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Burada ya\u015fayan Ermenilerin akrabalar\u0131 geldiklerinde, geride b\u0131rakt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n yerlerinde yeller estiklerini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f. Uzun zamand\u0131r gelemedi\u011fim, bayramla\u015fmaya diye geldi\u011fim k\u00f6y\u00fcn adeta bir cinayet mahalli oldu\u011fu ger\u00e7e\u011fiyle y\u00fczle\u015ftim.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Sultan Eylem Kele\u015f<\/strong><\/p>\n Kom\u015fu kom\u015fu hu \/ O\u011flun geldi mi? \/ Geldi \/ Ne getirdi? \/ \u0130ncik boncuk \/ Kime kime? \/ Sana bana \/ Ba\u015fka kime? \/ Kara kediye \/ Kara kedi nerde? \/ A\u011faca \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 \/ A\u011fa\u00e7 nerde? \/ Balta kesti \/ Balta nerde? \/ Suya d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc \/ Su nerde? \/ \u0130nek i\u00e7ti \/ \u0130nek nerde? \/ Da\u011fa ka\u00e7t\u0131 \/ Da\u011f nerde? \/ Yand\u0131 bitti k\u00fcl oldu\u2026<\/p>\n \u00c7ocuklu\u011fumu y\u00e2d ettim bug\u00fcn fakat hay\u0131rla de\u011fil. Bu tekerlemeyi de \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumdan hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. Bug\u00fcn izini s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm sorulara verilen yan\u0131tlarla, akl\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n -Te\u015fbihte hata olmaz-<\/strong><\/p>\n Eski ad\u0131yla Armutak, \u015fimdiki ad\u0131yla Karacasu k\u00f6y\u00fcne geldim. Divri\u011fi\u2019ye ba\u011fl\u0131 bu k\u00f6y, ananem Zalhe ve rahmetli dedem Aziz\u2019in k\u00f6y\u00fc. \u00c7o\u011funlukla T\u00fcrklerin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6yde, bir K\u00fcrt olarak bizim s\u00fclale ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in dedem \u2018K\u00fcrt Aziz\u2019 olarak bilinirdi. K\u00f6yl\u00fclerin unuttu\u011fu, unutturdu\u011fu bir ger\u00e7ek ise; burada vaktiyle Ermenilerin de ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n Bayram i\u00e7in geldi\u011fim k\u00f6yde \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumu yad edip par\u00e7alar\u0131 birle\u015ftirince, sorular\u0131n pe\u015fine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm; \u201cErmeniler nerede?\u201d, \u201cNeden gittiler?\u201d, \u201cNas\u0131l gittiler?\u201d<\/p>\n \u00c7ocukken toz att\u0131ra att\u0131ra ko\u015ftu\u011fum, oyun oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, oyuncak kamyonuma toprak doldurmak i\u00e7in e\u015feledi\u011fim yollardan kemikler, kafa taslar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. \u015eimdi \u00f6\u011frendim ki, onlar Ermenilere aitmi\u015f. Alt\u0131m\u0131za le\u011fenleri al\u0131p yukar\u0131dan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 kayd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z tepenin ismi, \u2018mezarl\u0131k tepesi\u2019 imi\u015f ve orada Ermenilerin mezarlar\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f. D\u0131\u015far\u0131dan bak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda mezarl\u0131k oldu\u011funa ili\u015fkin hi\u00e7bir emare yok. Mezarl\u0131k oldu\u011fu bilgisi sadece k\u00f6yl\u00fclerin toplumsal haf\u0131zas\u0131nda sakl\u0131. O tepenin tam kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na, d\u00fczl\u00fc\u011fe de kendi mezarl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 yapm\u0131\u015flar; etraf\u0131 \u00e7evrili, g\u00f6rkemli, en az\u0131ndan mezar ta\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n oldu\u011fu bir mezarl\u0131k. Di\u011fer yanda da kimsesizler mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadar bile olamayan toprak alt\u0131nda binlerce mezar, isimsiz ve hik\u00e2yesiz\u2026 \u0130nsand\u0131\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131rman\u0131n bir y\u00f6ntemi olarak. Defalarca kez kaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f mezarlar, \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lan z\u00fcmr\u00fctler ve de\u011ferli e\u015fyalar\u2026 Zulm\u00fcn \u00f6zg\u00fcl a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda hikayeler \u00e7ok benzer.