{"id":72105,"date":"2023-01-24T02:06:05","date_gmt":"2023-01-24T07:06:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/?p=72105"},"modified":"2023-01-24T02:07:11","modified_gmt":"2023-01-24T07:07:11","slug":"guvercin-ve-balikkurduguvercin-ve-balikkurdu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/?p=72105","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcvercin ve Bal\u0131kkurdu"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-72106\" src=\"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/Guvercin-360x172.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"360\" height=\"172\" srcset=\"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2023\/01\/Guvercin-360x172.jpg 360w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2023\/01\/Guvercin-560x268.jpg 560w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2023\/01\/Guvercin-260x124.jpg 260w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2023\/01\/Guvercin-160x77.jpg 160w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2023\/01\/Guvercin.jpg 702w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 360px) 100vw, 360px\" \/><\/div>\n<div class=\"post-meta\"><strong><span class=\"posted-by\"><span class=\"reviewer\"><a title=\"Hakan \u0130\u015fcen\" href=\"https:\/\/www.agos.com.tr\/tr\/yazar\/414\/hakan-iscen\" rel=\"author\">Hakan \u0130\u015fcen<\/a><\/span> \u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/div>\n<div class=\"post-meta\"><em><strong><span style=\"color: #333333; font-family: 'Cantata One', serif; letter-spacing: 0.05em;\">&#8220;Kendini, k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc ifade edememek\u2026 Farkl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n her f\u0131rsatta y\u00fcz\u00fcne vurulmas\u0131. Kimseye fiske zarar vermeden sadece d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerinden dolay\u0131 haks\u0131z h\u00fck\u00fcmler giymek\u2026 \u0130ki se\u00e7ene\u011fin vard\u0131r. Ya kimli\u011fini de\u011fi\u015ftirirsin. \u00d6teki kalmamak i\u00e7in ba\u015fkas\u0131 olursun, ancak \u00f6yle kalabal\u0131\u011fa kar\u0131\u015fabilirsin. Veya kapan\u0131rs\u0131n. Ben, ne ba\u015fkas\u0131 olmay\u0131 istedim ne de kendi evimde, do\u011fdu\u011fum topraklarda saklanmay\u0131\u2026&#8221;<\/span><\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<div class=\"post-container cf\">\n<div class=\"post-content-right\">\n<div class=\"post-content description \">\n<p>\u201cBeni neden \u00f6ld\u00fcrmek istiyorsun?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cSen daha iyi bilirsin!..\u201d<br \/>\n\u201c\u0130yi ki k\u00f6t\u00fc bir silah se\u00e7mi\u015fsin. Hayat\u0131m\u0131 buna bor\u00e7luyum. Teti\u011fi ger\u00e7ekten \u00e7ektin de\u011fil mi?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cTabii \u00e7ektim!..\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cSenin a\u00e7\u0131ndan her \u015fey yolunda gitseydi \u015fu an ya\u015fam\u0131yordum\u2026 O \u00e7akaralmaz seni de katil olmaktan kurtard\u0131.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cBeni de \u015fimdi sen kurtaracaks\u0131n.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cNas\u0131l?.. D\u0131\u015far\u0131s\u0131 polis kayn\u0131yor.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cRehinim de\u011fil misin? Birlikte \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131z buradan.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cO elindekiyle mi?.. \u015eu anda ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n dibinde boylu boyunca yat\u0131yor olabilirdim. Nas\u0131l \u00e7\u0131kacakt\u0131n buradan, bir plan yapmad\u0131n m\u0131?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cSilah sesinden herkes korkar, \u00e7il yavrusu gibi da\u011f\u0131l\u0131rlar. Bu sesi duydu\u011funda \u00e7o\u011funun dizlerinin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcl\u00fcr.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cSilah sesine a\u015finas\u0131n galiba?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cYayladaki talimlerden bilirim. \u00d6dlekleri g\u00f6z\u00fcnden tan\u0131r\u0131m ben.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cYa ben?..\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cSen de \u00f6dleksin. Korkuyorsun ama belli etmiyorsun.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cDaha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 adam \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcn m\u00fc?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cI-\u0131h. Birka\u00e7 yaralama sadece. Bacaklara ni\u015fan almaktan b\u0131kt\u0131m!\u201d<br \/>\n\u201c\u0130lk defa ha? \u0130lk defa benimle milli olacakt\u0131n&#8230;\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cNeden \u00f6yle g\u00fcl\u00fcyorsun?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cKendi dedi\u011fime\u2026 Bu topraklarda milli olmak bu kadar kolay\u2026\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cBir araba isteyelim! Verdikleri s\u00fcre doluyor!