{"id":54408,"date":"2019-08-09T03:09:49","date_gmt":"2019-08-09T08:09:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/?p=54408"},"modified":"2019-08-09T03:09:49","modified_gmt":"2019-08-09T08:09:49","slug":"anisi-onunde-saygiyla-egiliyorum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/?p=54408","title":{"rendered":"An\u0131s\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnde sayg\u0131yla e\u011filiyorum"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-54409\" src=\"http:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/08\/Taner-Ak\u00e7am-360x253.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"360\" height=\"253\" srcset=\"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2019\/08\/Taner-Ak\u00e7am-360x253.jpg 360w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2019\/08\/Taner-Ak\u00e7am-768x539.jpg 768w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2019\/08\/Taner-Ak\u00e7am-560x393.jpg 560w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2019\/08\/Taner-Ak\u00e7am-260x182.jpg 260w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2019\/08\/Taner-Ak\u00e7am-160x112.jpg 160w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2019\/08\/Taner-Ak\u00e7am.jpg 1779w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 360px) 100vw, 360px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/www.agos.com.tr\/tr\/yazar\/291\/taner-akcam\">Taner Ak\u00e7am<\/a><\/strong><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>Ermeni Soyk\u0131r\u0131m \u00fczerine ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar\u0131yla bilinen Vahakn N. Dadrian&#8217;\u0131 2 A\u011fustos&#8217;ta kaybettik. Taner Ak\u00e7am, Dadrian&#8217;\u0131n \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131 ve hayat\u0131ndan kesitleri Agos i\u00e7in kaleme ald\u0131.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ermeni Soyk\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar\u0131 alan\u0131n\u0131n kurucusu say\u0131lan Prof. Vahakn Dadrian 2 A\u011fustos 2019 Cuma ak\u015fam\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 hastanede vefat etti. Dadrian\u2019\u0131n uzun zamand\u0131r rahats\u0131z oldu\u011fu biliniyordu.<br \/>\n1926 Kad\u0131k\u00f6y do\u011fumlu Dadrian aslen \u00c7orumludur. Babas\u0131 \u00c7orum\u2019un ileri gelen bir hakimidir ve \u0130ttihat\u00e7\u0131larla ili\u015fkileri \u00e7ok iyidir. Bu nedenle, ailenin \u0130stanbul\u2019a gelmesine izin verilmi\u015ftir. \u00c7ocuklu\u011fu Kad\u0131k\u00f6y ve \u00dcsk\u00fcdar\u2019da ge\u00e7er.<br \/>\n\u0130kinci D\u00fcnya sava\u015f\u0131 ba\u015flamadan veya hemen ba\u015f\u0131nda Berlin\u2019e matematik okumaya gider. Sonra Viyana\u2019da Tarih, Z\u00fcrih\u2019de Uluslararas\u0131 Hukuk okur. Chicago \u00dcniversitesinde\u2019nden sosyoloji dal\u0131nda doktoras\u0131n\u0131 tamamlar.<br \/>\nHayat\u0131ndaki \u00f6nemli d\u00f6n\u00fcm noktalar\u0131ndan birisi Viyana\u2019d\u0131r. Kendisi anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Viyana\u2019ya Matematik e\u011fitimine devam etmek i\u00e7in gelmi\u015ftir. Derslerinin birisinde, kendisinin Ermeni oldu\u011funu anlayan bir \u00f6\u011fretmeni, Franz Werfel ad\u0131n\u0131 duyup duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve \u2018Musa Da\u011f\u2019da 40 G\u00fcn\u2019 roman\u0131n\u0131 okuyup okumad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sorar. Dadrian, ne Werfel ad\u0131n\u0131 duymu\u015ftur ne de roman\u0131 bilmektedir.