{"id":58620,"date":"2020-09-01T01:35:08","date_gmt":"2020-09-01T06:35:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/?p=58620"},"modified":"2020-09-01T01:35:08","modified_gmt":"2020-09-01T06:35:08","slug":"kabuslarim-yillar-sonra-koyume-gidince-son-buldu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/?p=58620","title":{"rendered":"\u201cKabuslar\u0131m y\u0131llar sonra k\u00f6y\u00fcme gidince son buldu\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-58621\" src=\"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/15-Kolyenin-incileri-ko\u0308yler-1-360x257.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"360\" height=\"257\" srcset=\"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2020\/09\/15-Kolyenin-incileri-ko\u0308yler-1-360x257.jpg 360w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2020\/09\/15-Kolyenin-incileri-ko\u0308yler-1-560x400.jpg 560w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2020\/09\/15-Kolyenin-incileri-ko\u0308yler-1-260x186.jpg 260w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2020\/09\/15-Kolyenin-incileri-ko\u0308yler-1-160x114.jpg 160w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2020\/09\/15-Kolyenin-incileri-ko\u0308yler-1.jpg 700w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 360px) 100vw, 360px\" \/><\/div>\n<div class=\"post-meta\"><strong><span class=\"posted-by\"><span class=\"reviewer\"><a title=\"Besse Kabak\" href=\"http:\/\/www.agos.com.tr\/tr\/yazar\/248\/besse-kabak\" rel=\"author\">Besse Kabak<\/a><\/span> \u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div class=\"post-meta\"><em><span style=\"color: #333333; font-family: 'Cantata One', serif; letter-spacing: 0.05em;\">1975 y\u0131l\u0131nda, 13 ya\u015f\u0131ndayken ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lmak istenen Flor\u2019un hikayesinin ilk b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc ge\u00e7en hafta Agos\u2019ta yay\u0131nlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Bu hafta bu \u00e7arp\u0131c\u0131 r\u00f6portaj\u0131n ikinci ve son b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc yay\u0131nl\u0131yoruz. Bu r\u00f6portaj i\u00e7in \u2018Flor\u2019 ismini kullanan olay\u0131n ma\u011fduru, ka\u00e7\u0131rma meselesi bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc kapanmay\u0131nca gizlice \u0130stanbul\u2019a g\u00f6\u00e7 etmek zorunda kald\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, y\u0131llarca bu kabuslarla ba\u015fa \u00e7\u0131kmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlat\u0131yor. Ya\u015fananlar Ermeniler\u2019in do\u011fup ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131 kadim co\u011frafyalar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p \u0130stanbul\u2019a gelmelerinin nedenlerinden de biri. Besse Kabak\u2019\u0131n r\u00f6portaj\u0131nda Flor\u2019un sesine kulak verelim.<\/span><\/em><\/div>\n<div class=\"post-container cf\">\n<div class=\"post-content-right\">\n<div class=\"post-content description \">\n<p><strong>(Hala seni zorla almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 sonucunda) Senin ruh halin nas\u0131ld\u0131?\u00a0\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>O g\u00fcnden sonra ne konu\u015fuyordum ne ba\u015fka bir \u015fey yapabiliyordum. Sadece bana ne diyorlarsa onu yap\u0131yordum. Her g\u00fcn &#8220;Gelip k\u00f6y\u00fc basacaklar. Yakalad\u0131klar\u0131 yerde ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcrecekler&#8221; diye haberler, tehditler geliyordu. O y\u00fczden g\u00fcnd\u00fcz \u00e7al\u0131lar\u0131n aras\u0131na, gece de belli bir saatten sonra halam\u0131n evindeki ambara g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp sakl\u0131yorlar