Berge Arabian ge\u00e7ti\u011fimiz ay Hem\u015fin\u2019deydi. Hopa\u2019ya ba\u011fl\u0131 Kayak\u00f6y\u2019deki hayat\u0131 hem foto\u011fraflad\u0131 hem de ac\u0131 tatl\u0131 izlenimlerle, ya\u015fanan kimlik s\u0131k\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 yans\u0131tan ilgin\u00e7 s\u00f6yle\u015filerle d\u00f6nd\u00fc. \u0130ki hafta s\u00fcrecek bu foto-r\u00f6portaj dizimiz i\u00e7in s\u00f6z fazla uzatm\u0131yor ve Berge\u201de b\u0131rak\u0131yoruz.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\nKayak\u00f6y\u00fc\u2019nde son sabah\u0131m. \u00d6\u011flene do\u011fru Hopa- Trabzon \u00fczerinden \u0130stanbul\u2019a d\u00f6nmeliyim. Kemalpa\u015fa\u2019da bir kahve molas\u0131na niyetleniyorum. Kahvehaneye girdi\u011fimde, g\u00fcle\u00e7 y\u00fczl\u00fc, k\u0131rkl\u0131 ya\u015flar\u0131nda bir adam, aya\u011fa kalk\u0131p kollar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7arak, \u201cVay, vay, vay. Nerelerden d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcn bizim buralara. Hele bir gel tan\u0131\u015fal\u0131m, sohbet edelim\u201d. Ben \u00e7ekingen bir tav\u0131rla g\u00f6sterdi\u011fi iskemleye oturup elini s\u0131kt\u0131m. \u2018Neredensin ?\u2019 diye sorarak ba\u015flad\u0131 s\u00f6ze. Suriyeli bir Ermeni oldu\u011fumu, k\u00f6kenlerimin Diyarbekir\u2019e dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylememe, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bitirmeme f\u0131rsat b\u0131rakmadan hakaret etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme gitmi\u015f, sesine nefret h\u00e2kim olmu\u015ftu. An\u0131n \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla s\u00f6zlerinin ayr\u0131m\u0131na varmakta zorland\u0131m bir an. \u015eaka yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sand\u0131m. \u201cBiz ve siz ayn\u0131 de\u011filiz, asla biz Hem\u015finlilerin siz Ermenilerle akraba oldu\u011funu asla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme. Dillerimiz benze\u015fir ama biz Ermeni de\u011filiz. Biz Horasan\u2019dan geldik. Sizler katilsiniz ve bizleri katlettiniz. Y\u00fczy\u0131llar \u00f6nce bizi esir ald\u0131n\u0131z ve zorla dilinizi \u00f6\u011frettiniz. Bizi yok etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131n\u0131z, ama biz kurtularak buralara geldik. Dilimizi ise, cinayetleriniz unutmamak i\u00e7in koruduk\u201d. Daha bir s\u00fcr\u00fc \u015fey s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n
G\u00fczel ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7, tats\u0131z gidi\u015f<\/strong>
\nKafam \u00e7atlayacak gibi olmu\u015ftu. Anlatt\u0131klar\u0131na inanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan de\u011fil, her \u015fey olabilirdi, ama beni tan\u0131mayan bu adam\u0131n, bana b\u00f6ylesi bir nefretle bakmas\u0131 can\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00d6ylesine k\u0131zg\u0131nd\u0131 ki, dayanamay\u0131p, \u201cArkada\u015f, deden dedemi tan\u0131yor muydu\u201d diye sordum. \u015ea\u015fk\u0131n bir ifadeyle bakakald\u0131. \u201cOnlar tan\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama bak bizler burada oturmu\u015f, birbirimizi tan\u0131yabiliriz. Beni tan\u0131mak isteyen sen de\u011fil miydin? Gel tan\u0131\u015fal\u0131m\u201d dedim. Daha da \u00f6fkelendi. \u201cSeninle i\u015fim olmaz, hepiniz katilsiniz\u201d.