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Franz Werfel ile de\u011fi\u015fen hayat<\/strong><br \/>\n\u00d6\u011fretmeni \u00e7ok \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131r ama as\u0131l \u015fa\u015f\u0131ran Dadrian\u2019d\u0131r. Hemen roman\u0131 bulur ve g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0131rpmadan okur. G\u00f6z\u00fcne uyku girmez ondan sonra. Utan\u0131r \u00e7ok; nas\u0131l olur da milletinin ba\u015f\u0131na gelen bu ac\u0131 felaketten hi\u00e7 haberi yoktur. Ailesinden ve tan\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131ndan kimse konu\u015fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r bu konuyu kendisiyle&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00c7ocukken, evlerine gelen baz\u0131 ya\u015fl\u0131lar\u0131n bir odaya kapan\u0131p, konu\u015fup a\u011flad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlar. O zamanlar hi\u00e7bir mana veremedi\u011fi bu a\u011flama t\u00f6renlerinin ne anlama geldi\u011fini \u015fimdi farketmi\u015ftir. Ve matematik okumay\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131r. Daha sonra hayat\u0131n\u0131 Ermeni Soyk\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 konusunda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya adayacakt\u0131r.<br \/>\nSadece Ermeni soyk\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 alan\u0131ndaki \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131yla bilinmez Dadrian. Kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131rmal\u0131 Soyk\u0131r\u0131m \u00c7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131\u2019n\u0131n \u00f6nemli kurucular\u0131ndan birisi olur. M\u00fckemmel \u0130ngilizce, Frans\u0131zca, Almanca, Ermenice ve T\u00fcrk\u00e7e-Osmanl\u0131ca dil bilgisi en \u00f6nemli silah\u0131d\u0131r; 2010\u2019lu y\u0131llara kadar \u00e7ok yo\u011fun olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r ve onlarca eser geride b\u0131rak\u0131r ve akademik d\u00fcnyada \u00e7ok k\u0131sa s\u00fcrede \u00e7ok sayg\u0131n bir konum elde eder.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Aktif faaliyetler<\/strong><br \/>\nDadrian, akademik \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6tesinde, Ermeni soyk\u0131r\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n tan\u0131nmas\u0131 do\u011frultusunda aktif faaliyetlerde de bulunur. 1996 y\u0131l\u0131nda ba\u015fta tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f Holokost uzman\u0131 Yahude Bauer olmak \u00fczere, 100 bilim adam\u0131n\u0131n, T\u00fcrk H\u00fck\u00fcmetinin inkarc\u0131 politikalar\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kan bir a\u00e7\u0131klama yapmalar\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flayan odur. A\u00e7\u0131klama bir\u00e7ok Amerikan gazetesinde yay\u0131nlanacakt\u0131r. Benzeri giri\u015fimleri 1998 ve 2000\u2019li y\u0131llarda da tekrar eder. Akademik \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar onun i\u00e7in Ermeni milletinin \u00e7ekti\u011fi b\u00fcy\u00fck ac\u0131n\u0131n tan\u0131nmas\u0131 ve soyk\u0131r\u0131mlar\u0131n engellenmesi m\u00fccadelesinin bir par\u00e7as\u0131yd\u0131 sadece.<br \/>\nGaliba 2010\u2019lu y\u0131llar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131yd\u0131. Kendisini bir konferansa davet etmi\u015ftim. Art\u0131k Amerikan \u00fcniversitelerinde konu\u015fma yapmak istemedi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Gerek\u00e7esi, toplant\u0131larda T\u00fcrkiyeli baz\u0131 insanlar\u0131n kendisine yapt\u0131klar\u0131 sata\u015fmalar idi. \u201cArt\u0131k tahamm\u00fcl edemiyor, kald\u0131ram\u0131yorum\u201d dedi. Sadece Ermeni topluluklara, Ermenice konu\u015fma yapmak istedi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Bilebildi\u011fim kadar\u0131yla 2013 y\u0131l\u0131nda Ermenistan\u2019da yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir dizi konu\u015fma onun son konu\u015fmalar\u0131d\u0131r. Wolfgang Gust\u2019un Ermeni soyk\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 \u00fczerine Alman belgeleri kitab\u0131n\u0131n \u0130ngilizce bask\u0131s\u0131na yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6ns\u00f6z ise bildi\u011fim son makalesidir. Bu kitab\u0131n yay\u0131n tarihi de 2013\u2019t\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u0130nzivaya \u00e7ekilmesi<\/strong><br \/>\nDadrian daha sonra inzivaya \u00e7ekildi. Kendisini en son 2014 y\u0131l\u0131nda ziyaret ettim. Internet kullanmazd\u0131. D\u00fczenli aramaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. 