![\"\"](\"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/Dink-360x203.webp\")
<\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Gezi Davas\u0131\u2019nda tutuklananlardan \u00c7i\u011fdem Mater Utku, Hrant Dink\u2019in yak\u0131n dostuydu. Mater, cinayet sonras\u0131nda davalar\u0131, duru\u015fmalar\u0131 takip eden, anmalar\u0131 d\u00fczenleyen Hrant\u2019\u0131n Arkada\u015flar\u0131 \u0130nisiyatifi\u2019nin de \u00fcyesi. 25 Nisan\u2019dan bu yana Bak\u0131rk\u00f6y Kad\u0131n Cezaevi\u2019nde tutulan \u00c7i\u011fdem Mater, do\u011fumg\u00fcn\u00fc vesilesiyle cezaevinden Hrant Dink\u2019e bir mektup yazd\u0131.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n \u00c7i\u011fdem Mater<\/strong><\/p>\n Can\u0131m Hrant Dink,<\/p>\n Tarihin bir cilvesi olsa gerek sana bu sat\u0131rlar\u0131 Bak\u0131rk\u00f6y\u2019den yaz\u0131yorum. Hen\u00fcz mini, mini bir ilkokul \u00f6\u011frencisiyken oturdu\u011fumuz, laf aram\u0131zda asl\u0131nda \u00e7ok da bay\u0131lmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumun semtinden.<\/p>\n \u0130stanbul Caddesi\u2019ni kesen Muhasebeci Sokak\u2019taki evimizden, Pilot Cengiz Topel \u0130lkokulu\u2019na giderken, yolumun \u00fczerinde hayatta en sevdi\u011fim yerlerden biri vard\u0131: Beyaz Adam! O ya\u015flardaki bir k\u0131rtasiye merakl\u0131s\u0131 i\u00e7in ger\u00e7ek bir mabet!<\/p>\n \u00c7ocuklu\u011fumun k\u0131ymetlisi Yal\u00e7\u0131n (O\u015fin \u00c7ilingir) oradayd\u0131, sen de oradayd\u0131n. Haliyle g\u00f6z\u00fcm pek sizi g\u00f6rmezdi, k\u0131rtasiye dururken, anne-baba arkada\u015flardan bana ne?<\/p>\n B\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcp az da olsa akl\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131ma geldi\u011finde Hrant Dink\u2019le, \u201cBeyaz Adam Kitabevi\u2019ndeki amcan\u0131n ayn\u0131 insan oldu\u011fu kafamda birle\u015ftirmem vakit ald\u0131. Hrant Dink hi\u00e7 bilmedi\u011fim \u015feylerden s\u00f6z ediyordu, bize ne o ilkokulda ne de sonras\u0131nda hi\u00e7 \u00f6\u011fretilmeyen bir tarihi anlat\u0131yordu. \u00d6nce \u201cduydum\u201d s\u00f6ylediklerini, sonra \u201cdinlemeye\u201d ba\u015flad\u0131m, haliyle \u201cokumak\u201d geldi ard\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n Ermenistan\u2019a gidi\u015f<\/strong> \u00d6n\u00fcme kocaman bir liste koydun, yenecek yemekler, g\u00f6r\u00fclecek yerler, tan\u0131\u015f\u0131lacak insanlar\u2026 \u0130lerleyen y\u0131llarda onlarca kez daha Erivan\u2019a gidece\u011fimi hen\u00fcz bilmedi\u011fimden s\u00f6yledi\u011fin her \u015feyi yapmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. O zamandan beri hayatta en sevdi\u011fim yerlerden biri olan Khor Virap Manast\u0131r\u0131\u2019na gittim mesela, sonras\u0131nda belki on kez daha gidece\u011fimi hen\u00fcz bilmeden. Sonra ki\u015fni\u015fe tahamm\u00fcl edememe ra\u011fmen \u2018hingali\u2019 yedim, d\u00fckk\u00e2na bir g\u00fcn \u00f6nceden u\u011fray\u0131p, ki\u015fni\u015fsiz sipari\u015f edebilece\u011fimi hen\u00fcz bilmedi\u011fimden. Gezdim, dola\u015ft\u0131m, yedim, i\u00e7tim, tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, konu\u015ftum ama bug\u00fcnden bak\u0131nca anl\u0131yorum ki, en \u00f6nemlisi dinledim!<\/p>\n D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fte bulu\u015fma, sonras\u0131nda mahkeme kap\u0131lar\u0131<\/strong> 19 Ocak 2007 Cuma g\u00fcn\u00fc, Elmada\u011f\u2019da, Agos\u2019a 1,5 bilemedin 2 kilometre uzaktaki Anadolu K\u00fclt\u00fcr\u2019de masamdayd\u0131m telefon geldi\u011finde. Murat nas\u0131l konu\u015faca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilemez haldeydi. Kendimizi Agos\u2019un \u00f6n\u00fcnde bulduk. Agos\u2019un \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u00d6zlem\u2019le (Dalk\u0131ran) ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bilemez halde dururken, Osman Bey\u2019in (Kavala) y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki ac\u0131y\u0131 akl\u0131ma kaz\u0131rken, hayat\u0131m\u0131n asla eskisi gibi olmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hen\u00fcz bilmiyordum.