beni. Tam on bir g\u00fcn boyunca bu halde ya\u015fad\u0131k. Bizimkiler o arada \u015f\u00fcphe \u00e7ekmeden nas\u0131l \u0130stanbul&#8217;a gelebilirim diye plan yapm\u0131\u015flar. Tam o g\u00fcnlerde k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fczde kuzenimin d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc olacakt\u0131. Bana &#8220;Git d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde g\u00f6r\u00fcn&#8221; dediler. \u0130nsanlar benim orada oldu\u011fumu, ka\u00e7mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6recekler.<br \/>\nBen de gittim ortal\u0131kta g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Gidip kuzenimin yani gelinin yan\u0131na oturdum. Sar\u0131l\u0131p \u00f6pt\u00fcm onu. Sonra da arkada\u015flar\u0131ma sar\u0131ld\u0131m. Onlar\u0131n haberi olmadan, onlarla vedala\u015ft\u0131m&#8230; Sonra \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m eve geldim. Gece on iki olunca, ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yola koyulduk. Ama birileri g\u00f6r\u00fcp haber verebilirler diye da\u011flardan gidiyoruz. Mezarl\u0131ktan Tsora\u011fp\u00fcr\u2019e \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Orada oturdum suyumu i\u00e7tim&#8230; (Uzun bir duraksama sonras\u0131nda anlat\u0131m\u0131na a\u011flayarak devam ediyor) Dedim &#8220;Bir daha bu sudan i\u00e7emeyece\u011fim&#8230;&#8221; Y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck tepeye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Geriye d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131m. Dedim &#8220;Bir daha k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6remeyece\u011fim. Son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm&#8230;&#8221;\u00a0 Her ge\u00e7ti\u011fim tepeden, da\u011fdan geriye d\u00f6n\u00fcp &#8220;Bir daha bu tepeyi, bu da\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6remeyece\u011fim&#8221; diyerek, her seferinde, son kez bak\u0131p vedala\u015farak, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7erisinde y\u00fcr\u00fcyerek k\u00f6y\u00fcmden ayr\u0131ld\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>\nKasabaya yakla\u015f\u0131nca bizimle beraber gelen Artin k\u00f6ye geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc. G\u00fcn daha yeni a\u011farmaya ba\u015fl\u0131yordu. Kasabada hayat ba\u015flayana kadar biz de kasabaya yak\u0131n bir kayan\u0131n dibinde oturup istirahat ettik. G\u00fcn ayd\u0131nlan\u0131nca da kasabaya gittik.<br \/>\nKasabaya vard\u0131ktan sonra babam karakola gitti. &#8220;K\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 \u0130stanbul&#8217;a g\u00f6t\u00fcrece\u011fim. Belki haber al\u0131rlar. Otob\u00fcs saatine kadar bizi koruyun&#8221; dedi. Onlar da &#8220;Tamam burada oturun&#8221; dediler. Biz de otob\u00fcs saati gelene kadar g\u00fcvende olal\u0131m diye hi\u00e7bir yere gitmeden, orada oturduk. Sonras\u0131nda da \u0130stanbul&#8217;a gelmek \u00fczere yola koyulduk.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bu olay \u0130stanbul&#8217;a gelme nedenin oldu yani..<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Evet. Babam beni \u0130stanbul&#8217;daki akrabalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n yan\u0131na b\u0131rakt\u0131ktan sonra tekrar k\u00f6ye gitti. Ama bu kez de orada &#8220;Ya k\u0131z\u0131 getireceksiniz ya da siz de bu topraklar\u0131 terk edip gideceksiniz&#8221; diye tehdit ettiler. Babam da &#8220;Ben k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 vermem!&#8221; deyince bir sene sonra amcamla beraber k\u00f6y\u00fc terk etmek zorunda kald\u0131. Hayvanlar\u0131 sat\u0131p temelli geldiler.<\/p>\n<p><strong>K\u00f6ydeki di\u011fer Ermeniler ne yapt\u0131?