\n\u201cBu nas\u0131l bir \u00f6fke, bu nefretin kayna\u011f\u0131 ne?\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Devam etti, \u201cSana tavsiyem, \u00e7antan\u0131 topla evine git, buralarda bulabilece\u011fin bir \u015fey yok. Biz ayn\u0131 de\u011filiz\u201d. \u201cNe demeye konu\u015fmak istedin o zaman, benim senle konu\u015facak bir \u015feyim yol\u201d diyerek \u00e7aresiz aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131m ve kahvehaneden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. Bu arada sadece birka\u00e7 dakika s\u00fcren bu sa\u00e7ma monolog esnas\u0131nda kahvedeki herkes bizi izlemi\u015fti. \u0130nsanlar birka\u00e7 kez araya girmeyi denemi\u015f, hatta aralar\u0131ndan baz\u0131lar\u0131 \u201cMisafirle b\u00f6yle konu\u015fulmaz\u201d diyerek uyarmak istemi\u015f, ama s\u00f6z ge\u00e7irememi\u015flerdi. V\u00fccudum bu ani tepki kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u00f6fkeden titriyordu. \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr buralardayd\u0131m ve insanlar\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinde sadece huzuru g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Vay zavall\u0131 adam, sana ne oldu da benli\u011fin bu denli \u00f6fke ve nefretle dolu. Ama bu anlatt\u0131klar\u0131m, hik\u00e2yemin sonunu olu\u015fturuyorlar. \u015eimdi izninizle ba\u015ftan alal\u0131m.<\/p>\nEn ba\u015ftan ba\u015flayal\u0131m<\/strong>
\nKutsal kitap \u2018I\u015f\u0131k olsun\u2019 emri ile ba\u015flar. Ard\u0131ndan \u0131\u015f\u0131k do\u011far. Aynen o misaldeki gibi benim i\u00e7in de her \u015fey \u2018Vova\u2019 alb\u00fcm\u00fc ile ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. 2007 y\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131, karde\u015fimin Ermenistan\u2019dan getirdi\u011fi kaseti b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ilgiyle defalarca dinlemi\u015ftik. Karadeniz k\u0131y\u0131lar\u0131ndaki da\u011f k\u00f6ylerinde Ermenice konu\u015fan, yo\u011furduklar\u0131 hamurun \u00fczerine ha\u00e7 \u00e7izerek f\u0131r\u0131na koyan Hem\u015finlileri ilk b\u00f6yle tan\u0131d\u0131m. \u015eark\u0131lardaki Hem\u015fince s\u00f6zleri bir bulmaca \u00e7\u00f6zer gibi ke\u015ffetmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m o d\u00f6nemde. Ard\u0131ndan \u015eafak\u2019la tan\u0131\u015fmam\u0131 anlatmal\u0131y\u0131m. Gezmek i\u00e7in geldi\u011fim \u0130stanbul\u2019da, karde\u015fimle birlikte bir cafede oturmu\u015f sohbet ediyorduk. Bize servis yapan gen\u00e7 adam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcnde s\u00fcrekli i\u00e7ten bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme vard\u0131. Hesab\u0131 \u00f6demeye gitti\u011fimde nereden geldi\u011fimizi sordu. Benim Kanada\u2019dan, karde\u015fimin ise Ermenistan\u2019dan geldi\u011fini, Ermeni oldu\u011fumuzu s\u00f6yledim. Ayn\u0131 i\u00e7ten tebess\u00fcmle konu\u015fmalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bir k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, Hem\u015fince ile ortak s\u00f6zc\u00fckler kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, kendisinin de Hopa\u2019l\u0131 oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi. \u015eafak\u2019a kar\u015f\u0131 do\u011fal bir sempati duymu\u015ftum, ne de olsa \u2018Vova\u2019n\u0131n diliyle konu\u015fuyordu. Hen\u00fcz burada ya\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir d\u00f6nemde, \u0130stanbul\u2019daki ilk dostum olmu\u015ftu \u015eafak. Bu tan\u0131\u015fmadan ancak birka\u00e7 ay sonra, sevdi\u011fim kad\u0131nla evlenmek \u00fczere kal\u0131c\u0131 olarak \u0130stanbul\u2019a yerle\u015ftim. Sene 2010.<\/p>\nDokuz y\u0131l sonra<\/strong>
\nDokuz y\u0131ll\u0131k bir aradan sonra, yeniden Kayak\u00f6y\u2019deyim. \u015eafak\u2019\u0131n aile oca\u011f\u0131nda. Sekiz y\u0131l sonra bir kez daha ayn\u0131 s\u0131cak konukseverlik, ayn\u0131 samimiyet, ayn\u0131 ye\u015fil \u00e7ay bah\u00e7eleri, ayn\u0131 e\u015fsiz do\u011fa\u2026\u00a0 Hopa\u2019dan sadece yar\u0131m saat uzakl\u0131kta, 120 Hem\u015finli ailenin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu do\u011fa harikas\u0131 belde, insana her an ya\u015fam\u0131n kutsal bir nimet oldu\u011funu an\u0131msat\u0131yor adeta. Yeniden \u00e7ay toplama mevsimi. \u0130lk geli\u015fim de \u00f6yleydi. Ard\u0131ndan her y\u0131l, \u00e7ay toplama d\u00f6neminde burada olmay\u0131 istemi\u015f, ama bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirememi\u015ftim bu iste\u011fimi.<\/p>\nKumsal\u2019\u0131n heyecan\u0131<\/strong>