\u201d<br \/>\n\u201c\u00d6yle elini kolunu sallayarak \u00e7\u0131kamazs\u0131n buradan. Fazla umutlanma. Senin i\u00e7in sa\u011flam bir kalkan say\u0131lmam ben. Belki sadece k\u00e2\u011f\u0131ttan bir z\u0131rh\u2026 Nereye gideceksin?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cBeni bulamayacaklar\u0131 bir yere\u2026 \u015euradan \u00e7\u0131kay\u0131m da, sonra bir yolunu bulurum.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cD\u0131\u015far\u0131da sana yard\u0131m edecek arkada\u015flar\u0131n yok mu?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cHay\u0131r. Olsa bile kar\u0131\u015fmazlar. Sadece bir kul\u00fcbeden telefon eder, \u2018\u0130\u015f tamam\u2019 derim.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cSeninkiler de di\u011ferleri gibi g\u00f6lgede kalmay\u0131 seviyor&#8230;\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cD\u0131\u015far\u0131da bir haz\u0131rl\u0131k yap\u0131yor olmal\u0131lar\u2026 S\u00fcrenin dolmas\u0131n\u0131 beklemeden kap\u0131ya dayanabilirler? Bir an \u00f6nce \u00e7\u0131kmal\u0131y\u0131z buradan!\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cBeni pencerede g\u00f6rd\u00fckleri s\u00fcrece bir \u015fey yapacaklar\u0131n\u0131 sanm\u0131yorum. Umar\u0131m\u2026\u201d<br \/>\n\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBu foto\u011fraftaki futbolcu sen misin? Ben de iyi top\u00e7uyumdur ha\u2026\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cNe mevkide oynuyordun?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cSa\u011f bek. Hem de birinci amat\u00f6r k\u00fcmede\u2026\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cM\u00fcdafaa ha\u2026 Nank\u00f6r mevki! En k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck hatan gol olur. Ben de senin ya\u015f\u0131nda iken liberoydum. Be\u015f numara. O foto\u011fraf amat\u00f6r k\u00fcme \u015fampiyonluk ma\u00e7\u0131.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cHem de kaptans\u0131n?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cNe zannettin, bakma bu halime\u2026\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cNe garip bir ad\u0131n var\u2026\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cAd\u0131m\u0131 bile do\u011fru d\u00fcr\u00fcst s\u00f6yleyemiyorsun. Peki, neden beni \u00f6ld\u00fcrmek zorundas\u0131n?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cBize hakaret ettin.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cSiz kimsiniz?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cBu vatan\u0131n ger\u00e7ek bek\u00e7ileri.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201c\u00c7ok mu seviyorsun bu topra\u011f\u0131?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cG\u00f6rm\u00fcyor musun? Kellemi feda edecek kadar.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201c\u0130\u015fin k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc ben de! Ben de can\u0131m kadar seviyorum bu topraklar\u0131.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cSenin de\u011fil buras\u0131!\u201d<br \/>\n\u201c\u00d6yle mi?.. Babam burada do\u011fdu. Babam\u0131n babas\u0131 da\u2026 Onun karde\u015fleri\u2026 Ka\u00e7 g\u00f6bek geriye gitmek gerekiyor bural\u0131 olmak i\u00e7in?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cSenin memleketin buras\u0131 de\u011fil!\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cBenim memleketim buras\u0131! Do\u011fdu\u011fum topraklar\u2026 O senin kastetti\u011fin halk\u0131m\u0131n \u015fu an ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yer.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201c\u0130yi ya i\u015fte, gitsene oraya!\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cBeni orada da sevmezler.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cNeden?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cDo\u011fru s\u00f6yleyeni dokuz k\u00f6yden kovarlar.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cHakaret etti\u011fini kabul ediyorsun?..\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cSadece do\u011fru bildiklerimi s\u00f6yledim. Kimseyi a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lamad\u0131m. Bug\u00fcne kadar kimseye zarar vermedim. Bir yumruk bile atmad\u0131m. Bu topra\u011f\u0131n \u00e7ocu\u011fuyum. Ama ba\u015fka bir halktan\u0131m. Bu, k\u00f6t\u00fc biri olmak i\u00e7in yeterli mi? Benim burada olmam senin i\u00e7in bir tehdit de\u011fil! Sen benim yerimde olsayd\u0131n, dinini de\u011fi\u015ftirir miydin, asl\u0131n\u0131 ink\u00e2r eder miydin?..\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cKafam\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rma! Ayn\u0131 \u015fey de\u011fil.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cTelefon!\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cPolis mi, a\u00e7ma! Daha s\u00fcremiz var!\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cK\u0131z\u0131m ar\u0131yor?..