2016-2017 y\u0131llar\u0131nda Naim Efendi\u2019nin hat\u0131rat\u0131n\u0131, Gergeryan\u2019\u0131n ar\u015fivinde buldu\u011fumu anlatt\u0131m&#8230; Hat\u0131rat meselesini Gergeryan ile hi\u00e7 konu\u015fup konu\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sordum. Pek doyurucu cevap alamad\u0131m, bir\u00e7ok \u015feyi hat\u0131rlam\u0131yordu. \u0130lerleyen y\u0131llarda haf\u0131za kayb\u0131 ciddi bir problem oldu. Telefonla konu\u015furken bile, birden durup kim oldu\u011fumuzu ve ni\u00e7in arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 sorard\u0131.<br \/>\nG\u00fcnl\u00fck bak\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flayan bir sa\u011fl\u0131k \u015firketi sayesinde son y\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 olduk\u00e7a rahat ge\u00e7irdi. Ta ki b\u00f6brek rahats\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 nedeniyle hastaneye kald\u0131r\u0131l\u0131ncaya kadar. Soyk\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli bir k\u00f6\u015fe ta\u015f\u0131 olan Dadrian, Ermeni soyk\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 ve kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131rmal\u0131 soyk\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131n kurucusu olarak an\u0131lacak ve b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 onlarca eser ile sonsuza denk aram\u0131zda ya\u015fayacakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ermeni Soyk\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar\u0131ndaki yeri<\/strong><br \/>\nSoyk\u0131r\u0131m konusunda yap\u0131lan tart\u0131\u015fmalar daima iki temel soru etraf\u0131nda d\u00f6ner. Birisi, \u201cNE ve NASIL OLDU\u201d sorusudur, di\u011feri ise \u201cN\u0130\u00c7\u0130N veya N\u0130YE\u201d sorusudur. As\u0131l tart\u0131\u015fmalar esas olarak N\u0130\u00c7\u0130N\/N\u0130YE sorusu etraf\u0131nda d\u00f6ner. Ermeni soyk\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 konusunda ise bizler b\u00fcy\u00fck \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcde hala NE ve NASIL OLDU sorusu ile u\u011fra\u015f\u0131yoruz; N\u0130\u00c7\u0130N\/N\u0130YE sorusu etraf\u0131nda tart\u0131\u015fmaya ise yeni yeni ba\u015fl\u0131yoruz.<br \/>\nYapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u201cN\u0130\u00c7\u0130N\/N\u0130YE\u201d tart\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131nda, Dadrian\u2019\u0131n sa\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u201cNE ve NASIL OLDU\u201d bilgileri \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli bir yer tutar. Onun eserlerinin, bizim \u00fczerinde tart\u0131\u015fmay\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fctece\u011fimiz binan\u0131n temellerini olu\u015fturdu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemek abart\u0131 say\u0131lmamal\u0131d\u0131r. T\u00fcm \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc, T\u00fcrk tezlerinin yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ispata ay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f ve bu konuda uluslararas\u0131 planda ciddi ba\u015far\u0131lara imza atm\u0131\u015f Dadrian\u2019\u0131n N\u0130\u00c7\u0130N\/N\u0130YE sorusuna vermeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 cevaplar\u0131 yeterli bulmayabilir; hatta eksik ve yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar i\u00e7erdi\u011fini de ileri s\u00fcr\u00fclebiliriz.<br \/>\nZaten Akademik \u00e7al\u0131\u015fman\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc de budur. Her gelen ku\u015fak kendisinden \u00f6ncekini b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerden al\u0131r ve onu bir ad\u0131m ileri g\u00f6t\u00fcrmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Dadrian\u2019\u0131n \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 ancak, onun \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 daha ileriye g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fclebilirse, hak etti\u011fi bi\u00e7imde ta\u00e7lanm\u0131\u015f olacakt\u0131r. Dadrian\u2019\u0131n a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 yoldan ilerleyecek gen\u00e7 akademisyenlerden beklenen de budur.