\nKumsal, \u015eafak\u2019\u0131n a\u011fabeyinin sekiz ya\u015f\u0131ndaki k\u0131z\u0131. Onu ilk kez kundakta foto\u011fraflam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u015eimdi ise evin t\u00fcm angaryas\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcstlenmi\u015f, bir yandan \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki karde\u015fine bakarken, di\u011fer yandan da odalardan mutfa\u011fa, mutfaktan bah\u00e7eye ko\u015fturup duruyor, kim ne istemi\u015fse an\u0131nda yeti\u015ftiriyor. Co\u015fku i\u00e7inde, her foto\u011fraf karesinde g\u00f6r\u00fcnmek istiyor. \u0130yi bir foto\u011fraf\u0131n do\u011fal olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini, bunun i\u00e7in de objektife bakmamas\u0131n\u0131, sanki orada kamera ve foto\u011fraf\u00e7\u0131 yokmu\u015f gibi davranmas\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ok iyi olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sadece bir kez s\u00f6ylemem yetti. Bu uyar\u0131dan sonra \u00e7ekti\u011fim foto\u011fraflarda istedi\u011fim sonucu almaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ak\u0131ll\u0131, \u00e7ok ak\u0131ll\u0131 bir k\u0131z Kumsal.<\/p>\nD\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn ve cenaze<\/strong>
\nGe\u00e7en geli\u015fim A\u011fustos ay\u0131ndayd\u0131. Son \u00e7ay toplama mevsiminin son g\u00fcnleri. K\u00f6yde bir d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn vard\u0131. Zaten A\u011fustos buralarda d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn ay\u0131d\u0131r ayn\u0131 zamanda. Foto\u011fraf\u00e7\u0131 oldu\u011fumu duyunca damad\u0131n yak\u0131nlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc de foto\u011fraflamam\u0131 rica ettiler. Hem onur duydum, hem de \u00e7ok sevindim bir Hem\u015fin d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc foto\u011fraflayaca\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in. D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnler ya\u015fam\u0131n en \u00f6nemli anlar\u0131ndan say\u0131l\u0131r ne de olsa. Sadece izleyecek, ve an\u0131n tan\u0131\u011f\u0131 olarak da deklan\u015f\u00f6re basacakt\u0131m. Bu kez \u015fans\u0131ma bir d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne rastlamad\u0131m. Ama 85 ya\u015f\u0131nda ya\u015fl\u0131 bir nine vefat etmi\u015fti o g\u00fcn. Cenazesi ertesi sabah defnedilecek. \u00d6l\u00fcm ve cenaze t\u00f6reni, bu da ya\u015fam\u0131n bir par\u00e7as\u0131. Yak\u0131nlar\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcn h\u00fczn\u00fcn\u00fc, elemini ya\u015fas\u0131nlar, ac\u0131, tatl\u0131 an\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 y\u00e2d etsinler, ben de foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekeyim. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn de d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn t\u00f6renleri kadar insan ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131n bir y\u00fcz\u00fc oldu\u011funu karelerimle belgeleyeyim. Heyecanla cenaze evine gitmemizi bekliyorum. Ancak de\u011fi\u015fik sebeplerle o g\u00fcn gidemiyoruz. Ertesi g\u00fcn\u00fc definden \u00f6nce cenaze evindeyiz. \u015eafak\u2019\u0131n babas\u0131 Sait, \u00f6len kad\u0131n\u0131n o\u011fluyla konu\u015farak cenaze esnas\u0131nda foto\u011fraf \u00e7ekmem i\u00e7in izin istedi. Haz\u0131rd\u0131m, bekliyordum, ans\u0131z\u0131n umulmad\u0131k bir \u015fey ya\u015fand\u0131. \u00d6len ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n\u0131n damad\u0131 m\u00fcdahale ederek cenaze t\u00f6reninde foto\u011fraf \u00e7ekmenin do\u011fru olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi, engel oldu. Hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcme yans\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u015eafak\u2019\u0131n