler. Benim resmi ideoloji zihniyetinin bizleri ne hale getirdi\u011fini anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk deneyimim, Elaz\u0131\u011f\u2019daki bu ortamda ve kom\u015fular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n Ermeni, bizim ise Dersimli ve K\u00fcrt oldu\u011fumuzu \u00f6\u011frenmemle birlikte olmu\u015ftur. \u00d6\u011frendi\u011fim \u015feyin kilit s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ise, \u201ckorku\u201d idi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">Bir g\u00fcn mahallemizdeki, d\u00f6nemin S\u00fcleyman Demirel\u2019in Adalet Partisi taraftar\u0131 oldu\u011funu bildi\u011fimiz Hac\u0131 bakkal ile Mardiros abe aras\u0131nda ge\u00e7en \u015f\u00f6yle bir diyaloga tan\u0131k olmu\u015ftum:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">Mardiros abe, yerel \u015fivesiyle, \u201cAtat\u00fcrk yaman adamd\u0131 ha\u201d diyordu Hac\u0131 bakkala, \u201co olmasa d\u00fc\u015fmanlar talan etmi\u015fti memleketi\u201d. Hac\u0131 bakkal da onayl\u0131yordu onu, ama dolayl\u0131 yoldan kay\u0131t d\u00fc\u015fmeyi de ihmal etmiyordu. \u201cTabii\u201d diyordu Mardiros abeye, \u201cAtat\u00fcrk olmasa cumhuriyet olur muydu? Kim bilir ne halde olurduk? Ama hilafeti-milafeti kald\u0131rmasayd\u0131 daha iyi olurdu, din-iman \u00f6nemli, rahmetli pek dindar de\u011filmi\u015f.\u201d Mardiros abe onun bu s\u00f6zlerine \u015f\u00f6yle kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k vermi\u015fti; \u201cNe yaps\u0131n adam? Mecbur kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in kald\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. Bence ona kalsa kald\u0131rmazd\u0131, yan\u0131ndakilerin y\u00fcz\u00fcnden biraz da&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">Ben mahpustayken vefat eden Mardiros abenin Atat\u00fcrk hakk\u0131ndaki ger\u00e7ek d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceleri bu de\u011fildi oysa. Ne benim ailemin, ne de onun&#8230; Uzun k\u0131\u015f ak\u015famlar\u0131nda b\u00fcy\u00fcklerimizin yapt\u0131klar\u0131 sohbetlerden biliyorum. Ermeniler nas\u0131l kesilmi\u015f, K\u00fcrtler nas\u0131l k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, s\u00fcng\u00fclerin, kur\u015funlar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden nas\u0131l kurtulmu\u015flar&#8230; Ama hi\u00e7bir zaman \u201ckendileri\u201d olmaya cesaretleri yoktu, Hac\u0131 bakkal kadar bile&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">Ermeni olman\u0131n ne demek oldu\u011fu ger\u00e7e\u011finin bir kez daha kafama dank etti\u011fi bir ba\u015fka olay da cezaevinde ba\u015f\u0131ma geldi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">1982 y\u0131l\u0131nda, d\u00f6nemin i\u015fkenceleriyle \u00fcnl\u00fc askeri cezaevlerinden Metris S\u0131k\u0131y\u00f6netim Cezaevi\u2019nde idik. Dayat\u0131lan askeri kurallara (B\u00fct\u00fcn askerlere \u201ckomutan\u0131m\u201d diyeceksiniz! \u0130stiklal Mar\u015f\u0131 okuyacaks\u0131n\u0131z! Atat\u00fcrk e\u011fitimine kat\u0131lacaks\u0131n\u0131z! vb.) direndi\u011fimiz i\u00e7in her g\u00fcn dayak yedi\u011fimiz, i\u015fkence g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz bir d\u00f6nem idi. Sabah ve ak\u015fam say\u0131mlar\u0131nda ko\u011fu\u015flara dalan bizlere kar\u015f\u0131 dolduru\u015fa getirilmi\u015f askerler bizi \u00f6ld\u00fcresiye d\u00f6v\u00fcyor, se\u00e7tikleri baz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 koridora \u00e7\u0131kararak orada \u00f6zel olarak i\u015fkence ediyordu. San\u0131r\u0131m ASALA militanlar\u0131 bir T\u00fcrk diplomat\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015flerdi. \u201cMisillemesi\u201d de hepimizi \u201cErmeni d\u00f6l\u00fc\u201d sayd\u0131klar\u0131 i\u00e7in bizlere kar\u015f\u0131 yap\u0131lacakt\u0131&#8230; O g\u00fcn, say\u0131m vaktinden \u00f6nce n\u00f6bet\u00e7i asker mazgal\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p sordu; \u201cbu ko\u011fu\u015fta Ermeni var m\u0131?