{"id":74158,"date":"2023-05-22T02:34:31","date_gmt":"2023-05-22T07:34:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/?p=74158"},"modified":"2023-05-22T02:34:31","modified_gmt":"2023-05-22T07:34:31","slug":"kirkor-amcam-icin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/?p=74158","title":{"rendered":"Kirkor Amcam i\u00e7in"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-74159\" src=\"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/05\/Kirkor-Amca-293x270.webp\" alt=\"\" width=\"293\" height=\"270\" srcset=\"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2023\/05\/Kirkor-Amca-293x270.webp 293w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2023\/05\/Kirkor-Amca-260x240.webp 260w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2023\/05\/Kirkor-Amca-160x148.webp 160w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2023\/05\/Kirkor-Amca.webp 338w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 293px) 100vw, 293px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><em><strong>24 Mart\u2019ta kaybetti\u011fimiz \u015fair Kirkor Yetero\u011flu, T\u00fcrkiye Ermeni toplumunda iz b\u0131rakan bir isim oldu. Fatin \u015eevki Bulut, aile dostu Yetero\u011flu\u2019nu anarken, memleketi Arapgir\u2019in Ermenilerinin yak\u0131n tarihinden \u00e7arp\u0131c\u0131 kesitler de sunuyor<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>FAT\u0130N BULUT<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Kirkor amcam\u0131 yitirdik. Arapgir\u2019den bug\u00fcne emek emek korudu\u011fumuz dostlu\u011fun en a\u011f\u0131r ta\u015f\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyadan g\u00f6\u00e7t\u00fc, gitti sessizce. Aile dostlu\u011fumuz 90\u2019l\u0131 y\u0131llara dayan\u0131yor. Babam onun do\u011fdu\u011fu yerde, Malatya\u2019n\u0131n Arapgir il\u00e7esinde hakimken, Kirkor amcam\u0131n babas\u0131 Papken Yetero\u011flu babam\u0131n bilirki\u015fisiydi. Bir zamanlar Arapgir, ayn\u0131 Maden gibi, E\u011fin gibi, Lice gibi as\u0131rlar\u0131n birlikteli\u011finin izlerini ta\u015f\u0131yabilen nadir il\u00e7elerdendi. Han\u00e7epek gibi, Bey Mahallesi gibi \u201cGavur Mahalle\u201dleri vard\u0131 Arapgir\u2019in ve \u201cBir Zamanlar Ermeniler Vard\u0131\u201d oralarda. Benim do\u011fdu\u011fum zamanlarda, ya kom\u015fular\u0131n\u0131n hat\u0131r\u0131yla korunabilen birka\u00e7 ki\u015fi kalabilmi\u015f, ya da Fethiye \u00c7etin\u2019in muazzam anlat\u0131s\u0131ndaki \u201canneanne\u201dler tutunabilmi\u015fti hayata. Yani, \u00e7atlaktan \u00e7ok sular s\u0131zm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 da kala kala birka\u00e7 berrak g\u00f6ze kalabilmi\u015fti. Onlar, Kirkor amcam\u0131n dizeleriyle \u201cmazlumuz, yok sessizlikten ba\u015fka sesimiz\u201d diyenlerdi, \u201cilkin karasuda, sonra tarihte\u201d bo\u011fulanlard\u0131. Bunlar o kadar \u00e7ok yaz\u0131ld\u0131 ki, benim bir \u015feyler yazmam, o ac\u0131lar\u0131 ya\u015fayanlar\u0131n hat\u0131ras\u0131na hadsizlik olacak. Burada sadece Kirkor amcama sevgimi anlatmak istiyorum.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Arapgir\u2019in son Ermenileri<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Babam Arapgir\u2019de 1990-1993 y\u0131llar\u0131 aras\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Arapgir\u2019de g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, duydu\u011fu, ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131na h\u00fcrmeten, sessizlikten ba\u015fka sesi olmayan o mazlum halkla dost olmu\u015ftu babam. Bizi de b\u00f6yle yeti\u015ftirdi. Hayat\u0131m\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftiren kitab\u0131, memleketimiz Maden\u2019de ge\u00e7en \u201cAnneannem\u201di, \u201co\u011flum bak, bizim topra\u011f\u0131n hikayesi\u201d diye bana getirdi\u011finde 13-14 ya\u015flar\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Sonras\u0131nda ailemde, \u00e7evremde, t\u00fcrk\u00fclerde, kitaplarda, yani