babas\u0131 Sait ise \u00f6fkeliydi. Misafirinin reddedilmesini sindiremiyordu. O \u00f6fkeyle de cenazeye kat\u0131lmamaya karar verdi. Onu ikna etmek i\u00e7in \u00e7ok \u00e7abalad\u0131m. \u201cBen misafirim, bug\u00fcn var yar\u0131n yokum. Siz burada hep bir arada ya\u015f\u0131yorsunuz\u201d diyerek dil d\u00f6kmem fayda etmedi. En sonunda \u2018Say ki b\u00f6yle bir cenaze yoktu\u2019 diyerek k\u00f6ye, \u00e7ay tarhlar\u0131na geri d\u00f6nd\u00fck. (Birinci b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn sonu)<\/p>\nErmeni olmak, olmamak, \u00e7eli\u015fkiler, z\u0131t kimlikler<\/strong><\/p>\nB\u00f6lgede tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m insanlardan biri \u00f6\u011fretmen G\u00f6khan Canc\u0131. Co\u011frafyada ya\u015fanan k\u00fclt\u00fcr karma\u015fas\u0131n\u0131 onun a\u011fz\u0131ndan dinliyorum:
\n\u201cHem\u015finlilik asl\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir \u0131rka, millete veya k\u00f6kene dayand\u0131r\u0131lacak bir ruh de\u011fil esasen. Tamamen ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z bir Hem\u015finlilik k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fcz var, dilimiz var. Fakat tabii bu\u00a0 b\u00fcy\u00fck olaylardan sonra, b\u00fcy\u00fck s\u00fcrg\u00fcnden sonra bizi Ermenilere ba\u011flayan var, Ermenilerin bir kolu oldu\u011fumuzu s\u00f6yleyenler var. Bilimsel ara\u015ft\u0131rma yapanlar var, akademik \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma yapanlar var. Mesela ODT\u00dc\u2019de okuyan bir arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131z var, o bitirme tezini bunun \u00fczerine haz\u0131rlad\u0131. \u2018Hem\u015finliler, Ermeni mi? Ermeni katliam\u0131 var m\u0131 yok mu?\u2019 bunun i\u00e7in bir tez haz\u0131rlad\u0131. Sosyoloji mezunu, asl\u0131nda onunla da konu\u015fabilirsiniz Hopa\u2019da o. Babas\u0131 da Dil-Tarih mezunu, babas\u0131n\u0131n ismi Rauf. O b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na, tehcir oldu\u011funa dair akademik \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma yap\u0131yor. O\u011flu da ODT\u00dc\u2019de b\u00f6yle bir \u015feyin var ve ger\u00e7ek oldu\u011funa dair \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma yap\u0131yor. Baba-o\u011ful ikisi kar\u015f\u0131t fikirli tamamen akademik \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma yap\u0131yorlar. Baba o\u011ful d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn yani kimin ne hissetti\u011fini bunun \u00fczerinden tarif edebilirsin belki.. Yani \u015f\u00f6yle tarif edebilirsin, ben burada ne kadar Ermeniyim desem de tam benim kadar z\u0131tt\u0131 asla Ermeni olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyen var. Karde\u015fim mesela veya ba\u015fkas\u0131. D\u00fcnya sol literat\u00fcr\u00fcnden etkilenerek sol-sosyalist bir fikre sahip halk var. Bu k\u00f6y\u00fcn hepsinin sosyalist oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yleyebilirim. \u00d6l\u00fcm oru\u00e7lar\u0131nda haf\u0131zas\u0131n\u0131 yitirmi\u015f biri var, Hamit mesela. Ayr\u0131ca sol i\u00e7erisinde farkl\u0131 fraksiyonlara, farkl\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelere b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcz. Solun asl\u0131nda toplam\u0131 bu k\u00f6y.<\/p>\n
Babalar ve o\u011fullar<\/u><\/strong>
\nBuradan \u015funa geliyorum. Babalar, gittiler \u00fcniversiteye. Dev Yolcu, Dev Solcu, Anar\u015fist, Kom\u00fcnist, devrimci, sol sosyalist geliyorlard\u0131. Bug\u00fcn gidenler, gelenler Hem\u015finli olarak geri geliyor. K\u00fcrt b\u00f6lgelerinden gidenler K\u00fcrt olarak geri geliyor. Alevi olanlar, Alevi olarak. G\u00fcn\u00fcn neo-liberal \u015fartlar\u0131nda daha \u00e7ok kimlik-k\u00fclt\u00fcr politikas\u0131 \u00fczerinden insanlar kendilerini var etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Emek, i\u015f\u00e7i s\u0131n\u0131f\u0131, emek-sermaye \u00e7eli\u015fkisi g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczde var fakat art\u0131k kimlik-k\u00fclt\u00fcr, ekolojistler, a\u011fa\u00e7 sevenler, deniz dere, topra\u011f\u0131na sahip \u00e7\u0131kanlar falan..
