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Bir s\u00fcredir kanser tedavisi g\u00f6ren Serbestiyet yazar\u0131, Devrimci Sosyalist \u0130\u015f\u00e7i Partisi \u00fcyesi, yazar, \u015fair Roni Margulies hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetti. Roni, 68 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n Roni Margulies,<\/strong>\u00a01955\u2019te \u0130stanbul\u2019da do\u011fdu. Robert Kolej\u2019i bitirdikten sonra 1972\u2019de Londra\u2019ya u\u00e7tu, uzun y\u0131llar orada ya\u015fad\u0131ktan sonra k\u00fcrk\u00e7\u00fc d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131na geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n \u015eiirlerle \u00f6yk\u00fclerden olu\u015fan \u00e7ocukluk ve ilk gen\u00e7lik an\u0131lar\u0131\u00a0G\u00fcl\u00fcmser \u00c7ocuklu\u011fum Ard\u0131mdan\u00a0<\/em>say\u0131lmazsa,\u00a0ApolloY\u0131llar\u0131\u00a0<\/em>sekizinci \u015fiir kitab\u0131.\u00a0Saat Fark\u0131\u00a0<\/em>kitab\u0131yla 2002 Yunus Nadi \u015eiir \u00d6d\u00fcl\u00fc\u2019n\u00fc ald\u0131. \u0130ngiliz Ted Hughes ve Philip Larkin ile \u0130srailli Yehuda Amihay\u2019\u0131n \u015fiirlerini T\u00fcrk\u00e7eye \u00e7evirip kitapla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131.\u00a0Manast\u0131r\u2019da \u0130lan-\u0131 H\u00fcrriyet: Foto\u011fraf\u00e7\u0131 Manakis Biraderler\u00a0<\/em>adl\u0131 foto\u011fraf alb\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc yay\u0131na haz\u0131rlad\u0131. Siyasi yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131\u00a0\u015eiir, Yahudilik Vesaire<\/em>,\u00a0Larda Y\u00fczen Al Sancak\u00a0<\/em>ve\u00a0Kalpsiz D\u00fcnyan\u0131n Kalbi\u00a0<\/em>adl\u0131 kitaplarda toplad\u0131. En \u00e7ok satan kitab\u0131\u00a0Bug\u00fcn Pazar, Yahudiler Azar\u00a0<\/em>oldu.<\/p>\n \u015eiir kitaplar\u0131:\u00a0<\/strong>Her Rind Bilir\u00a0<\/em>(1991),\u00a0G\u00fcn Ortas\u0131nda\u00a0<\/em>(1992),\u00a0Ma\u011frur Olma Padi\u015fah\u0131m\u00a0<\/em>(1994),\u00a0Bilirim Niye Yan\u0131k \u00d6ter Ney\u00a0<\/em>(1996), Elsa (2000),\u00a0Saat Fark\u0131\u00a0<\/em>(2002), TK1980 (2006).<\/p>\n Roni\u2019nin telefon \u015fiiri:<\/p>\n \u201cDedemin \u00f6l\u00fcm haberini bir an duraklad\u0131ktan sonra, Bir ba\u015fka h\u0131\u015f\u0131mla a\u011fa\u00e7lar h\u0131\u015f\u0131rdamaya ba\u015flar, C\u0131l\u0131z bir haziran g\u00fcne\u015finin sevinciyle belki, Roni, Serbestiyet\u2019teki son yaz\u0131s\u0131nda ailesinin hikayesini anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n Benim baba taraf\u0131m Polonya\u2019dan gelmi\u015ftir. Dedem 1897\u2019de Avusturya-Macaristan \u0130mparatorlu\u011fu\u2019nun bir vatanda\u015f\u0131 olarak Krakow\u2019da do\u011fmu\u015f, Birinci D\u00fcnya Sava\u015f\u0131\u2019nda \u00e7arp\u0131\u015ft\u0131ktan sonra Viyana \u00dcniversitesi\u2019nde okumu\u015f, Berlin\u2019de m\u00fchendis olarak ilk i\u015fine girmi\u015f ve 1925 Nisan\u2019\u0131nda evlendikten hemen sonra T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye g\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015f. Kal\u0131c\u0131 