\u00a0\u00a0<\/strong><br \/>\nOnlar ba\u015fta anlamad\u0131lar. Sand\u0131lar ki bu olanlar sadece bizim ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za gelecek. Babam k\u00f6yden gelirken &#8220;\u0130yi bak\u0131n \u00e7ok de\u011fil, birka\u00e7 seneye kalmadan sizler de bu yoldan ge\u00e7eceksiniz&#8221; demi\u015f. Ger\u00e7ekten de birka\u00e7 sene sonra ayn\u0131 \u015fey onlar\u0131n da ba\u015f\u0131na geldi. Onlar\u0131n da k\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rmaya kalk\u0131\u015ft\u0131lar. Herkes yava\u015f yava\u015f k\u00f6y\u00fc terk edip \u0130stanbul&#8217;a g\u00f6\u00e7 eti.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Sonu\u00e7ta sen k\u00f6yden travmayla gelmi\u015f oldun.\u00a0 \u00a0<\/strong><br \/>\nEvet. On \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131mda beni ka\u00e7\u0131rmaya kalk\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131yla birlikte bir g\u00fcn i\u00e7inde t\u00fcm hayat\u0131m alt\u00fcst olmu\u015ftu. \u00c7al\u0131l\u0131klarda, ambarlarda saklanarak ge\u00e7en on bir g\u00fcn sonras\u0131nda annemi, babam\u0131, karde\u015flerimi, akrabalar\u0131m\u0131, k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc, t\u00fcm hayat\u0131m\u0131 geride b\u0131rak\u0131p, dilini dahi bilmedi\u011fim bir \u015fehre, \u0130stanbul&#8217;a gelmek zorunda kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<br \/>\nBuraya geldi\u011fimde kafamda bir daha k\u00f6ye geri d\u00f6nemeyece\u011fimi sabitlemi\u015ftim. Bu konu hakk\u0131nda konu\u015fmak dahi istemiyordum. Konu\u015fuldu\u011funda tekrar o an\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in bundan rahats\u0131zl\u0131k duyuyordum. Ama \u0130stanbul&#8217;daki tan\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z t\u00fcm olup bitenden haberdarlard\u0131. \u0130ki ki\u015fi bir araya gelse konu\u015facaklar\u0131 ikinci kelimeleri ben oluyordum. Bu da beni \u00e7ok y\u0131prat\u0131yordu. O y\u00fczden ben de hemen o ortamdan ayr\u0131l\u0131p ba\u015fka yere gidiyordum.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lma olay\u0131n\u0131n travmas\u0131n\u0131 ne zaman atlatabildin?<\/strong><br \/>\n\u00c7ok uzun y\u0131llar s\u00fcrd\u00fc. Evlendikten uzun y\u0131llar sonras\u0131nda dahi k\u00e2buslar g\u00f6rmeye devam ettim. Geceleri g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm kabuslar y\u00fcz\u00fcnden s\u0131\u00e7rayarak uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda e\u015fim beni sakinle\u015ftirdi. O y\u00fczden ona \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck sayg\u0131m var.<br \/>\nHayat\u0131m\u0131 payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m insanla bu ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 payla\u015fabilmi\u015ftim. Ama bu konu hakk\u0131nda herkesle konu\u015fam\u0131yordum. Konu\u015furken rahats\u0131z oluyordum. Her anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda tekrar o anlar\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in gene da\u011f\u0131l\u0131yordum.<br \/>\n(Ger\u00e7ekten de olay\u0131 anlat\u0131rken ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u00fcm korku, ac\u0131 dolu o anlar\u0131 birebir ya\u015famaktayd\u0131. \u00d6yle ki, ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda nefesinin t\u00fckendi\u011fini, konu\u015fmaya takatinin bitti\u011fi, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131na bo\u011fuldu\u011fu anlara ben de tan\u0131k olmaktayd\u0131m\u2026)<\/p>\n<p><strong>Biraz da ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lma olay\u0131n\u0131n sebep oldu\u011fu kabuslar\u0131ndan bahsedebilir misin?