\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cAmma \u0131srarl\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131r\u0131yor, bak \u015fu kodu\u011fumun telefonuna! Sak\u0131n tabancadaki \u00e7aparizden bahsetme!..<br \/>\n\u201cK\u0131z\u0131m?.. \u0130yiyim; merak etmeyin. Annen nas\u0131l?.. A\u011flama, hallolacak her \u015fey\u2026\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cBana bir oyun haz\u0131rlam\u0131yorsun, de\u011fil mi? Ver \u015fu telefonu!\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cK\u0131z\u0131m, dur! Sesini duymak istiyor. Senin oldu\u011fundan emin olmak i\u00e7in\u2026\u201d<br \/>\n\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNe dedi sana?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cBabam iyi insand\u0131r; benim i\u00e7in b\u0131rak onu, diyor.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cG\u00fcvercinim\u2026 \u00c7ok korkmu\u015f olmal\u0131\u2026\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cNeden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p gitmiyorsun?.. Nas\u0131l olsa elimdeki bir i\u015fe yaram\u0131yor. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne bak\u0131l\u0131rsa g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc kuvvetli adams\u0131n.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cMerak\u0131mdan\u2026\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cNeyi?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cSeni hi\u00e7 kimse \u00f6ld\u00fcrmek istedi mi? Hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u2026 hayat\u0131nda daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmedi\u011fin biri\u2026 \u00c7ok k\u00f6t\u00fc bir duygu bu, \u00e7ok umut k\u0131r\u0131c\u0131.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cBu i\u015fi yap\u0131yorsan, b\u00f6yle uluorta\u2026 Bunu g\u00f6ze alacaks\u0131n.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6ylemek\u2026 Tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n birinin hayat\u0131na son vermek i\u00e7in bu yeterli mi?.. Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n i\u015fine ne kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yorsun ki?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cAllah\u2019\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rma bu i\u015fe\u2026 Sorguya m\u0131 \u00e7ekiyorsun \u015fimdi beni?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cGer\u00e7ekten merak ediyorum bunu. Seni anlamaya \u00e7abal\u0131yorum. \u0130nsan hayat\u0131 bu kadar de\u011fersiz olabilir mi?.. \u00dcstelik, kurban\u0131n\u0131n ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc bilmeden\u2026\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cHakaret\u2026\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cYine ba\u015flama! Ne bilirsin ki sen?.. Kendini, k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc ifade edememek\u2026 Farkl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n her f\u0131rsatta y\u00fcz\u00fcne vurulmas\u0131. Kimseye fiske zarar vermeden sadece d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerinden dolay\u0131 haks\u0131z h\u00fck\u00fcmler giymek\u2026 \u0130ki se\u00e7ene\u011fin vard\u0131r. Ya kimli\u011fini de\u011fi\u015ftirirsin. \u00d6teki kalmamak i\u00e7in ba\u015fkas\u0131 olursun, ancak \u00f6yle kalabal\u0131\u011fa kar\u0131\u015fabilirsin. Veya kapan\u0131rs\u0131n fareler gibi. Korkak ve sinsice. Gizli gizli yapars\u0131n ibadetini, gizli gizli konu\u015fursun dilini\u2026 Yamal\u0131 bir boh\u00e7a, yasakl\u0131 bir kitap gibi, atalar\u0131na ait ne varsa su\u00e7lu su\u00e7lu saklars\u0131n zulanda\u2026 Ben, ne ba\u015fkas\u0131 olmay\u0131 istedim ne de kendi evimde, do\u011fdu\u011fum topraklarda saklanmay\u0131\u2026 Sen hi\u00e7 ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n ceketiyle okula gittin mi? Gelen yard\u0131mlar\u0131 bizim aram\u0131zda da\u011f\u0131t\u0131rlard\u0131. Hi\u00e7biri tam tam\u0131na uymazd\u0131. Ne ceket, ne ayakkab\u0131. \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131da her k\u00f6\u015feden sahibi \u00e7\u0131kacak, \u2018bu benim ceketim!\u2019 diyecek diye korkard\u0131m. Ya \u00e7ok bol gelirdi; ya da dar\u2026 Hi\u00e7 kendi ceketim olmad\u0131. Bazen \u00f6lesiye s\u0131kard\u0131; g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcmdeki d\u00fc\u011fmeler patlayacak kadar\u2026 \u00c7\u0131karmama da izin vermezlerdi. Ceketsiz dola\u015famazd\u0131k d\u0131\u015far\u0131da. \u0130\u015fte, kimli\u011fine sahip olamamak b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey. Ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n ceketiyle dola\u015fmak \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131da\u2026 Ancak y\u0131llar sonra kendime ceket alabildim. Kendi eme\u011fimle\u2026 \u00dcst\u00fcne bir d\u00fcnya yumurta atsalar da ne yapay\u0131m, y\u0131kar, \u00fcteler giyerim. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bedenime uyan yeg\u00e2ne ceket bu! Onunla ne kadar tedirgin dola\u015fsam da\u2026 bu, benim!\u201d<br \/>\n\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBu da k\u0131z\u0131n, de\u011fil mi?