<\/p>\n O g\u00fcnden sonra<\/strong> \u201cBa\u015fka bir kom\u015fuluk\u201d her zaman m\u00fcmk\u00fcn<\/strong> Bir par\u00e7as\u0131 olmaktan her zaman onur duydu\u011fum ad\u0131na kurulan vak\u0131f, ard\u0131ndan tam da senin \u201cAferin be\u201d diyece\u011fin, hatta senin bile d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemeyece\u011fin fikirleri hayata ge\u00e7irdi, aynaya ve birbirimize bakman\u0131n ne k\u0131ymetli oldu\u011funu her an hat\u0131rlatt\u0131. T\u00fcrkiye\u2019nin ve Ermenistan\u2019\u0131n ve diasporan\u0131n d\u00f6rt bir yan\u0131ndan gen\u00e7ler, sinemayla, sanatla, tarihle, tan\u0131\u015fmayla \u201cba\u015fka bir kom\u015fulu\u011fun\u201d her zaman m\u00fcmk\u00fcn oldu\u011funu kan\u0131tlad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n Hrant Dink Vakf\u0131, ne g\u00fczel ki yaln\u0131z de\u011fil. T\u00fcrkiye\u2019den, Ermenistan\u2019dan, diasporadan bir s\u00fcr\u00fc insan, kurum, giri\u015fim ge\u00e7ti\u011fimiz 15 y\u0131l boyunca, elini ta\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131na koydu. \u201cO ihtimal\u201d i\u00e7in \u00e7aba sarf etti. B\u00f6yle rahat yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131ma bakma, hi\u00e7 kolay olmad\u0131 tabii, h\u00e2l\u00e2 da hi\u00e7 kolay de\u011fil.<\/p>\n Memleket de, d\u00fcnya da her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn zorla\u015f\u0131yor! Halimiz bir ileri, iki geri. Bir an umutlan\u0131yoruz, sonra her \u015fey yeniden, bir anda yeniden \u00fczerimize y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yor. Rakel Dink\u2019in dedi\u011fi gibi: \u201cZorbal\u0131k de\u011fi\u015fmedi, zorbalar de\u011fi\u015fti. Hatta o bile de\u011fi\u015fmedi ayn\u0131 karanl\u0131k y\u00fczler yine ortada. Nas\u0131l cazip bir \u015feyse art\u0131k g\u00fc\u00e7, kendi cellatlar\u0131yla ziyafete ortak oldular. Eskimi\u015f alb\u00fcmleri kendi y\u00fczlerini yamad\u0131lar.\u201d<\/p>\n Zorbal\u0131ktan hepimiz pay\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 al\u0131yoruz<\/strong> Karamsar oldu biliyorum ama memleket i\u015fte, iyimserli\u011fe pek de izin vermiyor. Ama yine de, sevgili Rakel Dink\u2019in dedi\u011fi gibi: \u201cY\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz daima t\u00fcm \u00fclkenin ayd\u0131nl\u0131k taraf\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fck oldu. \u00c7uta\u011f\u0131m\u0131 u\u011furlarken de, Gezi\u2019de de\u2026 Umudumuz orada oldu.\u201d<\/p>\n Evet, umudumuz orada. Umudumuzu korurken, seni ne \u00e7ok \u00f6zledik bir bilsen. Herkesle, her yerde, her ko\u015fulda konu\u015fma, anlatma, dinleme inad\u0131n\u0131, herkesin dilini konu\u015fabilme becerini, ne\u015feni, kahkahan\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n \u0130yi ki bizlere konu\u015fulmayanlar\u0131 konu\u015fman\u0131n, unutulanlar\u0131 hat\u0131rlaman\u0131n, birbirimizi dinlemenin k\u0131ymetini anlatt\u0131n. S\u00f6zlerin kula\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda, elimizden geleni yap\u0131yor, a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131n kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k tutmak i\u00e7in gayret ediyoruz. H\u00e2l\u00e2 kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131z neyse ki!<\/p>\n \u0130yi ki do\u011fdun Hrant Dink, iyi ki iyi ki!<\/p>\n
\n\u201cErmenistan\u201d uzak bir kom\u015fuydu. Art\u0131k b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Yolum Kars\u2019a d\u00fc\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Yolculuklar ve tan\u0131\u015fmalar, \u00e7ok okumay\u0131 getirdi beraberinde. Bu sat\u0131rlar\u0131 Silivri Cezaevi\u2019nde okuyacak olan sevgili Osman Kavala, \u201cUzak kom\u015fuyu yak\u0131n k\u0131lmak i\u00e7in bir imk\u00e2n var m\u0131 acaba?\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. O olas\u0131 \u201cimk\u00e2nlara\u201d bakmak i\u00e7in Ermenistan\u2019a gitmek bana d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Gitmeden \u00f6nce sana geldim tabii ki.<\/p>\n