<\/p>\n K\u00f6y meydan\u0131nda, \u00f6n\u00fcnde saklamba\u00e7 oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerin bir kilise oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frendim. \u015eu an y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, harabe ve kullan\u0131lamaz halde. \u0130\u00e7erisine saman \u00e7uvallar\u0131n\u0131 doldurmu\u015flar. Birka\u00e7 dekoratif i\u015flemeyi ve ha\u00e7 i\u015faretlerini g\u00f6rmesem buran\u0131n bir kilise oldu\u011funa asla inanmazd\u0131m. Son olarak da zamana kar\u015f\u0131 koyabilmi\u015f, y\u0131k\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f ama harabeye d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f birka\u00e7 mimari yap\u0131, evler\u2026<\/p>\n Evlerle ilgili teyzem \u015fu yorumu yap\u0131yor: \u201cEvlerinin iki kap\u0131s\u0131 vard\u0131, \u00f6n ve arka kap\u0131s\u0131\u2026 Kelle koltukta ya\u015fay\u0131p tedbir alm\u0131\u015flar herhalde\u201d \u0130ki kap\u0131y\u0131 ger\u00e7ekten bu nedenle mi yapm\u0131\u015flar bilemiyorum, uzmanl\u0131k alan\u0131m de\u011fil. Bildi\u011fim \u015fey; Hrant Dink\u2019in anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cFerman\u2019da derman kalmam\u0131\u015f\u201d hikayesindeki hissiyat\u0131n burada da has\u0131l oldu\u011fu. S\u00fcrekli bir s\u00fcrg\u00fcn ve yersiz yurtsuzluk hali, hep gidecek olma \u00fczerine kurulu planlar ya da plans\u0131zl\u0131klar\u2026<\/p>\n K\u00f6yl\u00fcn\u00fcn tan\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ba\u015fvuray\u0131m dedim, kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m farkl\u0131 hikayeler anlat\u0131yor\u2026 Ermenilerin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131na, hangi evin Ermeni evi oldu\u011funa, Ermenilerin ne kadar \u00e7al\u0131\u015fkan ve el i\u015flerinde usta oldu\u011funa dair \u00e7e\u015fitli bilgiler aktar\u0131l\u0131rken, Ermenilerin \u2018nas\u0131l ve ne zaman yok oldu\u011fu\u2019na dair sorular genelde ya yan\u0131ts\u0131z b\u0131rak\u0131l\u0131yor ya ge\u00e7i\u015ftiriliyordu. Yer yar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f da yerin i\u00e7ine girmi\u015flerdi sanki. \u2018Da\u011f nerede?\u2019 tekerlemesinin i\u00e7ine d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. \u2018Askerler yapt\u0131\u2019 ya da \u2018h\u00fck\u00fcmet i\u015fidir\u2019 diyen de devam\u0131n\u0131 getirmiyordu. Ananem Zalhe\u2019nin anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6re k\u00f6y\u00fcn a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131nda derin dere dedikleri yerde, erkekleri a\u011fa\u00e7lara asarak idam etmi\u015fler. O a\u011fa\u00e7larda hala idam iplerinin izi oldu\u011funu rivayet ediyor. Ananem k\u0131z \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131n kendilerini korumak i\u00e7in dereye atlad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 anlat\u0131rken duraks\u0131yor, \u2018ah\u2019 \u00e7ekiyor. Dili varm\u0131yor anlatmaya.<\/p>\n Burada ya\u015fayan Ermenilerin akrabalar\u0131 geldiklerinde, geride b\u0131rakt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n yerlerinde yeller estiklerini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f. Uzun zamand\u0131r gelemedi\u011fim, bayramla\u015fmaya diye geldi\u011fim k\u00f6y\u00fcn adeta bir cinayet mahalli oldu\u011fu ger\u00e7e\u011fiyle y\u00fczle\u015ftim. Herkese iyi bayramlar ama benim \u201cMerdivenleri \u00fc\u00e7er be\u015fer \u00e7\u0131kman\u0131n sevinci yok i\u00e7imde.\u201d<\/p>\n * Forum kategorimiz \u00e7ok \u00e7e\u015fitli t\u00fcrde i\u00e7eri\u011fe a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131r. Gazete Duvar\u2019\u0131n editoryal politikas\u0131yla uyumlu olmak zorunda de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n