hayat\u0131m\u0131n her yerinde Ermenileri arad\u0131m. Anneannemin 1915\u2019te \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn kan akan Hazar G\u00f6l\u00fc\u2019n\u00fc anlatmas\u0131n\u0131 dinledim, k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fczdeki Mehmet\u2019in, Z\u00fclk\u00fcf\u2019\u00fcn, Halit\u2019in annesi Pappa\u2019n\u0131n, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclenlerden geriye kal\u0131p, b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcl\u00fcp k\u00f6y\u00fcn en yoksullar\u0131ndan birisiyle evlendirilme \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc dinledim. Kirkor amcam\u0131n bir \u015fiirinde yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi; \u201chep do\u011fuya yak\u0131\u015fan ayr\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131\u201d dinledim. Babaannemin anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131, her ay\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda ve ortas\u0131nda k\u00f6ye gelen ve \u201c\u00e7er\u00e7i hemme \u00e7i\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131nca b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u00f6y\u00fcn k\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n etraf\u0131na toplayan \u00c7er\u00e7i Garo\u2019yu dinledim. Babam\u0131n Arapgir \u00f6yk\u00fclerini dinledim. Her anlat\u0131lan, \u00c7er\u00e7i Garo gibi ya da babam\u0131n dostluklar\u0131 gibi, kalan \u00e7o\u011funlu\u011fun gidenleri romantize etti\u011fi \u00f6yk\u00fcler de\u011fildi elbette. K\u0131r\u0131m\u0131n iktisadi nedenini \u201cmilli burjuva\u201d yaratmakta bulan \u0130ttihat\u00e7\u0131 kadrolar\u0131n zihniyeti Elaz\u0131\u011f\u2019\u0131n Maden il\u00e7esinin Gezin k\u00f6y\u00fcnde bir lise \u00f6\u011frencisinin dinledi\u011fi \u00f6yk\u00fclere dahi siniyordu. \u201c\u00c7ok zenginlermi\u015f, giderken alt\u0131n g\u00f6mm\u00fc\u015fler\u201d gibi kaybedilen onca hayat i\u00e7in sunulan anlams\u0131z gerek\u00e7eler; \u201ck\u00f6ydeki dibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyen kuyuya Ermeniler alt\u0131n g\u00f6mm\u00fc\u015f, defalarca kaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ama bulunamam\u0131\u015f\u201d gibi, k\u00f6k\u00fcnden s\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bir halk\u0131 sadece \u201cg\u00f6m\u00fclerle\u201d anacak kadar hissiyat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015f kom\u015fular, zulm\u00fc me\u015frula\u015ft\u0131rmak i\u00e7in harcanan onca nafile \u00e7aba, d\u00fcn de vard\u0131, bug\u00fcn de var.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/admin.agos.com.tr\/Upload\/Agos\/Images\/Papken%20Yetero%C4%9Flu%20foto%20Norayr%20Sahinyan.jpg?resize=300%2C450&amp;ssl=1\" alt=\"Papken Yetero\u011flu FOTO: Norayr \u015eahinyan\" width=\"300\" height=\"450\" data-recalc-dims=\"1\" \/>Papken Yetero\u011flu FOTO: Norayr \u015eahinyan<\/p>\n<p>Arapgir\u2019in sokaklar\u0131 ayn\u0131 Maden gibi dik ve yoku\u015f oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in, annem Arapgir\u2019e yerle\u015fti\u011fi gibi, kar\u015f\u0131 evde oturan Ermenice ismini bilmedi\u011fimiz, hitap edilen ismiyle Neriman teyzenin tavsiyesiyle lastik \u00e7izme alm\u0131\u015f ve Arapgir\u2019den gidene kadar kullanm\u0131\u015f o \u00e7izmeyi. Elbette Ermeni oldu\u011funu gizlermi\u015f \u015fehre yeni gelmi\u015f b\u00fcrokratlardan, bu y\u00fczden ismine Neriman dermi\u015f. \u015eehrin Singer bayisinin sahibiymi\u015f e\u015fi. Neriman teyze hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybeden kocas\u0131n\u0131n beyaz e\u015fya d\u00fckkan\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcnceye kadar i\u015fletmi\u015f. D\u00fckk\u00e2nda hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yokmu\u015f, ancak sadece bo\u015f d\u00fckk\u00e2nda oturup soka\u011f\u0131 seyretmek, gelip gideni g\u00f6rmek ve belki eksilenlerin an\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yad