\nD\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fte sana seyahatimi ayak\u00fcst\u00fc anlatabildim ancak. 2006 yaz\u0131yd\u0131, B\u00fcy\u00fckada\u2019da, bir yemek masas\u0131ndayd\u0131k, kalabal\u0131k. Sonra, mahkeme kap\u0131lar\u0131 d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda sonbaharda bir sergi a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm seni. Sonmu\u015f, bir daha g\u00f6remedim.<\/p>\n
\nO kalabal\u0131ktaki insanlar\u0131n baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n, hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m insanlar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczdeki g\u00fcnlerde, aylarda, y\u0131llarda hayat\u0131m\u0131n tam da g\u00f6be\u011finde olacaklar\u0131n\u0131 hen\u00fcz bilmiyordum. 29 ya\u015f\u0131nda gelmemi\u015ftim daha. Memleketin \u201ck\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fcklerine\u201d vak\u0131ft\u0131m elbette ama Agos\u2019un \u00f6n\u00fcnde bir \u00fclkenin h\u00e2l\u00e2 umutlu oldu\u011fumuz gelece\u011finin yerle yeksan olmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rece\u011fimi hi\u00e7 ummazd\u0131m. \u0130ki hafta \u00f6nce, Sevgili Rakel Dink\u2019in Agos\u2019ta bana yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 mektupta dedi\u011fi gibi, ummazd\u0131m. Lanetli topraklardan lanetin kalkaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ummak bile bir ihtimaldi ve \u00e7ok g\u00fczeldi. Sadece \u201cbir ihtimal\u201d olarak kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmek, sadece beni de\u011fil, y\u00fcz binlerce insan\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirdi, d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrd\u00fc. Seni kadim \u0130stanbul\u2019un sokaklar\u0131nda, \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczdekini, arkam\u0131zdakini, sa\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdakini, solumuzdakini rahats\u0131z etmeden u\u011furlay\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z, o vakar, ondand\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nSevgili Hrant Dink, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131nla ve yoklu\u011funla a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131n kap\u0131 o kadar k\u0131ymetli ki. Ge\u00e7ti\u011fimiz 15 y\u0131lda T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de, Ermenistan\u2019da d\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u00f6rt bir yan\u0131nda nar taneleri gibi da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f diasporada, y\u00fczlerce, binlerce insan ge\u00e7ti o kap\u0131dan. Tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131, konu\u015ftu, dinledi, y\u00fczle\u015fti, anlad\u0131 ve yola birlikte devam etti.<\/p>\n
\nBu bitmeyen, s\u00fcrekli zorbal\u0131ktan elbette hepimiz pay\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 al\u0131yoruz. Sevgili Osman Bey neredeyse be\u015f y\u0131ld\u0131r Silivri\u2019de, 15 y\u0131ll\u0131k yol arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131z Bircan, Sincan\u2019daki ikinci y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 doldurmak \u00fczere, biz Bak\u0131rk\u00f6y ve Silivri\u2019de be\u015finci ay\u0131m\u0131za yakla\u015f\u0131yoruz. T\u00fcrkiye\u2019nin d\u00f6rt bir yan\u0131nda cezaevlerinde tan\u0131d\u0131k, tan\u0131mad\u0131k dostlar\u0131m\u0131z, arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z var. Bu 15 y\u0131l\u0131 birlikte y\u00fcr\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz baz\u0131 dostlar\u0131m\u0131z hapse girdiler, \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131lar, s\u00fcrg\u00fcne gittiler, baz\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k tehditler alt\u0131nda Meclis\u2019te ses \u00e7\u0131karmaya devam ediyor.<\/p>\n
\n