<br \/>\nTan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f sosyolog Norbert Elias, 1977 y\u0131l\u0131nda \u201cAdorno \u00d6d\u00fcl\u00fc\u201dn\u00fc ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u00f6rende yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 konu\u015fmada, kendisinden \u00f6nce yak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir me\u015falenin bir d\u00f6nem \u201cta\u015f\u0131y\u0131c\u0131s\u0131\u201d oldu\u011funu ve kendisinden sonra da ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n bu me\u015faleyi ta\u015f\u0131maya devam edeceklerini s\u00f6yler. Burada Dadrian\u2019\u0131n bir fark\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7izmek gerekir. Ondan \u00f6nce bu me\u015faleyi yakm\u0131\u015f olan ger\u00e7ekten yok denecek kadard\u0131r. O akademik anlamda hem me\u015faleyi yakan hem de bize kadar ta\u015f\u0131yand\u0131r.<br \/>\nZannederim Dadrian\u2019\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck arzusu ve dile\u011fi kendisinin yakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu me\u015falenin gen\u00e7 akademisyenlerce gelecek ku\u015faklara ta\u015f\u0131nmas\u0131yd\u0131. Bu g\u00f6rev bizlerin \u00f6n\u00fcnde duruyor.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Dadrian\u2019\u0131n benim i\u00e7in anlam\u0131<\/strong><br \/>\nDadrian benim i\u00e7in bir Hoca, bir \u00fcstad ve her\u015feyden \u00f6nce koruyucu melek idi. O kadar \u00e7ok \u015fey bor\u00e7luyum ki ona&#8230;<br \/>\nSat\u0131rlara s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rabilece\u011fimi zannetmiyorum.<br \/>\nHer telefon etti\u011fimde, \u201cTaner s\u0131hhatin nas\u0131l, antreman yap\u0131yor musun\u201d, diye sorard\u0131. Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yledi\u011fimde de \u201cAferin Taner,\u201d demeyi \u00e7ok severdi. \u00c7ocuklu\u011fundan beri tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u0131z\u0131m Helin\u2019in ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131, s\u0131hhattinin nas\u0131l oldu\u011fu da standart sorular\u0131 aras\u0131ndayd\u0131.<br \/>\nErmeni soyk\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 konusunda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flamamda b\u00fcy\u00fck rol\u00fc olmu\u015ftu. E\u011fer onun yard\u0131mlar\u0131 olmasayd\u0131 bu konuda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flayabilir miydim, bilmiyorum. 1990 veya 1991 y\u0131lar\u0131yd\u0131. Ermeni soyk\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 konusunda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya karar vermi\u015ftim. \u00c7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m Enstit\u00fc\u2019ye \u00f6nerimi a\u00e7t\u0131m. Konu hakk\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir bilgileri olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu nedenle kabul etmelerinin m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olamayaca\u011f\u0131 cevab\u0131n\u0131 verdiler. Ama, e\u011fer konunun uzmanlar\u0131n\u0131 davet ederek bir \u2018at\u00f6lye\u2019 (workshop) d\u00fczenlersem, tart\u0131\u015fman\u0131n sonucuna g\u00f6re bir karar verebileceklerini de eklediler.<br \/>\nE\u011fer konu hakk\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak istiyorsam uzmanlar\u0131 bulmam gerekti. Hamburg \u00dcniversitesi\u2019nden Prof. Petra Kapert ile g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm ve yard\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 rica ettim. Bana, Dadrian ile ili\u015fki kurmam gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yleyerek, okumam i\u00e7in Dadrian\u2019\u0131n \u0130ngilizce iki makalesini verdi. O y\u0131llarda, zaten pek bir\u015feye benzemeyen ODT\u00dc \u0130ngilizcemi tamam\u0131yla unutmu\u015f idim, Dadrian\u2019\u0131n ne adresini bulabilirdim ne de yazd\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 okuyabilirdim. Utanc\u0131mdan Petra Kapert\u2019e bunlar\u0131 s\u00f6yleyemedim.