\u00a0\u00a0<\/strong><br \/>\nHer gece r\u00fcyalar\u0131mda ayn\u0131 insanlar beni ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131yor, i\u00e7inde y\u0131lanlar\u0131n, b\u00f6ceklerin oldu\u011fu bir kuyunun i\u00e7ine at\u0131yorlard\u0131. Her seferinde o kabuslardan kan ter i\u00e7inde s\u0131\u00e7rayarak uyan\u0131yordum. En sonradan zamanla art\u0131k r\u00fcyalar\u0131m\u0131 kumanda etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.<br \/>\nBeni kuyuya at\u0131klar\u0131 her seferde, art\u0131k u\u00e7arak o kuyudan \u00e7\u0131kabiliyordum. R\u00fcyamda o kuyudan kurtulup k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcn, o da\u011flar\u0131n, tepelerin \u00fcst\u00fcnden u\u00e7uyordum. K\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fczden ayr\u0131l\u0131rken\u00a0 \u00a0&#8220;Bir daha bu tepeden bak\u0131p k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6remeyece\u011fim&#8221; demi\u015ftim, ama ben r\u00fcyalar\u0131mda her seferinde o kuyulardan kurtulup, tepelerin \u00fcst\u00fcnden u\u00e7arak k\u00f6y\u00fcme gitmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bu kabuslar\u0131n ne zaman son buldu?<\/strong><br \/>\nSan\u0131r\u0131m on, on be\u015f senedir bu k\u00e2buslar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcyorum. Ki geldi\u011fim k\u0131rk be\u015f sene oldu. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn yani. O kadar s\u00fcre her seferinde ben r\u00fcyalar\u0131mda ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131m, kuyulara at\u0131ld\u0131m. Otuz be\u015f sene sonra akrabam\u0131z\u0131n cenazesi sebebiyle k\u00f6y\u00fcme gitmem gerekti. \u0130lkin cenazenin oldu\u011fu k\u00f6ye gittim. Ertesi g\u00fcn \u00f6\u011flen vaktinde de k\u00f6y\u00fcme gittim.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u0130lk hislerin ne oldu?\u00a0\u00a0<\/strong><br \/>\nBenim i\u00e7in tam bir \u015foktu. S\u00fcrekli a\u011flad\u0131m. Hatta k\u00f6yl\u00fcler niye bu kadar a\u011flad\u0131 diye sormu\u015flar. Yar\u0131m g\u00fcnl\u00fck bir zaman\u0131m vard\u0131. Ama hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi eksik b\u0131rakmad\u0131m.<br \/>\nKarde\u015fime uzaktan evi g\u00f6sterip &#8220;Bak bizim evimiz&#8221; dedim. Karde\u015fim k\u00f6y ziyaretimizi kameraya kaydediyordu. O kadar \u00e7ok a\u011fl\u0131yordum ki karde\u015fim kameray\u0131 kapatt\u0131. Ben s\u00fcrekli kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z evleri, \u00e7e\u015fmeleri, a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131, tepelerin, da\u011flar\u0131 tek tek isimleriyle anlatt\u0131m. Hi\u00e7birini unutmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<br \/>\nKuzenim bunu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. &#8220;Hayret. Abim senden daha b\u00fcy\u00fck. \u0130stanbul&#8217;a daha da ge\u00e7 gitmi\u015fti. Ama o bunlar\u0131n hi\u00e7birini hat\u0131rlamad\u0131. Sen nas\u0131l hat\u0131rlad\u0131n&#8221; dedi. &#8220;Ben her gece buradayd\u0131m&#8221; dedim. Ger\u00e7ekten de ben her gece oradayd\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>\nYayam\u0131n, dedemin mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Oradan da Tsora\u011fp\u00fcr\u2019e gittim. K\u00f6yden ayr\u0131l\u0131rken son i\u00e7ti\u011fim su vard\u0131 ya, ilk gitti\u011fim g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m oran\u0131n suyundan i\u00e7tim. Evimiz, mezarl\u0131k, \u00e7e\u015fmeler, tarlalar\u0131m\u0131z&#8230; Hepsini yar\u0131m g\u00fcne s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rmak i\u00e7in, hi\u00e7 dinlenmeden, gittim. G\u00f6rmem gereken her yere gidip g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<br \/>\nAk\u015fam avluda oturuyoruz. Tsora\u011fp\u00fcr\u2019un sesi o kadar g\u00fczel geliyordu ki. &#8220;Ge\u00e7 oldu istersen yat&#8221; dediler. &#8220;Burada sadece bir gecem var. Ba\u015fka da yok. Oturup \u00e7e\u015fmenin sesini dinleyece\u011fim&#8221; dedim.