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cH\u0131-h\u0131.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cNe i\u015f yap\u0131yor?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cO da benim gibi, yaz\u0131yor \u00e7iziyor.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cFelsefe yap\u0131yor yani\u2026 Bari doktor falan olsayd\u0131.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cFelsefe k\u00f6t\u00fc bir \u015fey de\u011fil. Akl\u0131nla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyi \u00f6\u011fretir\u2026 Sana \u015funu yap, bunu yap diyenleri sorgulamay\u0131\u2026 Haz\u0131r cevaplar yerine sorularla u\u011fra\u015fmay\u0131\u2026 Ya sen, sen okudun mu?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cTabii! Liseye ikiye kadar.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cYetti mi \u00f6\u011frendiklerin?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cBildiklerim yeter. Zaten aslolan inan\u00e7lard\u0131r. \u0130nsan inanc\u0131 u\u011fruna ya\u015far, inanc\u0131 u\u011fruna \u00f6l\u00fcr.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cYa inan\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6keninde yanl\u0131\u015f bilgi varsa\u2026 \u0130nanc\u0131n, beni yok etmeyi mi s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor sana?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cBenim inan\u00e7lar\u0131ma, ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m kana k\u00fcf\u00fcr ettin sen!\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cHi\u00e7 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir kitab\u0131 okudun mu?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cHay\u0131r.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cYa gazetede yazd\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cHay\u0131r.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cBir yerde dinledin mi benim herhangi bir konu\u015fmam\u0131? Televizyonda falan?..\u201d<br \/>\n\u2026<br \/>\n\u201cO zaman hakk\u0131mda sana s\u00f6ylenenlerin do\u011fru oldu\u011funu nereden biliyorsun?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cBizde asla yalan s\u00f6ylenmez. Do\u011fruluk, d\u00fcr\u00fcstl\u00fck t\u00f6remizdir. \u00dcstelik ba\u015fkalar\u0131 da yazd\u0131 senin bize hakaret etti\u011fini\u2026 Hatta senin meslekta\u015flar\u0131n\u2026 Bizi b\u00f6lmek istedi\u011fini\u2026\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cO zaman sana b\u00f6yle s\u00f6yleyeni de kand\u0131rm\u0131\u015flar. Asl\u0131nda ger\u00e7ek b\u00f6l\u00fcc\u00fc onlar. Sen yanl\u0131\u015f adam\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcn. \u00c7anak \u00e7\u00f6mlek patlad\u0131!..\u201d<br \/>\n\u201c\u00d6lmedin ki, bak h\u00e2l\u00e2 kar\u015f\u0131mda bana hocal\u0131k yap\u0131yorsun\u2026\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cYan\u0131l\u0131yorsun, biraz \u00f6ld\u00fcm bug\u00fcn. Biraz ba\u015fard\u0131n.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cFelsefe yapma yine, bana yard\u0131m edecek misin?\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cEvet. Bir neden de bu. Bunun i\u00e7in kald\u0131m seninle. \u00d6lmemen i\u00e7in\u2026\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cKa\u00e7mama yard\u0131m et. 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Kimseye fiske zarar vermeden sadece d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerinden dolay\u0131 haks\u0131z h\u00fck\u00fcmler giymek\u2026 \u0130ki se\u00e7ene\u011fin vard\u0131r. Ya kimli\u011fini de\u011fi\u015ftirirsin. \u00d6teki kalmamak i\u00e7in ba\u015fkas\u0131 olursun, ancak \u00f6yle kalabal\u0131\u011fa kar\u0131\u015fabilirsin. Veya kapan\u0131rs\u0131n. Ben, ne ba\u015fkas\u0131 olmay\u0131 istedim ne de kendi evimde, do\u011fdu\u011fum topraklarda saklanmay\u0131\u2026&#8221; \u201cBeni neden \u00f6ld\u00fcrmek istiyorsun?\u201d [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":72107,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,70],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-72105","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-haberler","category-makaleler"],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v27.4 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/product\/yoast-seo-wordpress\/ -->\n<title>G\u00fcvercin ve Bal\u0131kkurdu - Bati Ermenistan Ve Bati Ermenileri Sorunlari Ara\u015ftirmalar Merkezi<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/?p=72105\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"G\u00fcvercin ve Bal\u0131kkurdu - Bati Ermenistan Ve Bati Ermenileri Sorunlari Ara\u015ftirmalar Merkezi\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Hakan \u0130\u015fcen \u00a0 &#8220;Kendini, k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc ifade edememek\u2026 Farkl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n her f\u0131rsatta y\u00fcz\u00fcne vurulmas\u0131. 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