etmek i\u00e7in bo\u015f d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda otururmu\u015f. Uzun y\u0131llar L\u00fcbnan\u2019da bir eczac\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f Neriman teyze. Kim bilir, belki s\u00fcrg\u00fcnden y\u0131llar sonra topra\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6zlemiyle geri gelmi\u015f Arapgir\u2019e. Babam\u0131n sedeflerine ila\u00e7 yaparm\u0131\u015f o engin bilgisiyle. Hi\u00e7 t\u00fcpgaz ve al\u00fcminyum kap kullanmaz, b\u00fct\u00fcn yemeklerini odun ate\u015finde ve bak\u0131r kapta ya da toprak g\u00fcve\u00e7lerde pi\u015firirmi\u015f. Sarkis Miraco\u011flu varm\u0131\u015f, babam\u0131n dostu. Bir kiliseleri b\u0131rak\u0131lmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in Arapgir\u2019de belki, topluca Tanr\u0131\u2019ya yakarmay\u0131 \u00f6zledi\u011fi i\u00e7in belki, M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar\u0131n Cuma namaz\u0131n\u0131 caminin d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan dualarla takip edermi\u015f, istisnas\u0131z her cuma. Her Paskalya\u2019da renkli yumurtalar getirirmi\u015f adliyeye. \u00c7ok iyi \u0130branice bildi\u011fi i\u00e7in Arapgir\u2019de 90\u2019l\u0131 y\u0131llarda kalan bir avu\u00e7 Ermeni\u2019nin ibadetlerine yard\u0131mc\u0131 olan ve vefat edenlerin cenazelerini defneden S\u00fct\u00e7\u00fc Karnik Efendi varm\u0131\u015f. Bir g\u00fcn babam beni gezdirirken, \u201cH\u00e2kim bey senin o\u011flan \u00e7ok g\u00fczel. Dinimiz ve elham\u0131m\u0131z farkl\u0131 ama Yaradan\u2019\u0131m\u0131z bir, izin ver senin o\u011flana bir muska yazay\u0131m\u201d demi\u015f. Hala saklar\u0131m o muskay\u0131. Ve Arapgir\u2019in \u015eepik k\u00f6y\u00fcnde oturan, kadastro ve hukuk davalar\u0131nda yitik ve gaip ki\u015filerden kalan gayrimenkullerle ilgili mahalli bilirki\u015fi olarak g\u00f6rev yapan Papken Yetero\u011flu varm\u0131\u015f. B\u00fct\u00fcn yitik ki\u015fileri isim isim ve tarlalar\u0131n kime ait oldu\u011funu parsel parsel bilirmi\u015f. Dava konusu \u201cyitik ve gaip\u201d ki\u015filerin topra\u011f\u0131ndan edilmi\u015f Ermeniler oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rlatmama gerek yok zannediyorum.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Papken Amca ve Kirkor Yetero\u011flu<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Papken amca ile uzun y\u0131llar yaz\u0131\u015ft\u0131, konu\u015ftu babam. Bu vesileyle Kirkor amca ile tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Ancak bizim aile dostlu\u011funu a\u015fan bir dostlu\u011fa eri\u015fmemiz, benim M\u00fclkiye\u2019deki \u00f6\u011frencilik y\u0131llar\u0131ma dayan\u0131r. \u00dcniversite ile edebiyata olan ilgim artt\u0131k\u00e7a, Kirkor amcan\u0131n bir aile dostundan ziyade \u201cbir \u015fair\u201d oldu\u011funun fark\u0131na vard\u0131m. Ger\u00e7ekten, evvela \u00e7ok iyi bir insan ve sonra \u00e7ok iyi bir \u015fairdi. Tan\u0131yanlar ikrar edecektir, onun kadar al\u00e7akg\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc bir insanla tan\u0131\u015fmak herkese k\u0131smet olamayacak bir kazan\u0131md\u0131. Kendisine \u015fair denildi\u011finde utan\u0131r, s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131r, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fer, bu kimli\u011fi asla kabul etmez, edemezdi. \u2018Yazmay\u0131 deniyorum\u2019 derdi, o kadar. \u00c7ocuklu\u011funda yat\u0131l\u0131 okulda \u00f6\u011frencilik yapm\u0131\u015f bir arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n, Kirkor amcan\u0131n annesinden ayr\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cFoto\u011fraftaki \u0130z\u201d \u015fiirini okudu\u011funda a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledim ve o, belki inanmazs\u0131n\u0131z ama \u201cke\u015fke okutmasayd\u0131n\u201d dedi. Eminim o an bir g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131na yol