\n\u015eimdi \u00e7ocuklar gidince geri d\u00f6n\u00fcnce \u2018Hem\u015finliyiz\u00a0 biz\u2019 diye geri d\u00f6n\u00fcyorlar, solcu Hem\u015finliyiz, demokrat Hem\u015finliyiz. Ama hissiyat olarak, Ermenilerle \u00e7ok fazla i\u00e7li d\u0131\u015fl\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in, \u00e7ok da bilmiyoruz tabii. Uzun bir s\u00fcredir Ermenili\u011fi k\u00f6t\u00fcleyen, \u00f6teleyen, \u00f6tekile\u015ftiren bir politika var bizim tarih kitaplar\u0131m\u0131zda. Ama Ermeniler Osmanl\u0131\u2019da g\u00fcvenilir millet olarak bilinir. Bunun i\u00e7erisinde biz kendimizi, burada o son d\u00f6nemde okuyan edenler olarak biraz daha inceliyoruz.
\nMesela bize ait \u00e7ok g\u00fczel atas\u00f6zlerimiz var, Hem\u015fince. Mesela kendini be\u011fenmi\u015fli\u011fi ifade eden \u201cveri ardi sermesta?\u201d (Ermenice\u2019de \u2018Veri ard\u0131 tsoren\u0131\u201d BA) Y\u00fcksekteki dikilen m\u0131s\u0131r m\u0131s\u0131n, kendini korumu\u015f, kendini be\u011fenmi\u015fli\u011fi ifade eden. Bu Hem\u015fince s\u00f6zler, deyi\u015fler bu ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z b\u00f6lgeye, \u00fclkeye g\u00fczelli\u011fi olarak bak\u0131yoruz. Trabzon\u2019a gitti\u011fimizde orada Rumlar\u0131n eski s\u00f6zleriyle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131yoruz. Bu bizi ger\u00e7ekten co\u015fturan, canl\u0131 bir organizma haline getiren bir \u015fey. Bunu b\u00f6yle seviyoruz. Ama bizim Ermeni oldu\u011fumuzu \u0131srarla ifade etmenin ne anlam\u0131 var bilmiyorum? Bunu bir \u00f6fke olarak s\u00f6yleyebilirler, \u00f6nce iktidara \u00f6fke olarak s\u00f6yleyebilirler. T\u00fcm bu ezilmi\u015f milletlerin ad\u0131na bunu s\u00f6yleyebiliriz. Mahir var. Kitaplar yazd\u0131, Hem\u015fince. G\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcnd\u00fcr Mahir\u2019i, \u0130stanbul\u2019da. O da benim ortaokul s\u0131ra arkada\u015f\u0131m. \u015eimdi mesela o bir dil yaratmak \u00fczerine, ama Hem\u015finceyi Latince kelimelerle ifade eden bir dil yarat\u0131yor. Bu bana biraz yapmac\u0131k geliyor. Ayn\u0131 Osmanl\u0131can\u0131n asl\u0131nda\u00a0 bir dil olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi, sa\u011fdan soldan toplad\u0131klar\u0131..<\/p>\nHerkesin bir \u015fey yapmas\u0131 g\u00fczel<\/u><\/strong>
\nBunu unutmamak laz\u0131m. Yaz\u0131ya d\u00f6kmezsen unutulur, evet unutulur ama bunu ya\u015fatman\u0131n farkl\u0131 yollar\u0131 var. Her neyse herkesin bir \u015feyler yapmas\u0131 g\u00fczel bir \u015fey. Destekledi\u011fim bir \u015fey, okuyorum al\u0131yorum. Al\u0131yoruz, da\u011f\u0131t\u0131yoruz, yard\u0131mc\u0131 oluyoruz. Mutlaka bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7abalar bir yerlere yaz\u0131lacak tarih olarak, mutlaka insanlar bu belle\u011fi olu\u015fturacak. Belle\u011fimiz gidiyor evet, \u00e7ok h\u0131zla kayboluyor. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc iktidar b\u00f6yle yap\u0131yor ya d\u00fcnya b\u00f6yle yap\u0131yor. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yeri bu hale getiriyor. Bir gitti\u011fimiz mekana ertesi g\u00fcn yol gidiyor tamamen ba\u015fka bir \u015fey oluyor, an\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z kayboluyor. Ananelerimizle, babaannelerimizle ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z kayboluyor. B\u00f6ylelikle kaybolduk\u00e7a \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131za aktaram\u0131yoruz.