olmas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcyorlarm\u0131\u015f bu g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcn, bir y\u0131l \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131ktan sonra geri d\u00f6neceklermi\u015f, ama i\u015f uzam\u0131\u015f ve Naziler\u2019in Polonya\u2019y\u0131 i\u015fgal etmesiyle beraber geri d\u00f6n\u00fclecek yer kalmam\u0131\u015f, g\u00f6\u00e7 mecburen kal\u0131c\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015f. Anlataca\u011f\u0131m g\u00f6\u00e7 dedeminki de\u011fil ama. Karde\u015fininki.<\/em><\/p>\n Ba\u015fta\u00a0K\u0131l\u0131\u00e7daro\u011flu\u00a0ve CHP olmak \u00fczere t\u00fcm muhalefetin milliyet\u00e7ili\u011fe, \u0131rk\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011fa, K\u00fcrt d\u00fc\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ve en\u00a0\u00f6nemlisi\u00a0g\u00f6\u00e7men d\u00fc\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u00a0kap\u0131lmas\u0131, teslim olmas\u0131,\u00a0\u00f6d\u00fcn vermesi ve hatta d\u00f6rt elle sar\u0131lmas\u0131 ne sonu\u00e7 verdi?<\/p>\n Basit. Ortal\u0131k zafer \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 atan, oylar\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fckseltmi\u015f, beklenmedik ba\u015far\u0131lar kazanm\u0131\u015f fa\u015fistler ve milliyet\u00e7ilerle doldu. Sa\u011f\u0131n politika ve s\u00f6ylemlerini kullanarak sa\u011fdan oy kapmak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fildir,\u00a0b\u00f6yle yap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda siyaset sahnesi t\u00fcm\u00fcyle sa\u011fa kayar ve bundan yine sa\u011fc\u0131lar k\u00e2rl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar, bir kez daha kan\u0131tlanm\u0131\u015f oldu.<\/p>\n Yabanc\u0131\/Arap\/Suriyeli\/Rus\/s\u0131\u011f\u0131nmac\u0131\/g\u00f6\u00e7men d\u00fc\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na kendini kapt\u0131rmayanlar i\u00e7in\u00a0bir\u00a0g\u00f6\u00e7 \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc anlatmak istiyorum. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n keyif veya e\u011flence olsun diye g\u00f6\u00e7 etmedi\u011finin, yerlerini yurtlar\u0131n\u0131, do\u011fup b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fckleri mek\u00e2nlar\u0131, atalar\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015fay\u0131p \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc topraklar\u0131 \u015f\u0131mar\u0131kl\u0131ktan\u00a0de\u011fil ancak mecburiyetten terk ettiklerinin\u00a0bir\u00a0\u00f6rne\u011fini vermek i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n Benim baba taraf\u0131m Polonya\u2019dan gelmi\u015ftir. Dedem 1897\u2019de Avusturya-Macaristan \u0130mparatorlu\u011fu\u2019nun bir vatanda\u015f\u0131 olarak Krakow\u2019da do\u011fmu\u015f, Birinci D\u00fcnya Sava\u015f\u0131\u2019nda \u00e7arp\u0131\u015ft\u0131ktan sonra Viyana \u00dcniversitesi\u2019nde okumu\u015f, Berlin\u2019de m\u00fchendis olarak ilk i\u015fine girmi\u015f ve 1925 Nisan\u2019\u0131nda evlendikten