a\u00e7t\u0131 diye su\u00e7lu hissetti kendini. Takdir istemezdi, \u00f6v\u00fclmeyi sevmezdi. M\u00fctevazili\u011finde mutluydu o. Evet, Ahmed Arif\u2019in deyimiyle bir \u201c\u015fair, yani y\u00fcrek i\u015f\u00e7i\u201dsiydi. Ama her \u015feyden evvel \u201ci\u015f\u00e7i\u201dydi. Hayat\u0131n\u0131 eme\u011fiyle de\u011fer yaratanlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda durabilmek \u00fczerine kurmu\u015ftu ve kendisi de bir emek\u00e7iydi. M\u00fcbala\u011fa etmek i\u00e7in yazm\u0131yorum, b\u00fct\u00fcn hayat\u0131 boyunca \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Emekli olmas\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131n hala \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. \u015eairli\u011fi kabul etmese de \u00e7ok iyi bir okuyucu oldu\u011funu kabul etti\u011fini i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e hissederdiniz sohbetinde. \u201cGen\u00e7ken, \u015fiir okumadan ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn\u00fc israf sayard\u0131m sevgili Fatin\u201d derdi s\u0131k\u00e7a. Ancak son y\u0131llarda okumakta zorlan\u0131yordu, zira kitapl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndaki tozlanmadan dolay\u0131 kitap sayfalar\u0131 ast\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 azd\u0131r\u0131yordu. Metin Alt\u0131ok\u2019un deyimiyle, \u201csahaf kitab\u0131ndaki k\u00fcf ve nemden\u201d art\u0131k sevin\u00e7 duyam\u0131yordu. Yine de kitap fuarlar\u0131ndan asla vazge\u00e7miyor, b\u00fcy\u00fck bir titizlikle tarihlerini takip ediyor, yeni yaz\u0131lanlar\u0131 okumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. \u00d6mr\u00fc boyunca \u201c\u00f6teki\u201d oldu\u011fu hissettirilmi\u015fti ona, ama bunlar\u0131 pek anlatmazd\u0131. Ama, o\u011flunun a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 sahafta kimi \u201ckom\u015fular\u0131n\u0131n\u201d yapt\u0131klar\u0131 \u00e7ok i\u00e7ini ac\u0131t\u0131yordu. Kendine yap\u0131lanlardan de\u011fil, evlad\u0131na yap\u0131lanlardan \u015fikayet\u00e7iydi.<\/p>\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/admin.agos.com.tr\/Upload\/Agos\/Images\/fatin%20sevki%20bulut%20gorsel.jpeg?ssl=1\" alt=\"\" data-recalc-dims=\"1\" \/><\/figure>\n<p><strong>Benden hi\u00e7 vazge\u00e7medi<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ondan gelen telefonlara \u00e7ok al\u0131\u015fk\u0131nd\u0131m. Her bayram arard\u0131 \u00f6rne\u011fin, hi\u00e7birini sektirmeden. \u201cSevgili Fatin merhabalar, senin ve ailenin bayram\u0131n\u0131 kutlar\u0131m. Umar\u0131m hepiniz iyisinizdir\u201d demesinin ard\u0131ndan derin bir sohbete ba\u015flard\u0131k. Ben ise onlar\u0131n bayramlar\u0131nda aramamdan incinece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, arayamazd\u0131m. \u00c7o\u011funluk olman\u0131n mahcubiyetiydi bendeki. Kendisine de s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftim bu durumu, \u201cbu kadar ince olma sevgili Fatin\u201d demi\u015fti. Ben, telefonlara cevap vermeye \u00e7ok meyyal birisi de\u011filim. Birka\u00e7 kere onun telefonunu da a\u00e7mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m olmu\u015ftur. Ancak o, deyim yerindeyse \u201cbenden hi\u00e7 vazge\u00e7medi\u201d. S\u00fcrekli birileriyle tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmak istedi beni, yeni dostluklar\u0131m olsun diye u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131. Bazen Elaz\u0131\u011f\u2019la bazen Arapgir\u2019le, bazen \u015fiirle, bazense \u00fclke g\u00fcndemiyle ilgili arard\u0131. Benim akademisyenli\u011fimle \u00e7ok isteyip gidemedi\u011fi Ak\u00e7ada\u011f \u00d6\u011fretmen Okulu aras\u0131nda kurdu\u011fu ba\u011f\u0131 ve bu nedenle bana g\u00f6sterdi\u011fi ihtimam\u0131 her konu\u015fmam\u0131zda hissettirirdi.