\nBunu b\u00f6yle ya\u015fatmak laz\u0131m. Ama illa da tutup da biz Ermeni, G\u00fcrc\u00fc, Laz, \u00c7erkes diye dayat\u0131p da bir kar\u015f\u0131tl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaratma taraftar\u0131 de\u011filim. Biz bug\u00fcn nas\u0131l ki \u2018Hepimiz Ermeniyiz\u2019 dediysek Hrant zaman\u0131nda, LGBT\u0130 hareketinde, \u00f6ld\u00fcrenler ve katledenlere de \u2018Hepimiz geyiz\u2019 diyebiliyoruz.
\nB\u00f6yle bir temelden geliyoruz. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bug\u00fcn art\u0131k milliyet\u00e7ili\u011fin en ilkel d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme tarz\u0131 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Ama benim d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda \u015furadan ba\u015fka biriyle konu\u015fsan tabii ki Ermeniyiz der, diyenler var. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc onlar da kendilerince bir \u015feye dayand\u0131r\u0131yorlar. Bilimsel temelleri de var asl\u0131nda. Derelerimizin isimleri, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015feyler,.
\nMadem b\u00f6yle her kafadan ses \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yor, ben \u015f\u00f6yle diyorum. Hem\u015finlilerin dernekleri var, vak\u0131flar\u0131 var. Bu vak\u0131f\u0131, bir \u00e7ocu\u011fu, bir \u00f6\u011frenciyi filoloji, antropoloji okutaca\u011f\u0131z ve bizi ara\u015ft\u0131racak. Bunun i\u015fi bu olacak. Ve biz bunun finansman\u0131 olaca\u011f\u0131z. Bunu ciddi ciddi oturacak her t\u00fcrl\u00fc ekibiyle bizde kar\u015f\u0131layaca\u011f\u0131z. Bizim ne oldu\u011fumuzu madem merak ediyorlar. B\u00f6yle bir \u015feyde bulunmam\u0131z laz\u0131m, birini feda etmemiz laz\u0131m ve \u00e7al\u0131\u015facak. Ama buna gerek var m\u0131? Bana sorarsan gerek yok. Ama ne zamana kadar bu \u00e7eli\u015fki b\u00f6yle devam edecek? Bilmiyorum.<\/p>\nhttp:\/\/www.agos.com.tr\/tr\/yazi\/22781\/bir-cografyaya-sigmayan-kimlik-hemsinlilik<\/em><\/strong><\/a><\/p>\n <\/p>\n
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Berge Arabian\u00a0 Berge Arabian ge\u00e7ti\u011fimiz ay Hem\u015fin\u2019deydi. Hopa\u2019ya ba\u011fl\u0131 Kayak\u00f6y\u2019deki hayat\u0131 hem foto\u011fraflad\u0131 hem de ac\u0131 tatl\u0131 izlenimlerle, ya\u015fanan kimlik s\u0131k\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 yans\u0131tan ilgin\u00e7 s\u00f6yle\u015filerle d\u00f6nd\u00fc. \u0130ki hafta s\u00fcrecek bu foto-r\u00f6portaj dizimiz i\u00e7in s\u00f6z fazla uzatm\u0131yor ve Berge\u201de b\u0131rak\u0131yoruz. Kayak\u00f6y\u00fc\u2019nde son sabah\u0131m. \u00d6\u011flene do\u011fru Hopa- Trabzon \u00fczerinden \u0130stanbul\u2019a d\u00f6nmeliyim. Kemalpa\u015fa\u2019da bir kahve molas\u0131na niyetleniyorum. Kahvehaneye girdi\u011fimde, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":54433,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,64,70],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-54432","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-haberler","category-hemsin-ve-hemsinliler","category-makaleler"],"yoast_head":"\n
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