hemen sonra T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye g\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015f. Kal\u0131c\u0131 olmas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcyorlarm\u0131\u015f bu g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcn, bir y\u0131l \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131ktan sonra geri d\u00f6neceklermi\u015f, ama i\u015f uzam\u0131\u015f ve\u00a0Naziler\u2019in\u00a0Polonya\u2019y\u0131 i\u015fgal etmesiyle beraber geri d\u00f6n\u00fclecek yer kalmam\u0131\u015f, g\u00f6\u00e7 mecburen kal\u0131c\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n Anlataca\u011f\u0131m g\u00f6\u00e7 dedeminki de\u011fil ama. Karde\u015fininki.<\/p>\n Frederik\u00a0Margulies\u2019e\u00a0Krakow\u2019daki gen\u00e7li\u011finde\u00a0Fredek\u00a0derlermi\u015f. Keman \u00e7alan ve hayatta tek iste\u011fi hep ve daha iyi keman \u00e7almak olan\u00a0Fredek\u00a0zengin bir ailenin k\u0131z\u0131na\u00a0a\u015f\u0131k\u00a0olmu\u015f 1920\u2019lerde. K\u0131z\u0131n ailesi evliliklerine izin vermenin ko\u015fulu olarak\u00a0Fredek\u2019in kemanc\u0131l\u0131ktan vaz ge\u00e7ip ailenin tekstil i\u015finin ba\u015f\u0131na ge\u00e7mesini dayatm\u0131\u015f.\u00a0Margulieslerin\u00a0tarihinde bildi\u011fim tek y\u00fcz k\u0131zart\u0131c\u0131 olayd\u0131r:\u00a0Fredek\u00a0bir kad\u0131n i\u00e7in sanat\u0131 terk etmeyi\u00a0kabul etmi\u015f! Evlenmi\u015fler. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131 olmu\u015f. Bilebildi\u011fim kadar\u0131yla mutluymu\u015flar.<\/p>\n Alman ordusu 1 Eyl\u00fcl 1939\u2019da Polonya\u2019ya girdi\u011finde,\u00a0Fredek\u00a0e\u015fi ve iki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7ocu\u011fuyla birlikte Fransa\u2019da tatildeymi\u015f. Keman\u0131\u00a0b\u0131rak\u0131p zengin bir kad\u0131nla evlenmenin baz\u0131 yararlar\u0131 da var ku\u015fkusuz: Madd\u00ee durumlar\u0131 iyi oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in, Polonya\u2019ya d\u00f6nme olana\u011f\u0131 ortadan kalk\u0131nca Fransa\u2019da kalmaya karar vermi\u015fler. Uzun s\u00fcrmemi\u015f ama; 1940 May\u0131s\u2019\u0131nda Nazi ordular\u0131 Paris\u2019e do\u011fru harekete ge\u00e7ince\u00a0Fredek\u2019le\u00a0ailesi de \u00f6nce Fransa\u2019n\u0131n g\u00fcneyine, oradan da zor bela \u0130spanya\u2019ya ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015f. Art\u0131k Avrupa\u2019da bar\u0131namayacaklar\u0131na ikna olduktan sonra, vize almak i\u00e7in Amerikan el\u00e7ili\u011fine gitmi\u015fler. Vize bir yana dursun, i\u00e7eri bile al\u0131nmam\u0131\u015flar. \u00c7aresizlik ve korku i\u00e7inde, t\u00fcm G\u00fcney Amerika el\u00e7iliklerinin kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 a\u015f\u0131nd\u0131rmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f, hepsinden geri \u00e7evrilmi\u015fler.