<\/p>\n<p>Telefonla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmelerimizi birka\u00e7 kez, \u0130stanbul\u2019u ziyaretlerimde y\u00fcz y\u00fcze g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fme ile de ta\u00e7land\u0131rabildim. \u0130lk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemizde hayat\u0131m\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftiren kitab\u0131, \u201cAnneannem\u201di ona arma\u011fan etmi\u015ftim. Elbette \u00f6nceden okudu\u011funa emindim, ama kitapl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda benim i\u00e7in en de\u011ferli kitap benden ona arma\u011fan olsun istemi\u015ftim. Sessizce anlat\u0131rd\u0131, her bir kelimesi \u00f6zenle se\u00e7ilirdi ve k\u0131s\u0131k sesinden romanlar akard\u0131. Hatta biraz y\u00fcksek sesli ve heyecanl\u0131 konu\u015fuyor olmamdan dolay\u0131 bana k\u0131zar, \u00e7evredekileri rahats\u0131z etmemden \u00e7ekinirdi. Eski i\u015f yeri Ca\u011faolo\u011flu\u2019ndayd\u0131. Me\u015fhur Ca\u011falo\u011flu yoku\u015funu Kirkor amcay\u0131 ziyaretim sayesinde \u00f6\u011frendim ve ziyaretin ard\u0131ndan metroya kadar beraber y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck. U\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131 her d\u00fckk\u00e2nda b\u00fcy\u00fck bir h\u00fcrmetle kar\u015f\u0131lanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve ben ona duyulan sayg\u0131yla beraber onun kibarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hayretle izlemi\u015ftim. Ba\u015fka bir d\u00fcnyadan gibiydi nezaketi.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fme<\/strong><br \/>\nSon g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemizi 2022\u2019nin Aral\u0131k ay\u0131nda, \u0130stanbul\u2019u ziyaretimde yapt\u0131k. Kanser hastas\u0131 akrabas\u0131na ilac\u0131 bir g\u00fcn ge\u00e7 g\u00f6t\u00fcrmek pahas\u0131na vakit ay\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bana. Yan\u0131mda \u00e7ok de\u011fer verdi\u011fim bir insan daha vard\u0131. Hayranl\u0131kla dinledik sohbetini. Orhan Kemal ile bir hastane odas\u0131ndaki an\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 anlatt\u0131. Edip Cansever\u2019in yeni bas\u0131lan mektuplar\u0131n\u0131, Metin Alt\u0131ok\u2019un yeni ortaya \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f \u015fiirlerini konu\u015ftuk. K\u0131ymeti bilinmeyen bir\u00e7ok \u015fairden bahsetti, l\u00fctfen onlar\u0131 da okuyun dedi. Yine \u201cBizim \u00f6nceli\u011fimiz her zaman emektir sevgili Fatin\u201d c\u00fcmlesini eksik etmedi. Babas\u0131 Papken amcay\u0131 ge\u00e7en sene yitirmi\u015ftik, \u00e7ok y\u0131pratm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 babas\u0131n\u0131n kayb\u0131 onu. Hayat\u0131n cilvesi, torunu ise yeni d\u00fcnyaya gelmi\u015fti. \u201cHi\u00e7bir sevgiye benzemiyor onu sevmek sevgili Fatin, \u00f6ylesi g\u00fczel\u201d dedi. Arapgir\u2019e d\u00f6nmeyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcyor musunuz diye sordum; \u201cB\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yer buldu\u011fum yer olmayacak Sevgili Fatin, art\u0131k d\u00f6nemem\u201d dedi. Babas\u0131 terk-i diyar etmi\u015f, dostlar\u0131 gitmi\u015fti; bir tek halas\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 Arapgir\u2019de. Bir \u015fiirinde dedi\u011fi gibi, \u201cg\u00fcl\u00fcn dal\u0131nda solmas\u0131 Arapgir, konar g\u00f6\u00e7er bir kent \u015fimdi\u201d. Ve g\u00f6z\u00fcmden ka\u00e7amayan, ka\u00e7\u0131ramad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir ger\u00e7ek buz gibi \u00f6n\u00fcme serilmi\u015fti o g\u00fcn. Ya\u015flanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 Kirkor amca. Konduram\u0131yorsun bu denli sevdi\u011fin birisine ama evet, \u00e7ok ya\u015flanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Art\u0131k bir \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131da \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yoku\u015flar\u0131 ufak ad\u0131mlarla ilerliyordu. Tansiyondan ve ast\u0131mdan daha \u00e7ok \u015fik\u00e2yet eder olmu\u015ftu. Belli