<br \/>\nSandalyemi al\u0131p kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne oturdum. Saatlerce o \u00e7e\u015fmenin sesini dinledim&#8230; Bir iki saatlik bir uyku uyuduktan sonra da sabah erkenden yola koyulup geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.<br \/>\nG\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm kabuslar yava\u015f yava\u015f azalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ama o geziden sonra tamamen bitmi\u015f oldu.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bu gezinin ba\u015fka ne etkisi oldu?<\/strong><br \/>\nEtkisi, art\u0131k \u00f6zlem duymuyorum olu\u015fum oldu. \u0130lk ba\u015flarda k\u00f6y\u00fcm hakk\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131kan bir yaz\u0131 oldu\u011funda eve kapan\u0131p o yaz\u0131y\u0131 saatlerce a\u011flayarak okuyordum. Ama \u015fimdi \u00f6yle de\u011filim. Gitti\u011fim zaman o devasa gibi g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcn harabe haline gelmi\u015f oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rmem beni \u00e7ok etkilemi\u015fti. Y\u0131llar sonra gidi\u015fimde bu kez ger\u00e7ekten de k\u00f6y\u00fcmle son kez vedala\u015ft\u0131m. Art\u0131k oralara \u00f6zlem duymuyorum.<br \/>\nAnlat\u0131rken o anlar\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in hala bu s\u00fcre\u00e7 bana zor geliyor. Ama Art\u0131k eskisi gibi de\u011filim. Yoksa G\u00fclo\u2019nun hatr\u0131 i\u00e7in de olsa bu konuda konu\u015fmam m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmayabilirdi.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Yani sen bu ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lma olay\u0131nda kendini art\u0131k bir kurban olarak g\u00f6rmek yerine onlar\u0131n elinden ka\u00e7may\u0131 ba\u015faran bir kahraman olarak g\u00f6rmeye ba\u015farabildin mi?\u00a0\u00a0<\/strong><br \/>\nArt\u0131k korkmuyorum. Belki bir yerde bilin\u00e7 alt\u0131mda kendimi kurban gibi g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f de olabilirim. Ama k\u00f6ydeki Ermeniler de Arap k\u00f6kenli kom\u015fular\u0131m\u0131z da beni kurban olarak de\u011fil, bir kahraman olarak g\u00f6rd\u00fcler. &#8220;Helal olsun. Bir k\u0131z nas\u0131l ba\u015f edip de onlar\u0131n elinden kurtuldu&#8221; diyerek bana bir de kahramanl\u0131k g\u00f6mle\u011fi giydirdiler. &#8220;Senin yerinde benim k\u0131z\u0131m olsa herhalde oldu\u011fu yerde \u00f6l\u00fcrd\u00fc&#8221; diyenler, anl\u0131mdan \u00f6pmek isteyenler dahi oldu.\u00a0 Ama ben kahraman de\u011fildim. Sadece \u015fans\u0131m yaver gitmi\u015fti. Sonu\u00e7ta benim ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131p kurtulamayan bir s\u00fcr\u00fc insan vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Son olarak. Sizlerin ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lma olaylar\u0131n\u0131, ya\u015fananlar\u0131 \u2018s\u0131radan\u2019 g\u00f6ren insanlar i\u00e7in ne diyeceksin?<\/strong><br \/>\nHi\u00e7 s\u0131radan de\u011fil. Hi\u00e7 de\u011fil. Ac\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131yor. Yaral\u0131yor. Ben o g\u00fcn tir tir titremi\u015ftim. O anlar\u0131 her hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda hala da titrerim. Aradan zaman ge\u00e7se dahi hi\u00e7bir zaman unutulmuyor &#8216;s\u0131radan&#8217;la\u015fm\u0131yor.\u00a0 Bunu benden helallik istemeye gelen ki\u015fiye de s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n<p><strong>O ailenin bireyleri helallik istemek i\u00e7in geldi ve siz evinizin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 onlara m\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131n\u0131z?