\u201d Yoktu. Di\u011fer ko\u011fu\u015flara da ayn\u0131 \u015fekilde sormu\u015flard\u0131. Bu arada arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131zdan birinin renginin sarard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark ettik. \u00c7ok korkmu\u015ftu. \u00c7ok gizli bir s\u0131r s\u00f6yler gibi f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla s\u00f6yledi nedenini; \u201cben Ermeniyim\u201d&#8230; S\u00fcnnet kontrol\u00fc yapacak olsalar anlayacaklard\u0131 yani durumu. Neyse ki \u00f6yle bir i\u011fren\u00e7 kontrol yapmad\u0131lar ve say\u0131mda \u201cola\u011fan\u201d daya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yedik. Ama o arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n hali ve y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn sararm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, g\u00f6zlerindeki korku, beynime \u00e7ak\u0131ld\u0131 kald\u0131. Mesele i\u015fkenceden, dayaktan korkmak da de\u011fildi. Anlat\u0131lmas\u0131 kolay olmayan bir \u201ckorku\u201d idi bu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\"><strong>Ge\u00e7mi\u015fin tutsa\u011f\u0131 olmak<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">\u00c7ocukluk arkada\u015f\u0131m Garbis ile ayn\u0131 ad\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yan bir ba\u015fka mahpus arkada\u015f\u0131m hakk\u0131nda haz\u0131rlanan iddianameyi hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. 12 Eyl\u00fcl\u2019\u00fcn gaddar savc\u0131lar\u0131ndan biri, haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 iddianamede, neredeyse her paragraf\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda, \u201cbu Ermeni o\u011flu Ermeni\u201d diyordu, \u201cbu Ermeni o\u011flu Ermeni bu memleketin havas\u0131n\u0131 solumu\u015f, okullar\u0131nda okumu\u015f, ekme\u011fini yiyip suyunu i\u00e7mi\u015f ama devlete d\u00fc\u015fmanl\u0131k yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u201d&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">Ermeni olmakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, K\u00fcrt olmakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, Alevi olmakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, dahas\u0131 dindar olmakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, solcu olmakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, demokrat olmakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, has\u0131l\u0131, resmi ideolojinin tarif etti\u011fi t\u00fcrden bir \u201ckitle\u201d olmamakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, bu memlekette hep bir \u201cdert\u201d ve beraberinde \u201ckorku\u201d nedeni oldu. Her \u015fey olduk da bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc \u201ckendimiz\u201d olmam\u0131z \u201cuygun\u201d g\u00f6r\u00fclmedi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">Bug\u00fcn i\u00e7erisinden ge\u00e7ti\u011fimiz s\u00fcrecin sanc\u0131lar\u0131, b\u00f6ylesi bir evveliyat\u0131n i\u00e7erisinden geliyor olmam\u0131zdan sebeptir. \u00dczerine y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz gelecek, mutlaka herkesin kendi gibi olmaktan yana korku duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir gelecek olmak zorundad\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00fclke ve toplum olarak bunun bedelini \u00e7ok a\u011f\u0131r \u00f6dedik. G\u00fcnl\u00fck siyasetteki krizlerin, gerginliklerin \u00fczerine \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p gelece\u011fimiz \u00fczerine biraz so\u011fukkanl\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebildi\u011fimiz zaman bilincine varaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ger\u00e7ek, eminim ki bu olacakt\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">Ge\u00e7mi\u015fimiz gelece\u011fimizi daha fazla tutsak etmesin ve o ge\u00e7mi\u015fin ac\u0131lar\u0131 gelece\u011fimize g\u00fcvenle bakman\u0131n gerek\u00e7esi olsun diye&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\"><strong>\/ <\/strong><a href=\"mailto:cafersolgun@gmail.com\">cafersolgun@gmail.com<\/a> \/<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.stargazete.com\/acikgorus\/onun-adi-neden-garbis-ben-neden-turk-degilim-372783.htm\">http:\/\/www.stargazete.com\/acikgorus\/onun-adi-neden-garbis-ben-neden-turk-degilim-372783.htm<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>CAFER SOLGUN Ben i\u00e7erideyken okuma yazmas\u0131 olmayan annemin bana g\u00f6nderdi\u011fi mektuplar\u0131 yazard\u0131 Suna. Annemin a\u011fz\u0131ndan mektubu bitirdikten sonra, kendi ad\u0131na da bir \u015feyler yazar, halimi hat\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 sorard\u0131. Bir keresinde, \u201cCafer abi\u201d diye yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bana, \u201cBiz neden Ermeniyiz? Allah bizi neden Ermeni yaratm\u0131\u015f? Biz neden T\u00fcrk de\u011filiz?\u201d \u0130simlerin ve k\u00f6kenlerin, inan\u00e7lar\u0131n \u00f6neminin ayr\u0131m\u0131na vard\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ilk\u00f6\u011fretim \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ndayd\u0131m. 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