ki yorulmu\u015ftu. Annesinin yan\u0131ndan tahta bir\u00a0 bavulla ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bug\u00fcne nefes almaya izin vermeyen bir hayat ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. M\u00fctevaz\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, i\u00e7inde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u00fcz\u00fcnlerin \u00e7ok az\u0131n\u0131 anlatmas\u0131yla neticeleniyordu hep. Mesela 1915\u2019te ailesinin nas\u0131l hayatta kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, neler ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 anlatmaktan hep ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131r ve \u201cbiz bir \u015fekilde hayatta kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131z i\u015fte, yitenleri konu\u015fal\u0131m, onlar\u0131 anal\u0131m\u201d diyerek ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n derdiyle hemdert olurdu her zaman. Bu nedenle, ne ac\u0131d\u0131r ki ailesinin hikayesini hi\u00e7 anlatmad\u0131 bana.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u2018Yitik bir adan\u0131n son ku\u015fu\u2019<\/strong><br \/>\nBeyin kanamas\u0131 ge\u00e7irdi\u011fini haberini ald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, Ne\u015fet Erta\u015f\u2019\u0131n deyimiyle beynimden ayakkab\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7ine buz gibi sular doldu. \u00c7ok ge\u00e7meden kay\u0131p haberini ald\u0131k. O g\u00fczelim tespih tanelerinden bir boncuk daha eksildi. Onun dizeleriyle, \u201cgerilmi\u015f iplerinden ge\u00e7mi\u015fti hayat\u0131n\u201d ve \u201cyitik bir adan\u0131n son ku\u015fuydu\u201d, ba\u015fka diyarlara u\u00e7tu. O ge\u00e7ip gitti ve ard\u0131nda bir e\u015f, iki \u00e7ocuk, bir torun, karde\u015fler ve say\u0131s\u0131z dost b\u0131rakt\u0131. 26 Mart Pazar g\u00fcn\u00fc Ankara\u2019da M\u00fclkiyeliler Birli\u011fi se\u00e7imlerinde dostlar\u0131 Sevilay \u00c7elenk ve \u015eeyhmus Diken ile konu\u015ftuk kayb\u0131n\u0131. B\u00fcy\u00fck \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fc i\u00e7erisindelerdi. Eminim, bu ani ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n ard\u0131ndan her seveninin dilinde ke\u015fkeler kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Ah diyorum, ah, ke\u015fke bir kez daha konu\u015fabilseydik, bir kez daha \u201cErmeniyiz, meskenimiz toydad\u0131r\u201d t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yleyebilseydik. Art\u0131k \u0130stanbul\u2019a nas\u0131l gelebilirim bilmiyorum. Kad\u0131k\u00f6y\u2019e nas\u0131l ad\u0131m atar\u0131m, Ca\u011faolo\u011flu\u2019nu nas\u0131l y\u00fcr\u00fcr\u00fcm, tahayy\u00fcl edemiyorum. \u0130stanbul\u2019da kap\u0131m kalmad\u0131 art\u0131k ve yine onun dizeleriyle \u201cbu kent sen gideli siyah bir leke\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>(fatinsevkibulut@gmail.com)<\/p>\n<p><em><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.agos.com.tr\/tr\/yazi\/28648\/kirkor-amcam-icin\">https:\/\/www.agos.com.tr\/tr\/yazi\/28648\/kirkor-amcam-icin<\/a><\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\">\n<div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon-text sd-sharing\">\n<h3 class=\"sd-title\"><\/h3>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>24 Mart\u2019ta kaybetti\u011fimiz \u015fair Kirkor Yetero\u011flu, T\u00fcrkiye Ermeni toplumunda iz b\u0131rakan bir isim oldu. Fatin \u015eevki Bulut, aile dostu Yetero\u011flu\u2019nu anarken, memleketi Arapgir\u2019in Ermenilerinin yak\u0131n tarihinden \u00e7arp\u0131c\u0131 kesitler de sunuyor FAT\u0130N BULUT Kirkor amcam\u0131 yitirdik. Arapgir\u2019den bug\u00fcne emek emek korudu\u011fumuz dostlu\u011fun en a\u011f\u0131r ta\u015f\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyadan g\u00f6\u00e7t\u00fc, gitti sessizce. Aile dostlu\u011fumuz 90\u2019l\u0131 y\u0131llara dayan\u0131yor. 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