\u00a0\u00a0<\/strong><br \/>\nNe yalan s\u00f6yleyeyim ben a\u00e7mak istemedim. Ama babam a\u00e7t\u0131.<br \/>\nAdam bana &#8220;Bir \u00e7ay ikram etmeyecek misin?&#8221; diye sordu. \u00c7ay yapt\u0131m. Beraber oturduk, konu\u015ftuk. Daha do\u011frusu ben konu\u015ftum. T\u00fcm \u00f6fkemi, ac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 kustum. O hep sustu.\u00a0 Sonras\u0131nda o da bize haks\u0131zl\u0131k yap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, yanl\u0131\u015f yap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, o y\u00fczden kendi kuzenlerine, ailesine de k\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, aram\u0131zdaki ba\u011flar\u0131n tekrar kurulmas\u0131n\u0131 istedi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi.<br \/>\nBir ara bana 18 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n resmini g\u00f6sterdi. Allah ba\u011f\u0131\u015flas\u0131n. Ger\u00e7ekten de k\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7ok g\u00fczeldi. \u201cBiri de senin k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 tutsa, zorla ka\u00e7\u0131rsa ne hissederdin?\u201d dedi\u011fimde adam birden irkildi. \u201cSenin kuzenlerin bana bunu yapt\u0131klar\u0131nda ben on \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m\u201d dedim.<br \/>\nKendi k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rnek g\u00f6sterince ne ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 anlayabilmi\u015fti. Ayr\u0131l\u0131rken &#8220;K\u00f6ye gelecek olursan\u0131z evime gelip misafirim olun&#8221; dedi. O s\u00f6z bile bana a\u011f\u0131r gelmi\u015fti. Ke\u015fke t\u00fcm o ya\u015fananlar olmasa, babam\u0131n evinin kap\u0131s\u0131 da kapanmasayd\u0131. O zaman ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6y\u00fcndeki evine davet edilen bir misafir olmaz, kendi k\u00f6y\u00fcme gider, atalar\u0131m\u0131n topra\u011f\u0131nda kendi baba evimde kal\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p><em>(R\u00f6portaj\u0131n ilk b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc i\u00e7in:\u00a0\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/www.agos.com.tr\/tr\/yazi\/24466\/florun-kacirilma-travmasiyla-gecen-hayati\">Flor\u2019un ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lma travmas\u0131yla ge\u00e7en hayat\u0131<\/a>)<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em><strong>FOTO: Beh\u00e7et \u00c7ift\u00e7i<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><em><strong>http:\/\/www.agos.com.tr\/tr\/yazi\/24494\/kabuslarim-yillar-sonra-koyume-gidince-son-buldu\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Besse Kabak \u00a0 1975 y\u0131l\u0131nda, 13 ya\u015f\u0131ndayken ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lmak istenen Flor\u2019un hikayesinin ilk b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc ge\u00e7en hafta Agos\u2019ta yay\u0131nlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Bu hafta bu \u00e7arp\u0131c\u0131 r\u00f6portaj\u0131n ikinci ve son b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc yay\u0131nl\u0131yoruz. Bu r\u00f6portaj i\u00e7in \u2018Flor\u2019 ismini kullanan olay\u0131n ma\u011fduru, ka\u00e7\u0131rma meselesi bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc kapanmay\u0131nca gizlice \u0130stanbul\u2019a g\u00f6\u00e7 etmek zorunda kald\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, y\u0131llarca bu kabuslarla ba\u015fa \u00e7\u0131kmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlat\u0131yor. 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