<\/p>\n Bir g\u00fcn\u00a0Fredek\u00a0ilk kez ge\u00e7ti\u011fi bir yolda y\u00fcr\u00fcrken y\u00fcksek bir duvar\u0131n ard\u0131ndaki b\u00fcy\u00fck bir bah\u00e7e i\u00e7inde s\u00fcsl\u00fc, el\u00e7ilik olmas\u0131 muhtemel bir bina g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f. Yakla\u015fm\u0131\u015f, duvarda \u201cDominik Cumhuriyeti B\u00fcy\u00fckel\u00e7ili\u011fi\u201d tabelas\u0131n\u0131 okuyup dalm\u0131\u015f i\u00e7eri. Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bile haberdar de\u011filmi\u015f b\u00f6yle bir \u00fclkenin, ad\u0131n\u0131 bile duymam\u0131\u015f; ama ne \u00f6nemi var, Avrupa\u2019dan, fa\u015fizmden uzak bir yer oldu\u011funu tahmin edebiliyormu\u015f. \u0130\u00e7erde uyuklayan iki memura vize istedi\u011fini s\u00f6ylemi\u015f, herhalde ilk kez b\u00f6yle bir taleple kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fan memurlar pasaportlar\u0131 damgalay\u0131p uyuklamaya devam etmi\u015f.<\/p>\n Dominik Cumhuriyeti,\u00a0Karayiplerde, K\u00fcba\u2019n\u0131n yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda yatay ve ince uzun\u00a0Hispanyola\u00a0adas\u0131n\u0131n do\u011fu yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 kapl\u0131yor; adan\u0131n geri kalan\u0131 Haiti. G\u00f6\u00e7menlerden \u00e7ok \u00e7ekmi\u015f\u00a0Hispanyola.\u00a0KristofKolomb\u00a0Avrupal\u0131lar\u0131n ilk yerle\u015fimini burada kurmu\u015f, ad\u0131n\u0131 La\u00a0\u0130sabela\u00a0koymu\u015f; yerli Taino halk\u0131 ise Avrupal\u0131lar\u0131n getirdi\u011fi vir\u00fcsler nedeniyle k\u0131sa s\u00fcre sonra grip ve \u00e7i\u00e7ek hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan t\u00fcm\u00fcyle telef olmu\u015f. \u0130spanyollar\u0131n alt\u0131n \u015fehir Eldorado pe\u015finde \u201cAmerika\u201d ad\u0131n\u0131 verdikleri k\u0131taya g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fc ve burada y\u00fczlerce y\u0131l s\u00fcrecek egemenlikleri La \u0130sabella\u2019yla ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n Fredek\u00a0daha\u00a0sonra,\u00a0California\u2019da\u00a0ya\u015fl\u0131\u00a0bir\u00a0adam\u00a0olarak\u00a0hayat\u0131n\u0131n zengin co\u011frafyas\u0131n\u0131 h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc bir hayretle incelerken bleki de bunlar\u0131 okuyup \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015ftir, ama 1940\u2019ta uzun bir vapur yolculu\u011fundan sonra Santa Domingo liman\u0131na ayak bast\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bilmiyordu herhalde.<\/p>\n G\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00a0turist\u00a0bro\u015f\u00fcrleri,\u00a0Kolomb\u2019un o\u011flu\u00a0Diego ile e\u015fi Dona Maria de Toledo\u2019nun \u015fimdi m\u00fcze olan evinin muhakkak g\u00f6r\u00fclmesi gerekti\u011fini yaz\u0131yor. O zaman da m\u00fcze miydi, bilmem, ama \u00f6yle de olsa, herhalde Fredek\u2019in \u00e7ok fazla ilgisini \u00e7ekmemi\u015ftir.<\/p>\n Dominik\u00a0Cumhuriyeti\u2019nde\u00a0bir\u00a0hayatkurmay\u0131\u00a0hi\u00e7\u00a0d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmemi\u015f\u00a0\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc,\u00a0ama\u00e7\u00a0kapa\u011f\u0131\u00a0Amerika\u2019yaatmakm\u0131\u015f.\u00a0K\u00fcba\u2019n\u0131n\u00a0\u2018g\u00f6\u00e7\u00a0kotas\u0131\u2019 oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015f. O\u00a0y\u0131llarda, Amerika g\u00fc\u00e7men g\u00f6ndermek \u00fczere \u00e7e\u015fitli \u00fclkelere belli kotalarverirmi\u015f. Fredek ve ailesi \u00f6nce K\u00fcba\u2019ya ge\u00e7meyi, sonra da Amerika\u2019ya g\u00f6\u00e7meyi becermi\u015f. Nas\u0131l becermi\u015f, neler ya\u015fam\u0131\u015flar, nas\u0131l olmu\u015f, bilemiyorum. Krakow\u2019dan Los Angeles\u2019e uzanan, yakla\u015f\u0131k iki y\u0131l s\u00fcren bu \u00f6yk\u00fc ne korkular, eziyetler, umutsuzluklar, mutsuzluklar i\u00e7ermi\u015ftir, kim bilir? Bildiklerim, yukar\u0131daki d\u00f6rt paragraftan\u00a0ibaret\u00a0i\u015fte.<\/p>\n Hi\u00e7\u00a0olmazsa\u00a0ama,\u00a0Fredek\u2019in\u00a0\u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00a0mutlu\u00a0bitti\u011fini\u00a0biliyorum.\u00a0Amerika\u2019ya\u00a0giri\u015fte,\u00a0memur\u00a0\u201cMargulies\u00a0ismi\u00a0burada\u00a0zor okunur, zor anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r\u201d deyince Marr soyad\u0131n\u0131 alm\u0131\u015f aile. Ve benim bug\u00fcnAmerika\u2019n\u0131n \u00e7ok \u00e7e\u015fitli yerlerinde Bill Marr, Bob Marr gibiisimler ta\u015f\u0131yan, tan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m uzak akrabalar\u0131m\u00a0var.<\/p>\n B\u00f6yle\u00a0mutlu\u00a0biten\u00a0g\u00f6\u00e7\u00a0\u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc\u00a0\u00e7ok\u00a0nadirdir.\u00a0G\u00f6\u00e7, \u201cgitmek\u201d\u00a0de\u011fil \u201cka\u00e7mak\u201d anlam\u0131na gelir: Nazilerden, sava\u015ftan, yoksulluktan, i\u015fsizlikten, a\u00e7l\u0131ktan\u00a0ka\u00e7mak.<\/p>\n Ka\u00e7arak\u00a0hayata\u00a0tutunmaya\u00a0\u00e7al\u0131\u015fan\u00a0insanlara\u00a0nefret\u00a0ve\u00a0d\u00fc\u015fmanl\u0131kla bakanlara \u00f6mr\u00fcm boyunca nefret ve d\u00fc\u015fmanl\u0131kla bakt\u0131m. Ve\u00a0hep\u00a0\u00f6yle\u00a0bakaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n https:\/\/serbestiyet.com\/author\/ronii\/<\/a><\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\u201cTemmuzun orta yerinde bu \u00fclkede bazen, i\u015fte b\u00f6yle geliverir sonbahar birden adeta\u201d<\/strong><\/h2>\n
\nbabam vermi\u015fti telefonda. Babam\u0131nkini day\u0131m.
\nBu kez de i\u015fte duraklayan annem: Atakan!
\nHi\u00e7 bitmez gibidir telefonda donakal\u0131nan o an!<\/p>\n
\nsabaha kar\u015f\u0131 uyan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda o telefonla,
\ntemmuzun orta yerinde bu \u00fclkede bazen
\ni\u015fte b\u00f6yle geliverir sonbahar birden adeta.<\/p>\n
\nunutulmu\u015f olabilir birka\u00e7 g\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne ama,
\nb\u00f6yle g\u00fcnlerde dank eder yine insan\u0131n kafas\u0131na:
\nt\u00fcm hayatlar eksik, t\u00fcm \u00f6l\u00fcmler vakitsizdir.\u201d<\/p>\n![\"\"](\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/serbestiyet.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/07\/image-221.png?ssl=1\")
<\/a><\/figure>\nMutlu bitmi\u015f bir g\u00f6\u00e7 \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc<\/strong><\/h2>\n