<br \/>\nLondra\u2019da bir arkada\u015f\u0131ma rica ettim; benim i\u00e7in makaleleri T\u00fcrk\u00e7eye \u00e7evirdi ve okudum. Sonra araya sora Dadrian\u2019\u0131n adresini de buldum. Dadrian makalelerinde bir\u00e7ok T\u00fcrk\u00e7e kaynaktan al\u0131nt\u0131 yap\u0131yordu. \u201cBu adam mutlaka T\u00fcrk\u00e7e biliyordur, ben de T\u00fcrk\u00e7e yazar\u0131m\u201d, diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. \u00c7ok \u00fcmidim olmasa da, oturdum T\u00fcrk\u00e7e bir mektup yazd\u0131m ve yapmak istedi\u011fim \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmay\u0131 anlatt\u0131m. A\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7as\u0131 pek cevap alaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00fcmit etmiyordum.<br \/>\n\u201cBu benim 40 y\u0131l sonraki ilk T\u00fcrk\u00e7e korrespondant\u0131md\u0131r.\u201d Dadrian\u2019dan gelen T\u00fcrk\u00e7e mektup bu s\u00f6zlerle ba\u015fl\u0131yordu. Bu ilk mektupla\u015fma daha sonra y\u0131llar s\u00fcrecek dostlu\u011fumuzun ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131 oldu.<br \/>\nAt\u00f6lye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131na severek geldi ve yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 konu\u015fma \u00e7ok etkileyici oldu. \u00d6zellikle bir T\u00fcrk ayd\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n konu hakk\u0131nda objektif \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma yapmak istiyor olmas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6neminin alt\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7izdi. Enstit\u00fc \u00f6nerimi kabul etti. Bu at\u00f6yle i\u00e7in haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m taslak metin, \u0130leti\u015fim Yay\u0131nlar\u0131\u2019ndan \u201cT\u00fcrk Ulusal Kimli\u011fi ve Ermeni Sorunu\u201d ad\u0131yla konu hakk\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131kan ilk kitab\u0131m oldu.<br \/>\nDaha sonra doktora tezim de olacak \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmam boyunca, Dadrian yard\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 esirgemedi. O y\u0131llar ne internet ne de e-mail vard\u0131. Faks \u00fczerinden kendisi ile d\u00fczenli haberle\u015ftim. Her s\u0131radan T\u00fcrk insan\u0131 gibi \u00e7ok teredd\u00fctl\u00fcyd\u00fcm. Kendimden \u00e7ok emin de\u011fildim ve cevab\u0131n\u0131 bilmek istedi\u011fim y\u00fczlerce soru vard\u0131. Yanl\u0131\u015f bir \u015fey yazmamak ve s\u00f6ylememek i\u00e7in, akla gelebilecek her soruyu soruyor cevab\u0131n\u0131 istiyordum.<br \/>\nB\u00fcy\u00fck bir sab\u0131rla her soruma cevap verdi ve bu cevaplar\u0131n dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131 kaynak bilgilerin fotokopilerini yollad\u0131. Ama sorular o kadar \u00e7oktu ki, bir seferinde dayanamam\u0131\u015f, yollad\u0131\u011f\u0131 fakslardan birisine, \u201c\u0130n\u015fallah sorular sona erdiler\u201d diye bir not d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Ona sordu\u011fum sorular\u0131 ve ondan gelen cevaplar\u0131 bug\u00fcn bile hala saklar\u0131m.<br \/>\nAmerika\u2019ya gelmem de onun sayesinde olmu\u015ftur. 1999 y\u0131l\u0131nda Enstit\u00fc, art\u0131k \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131m\u0131 destekleyemeyece\u011fini bildirdi. Almanya\u2019da Ermeni Soyk\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 konusunda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma imkan\u0131m kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ge\u00e7indirmek zorunda oldu\u011fum ailem vard\u0131. Dadrian\u2019\u0131 arad\u0131m. E\u011fer ABD\u2019ye gelmemi sa\u011flayabilirse, konu hakk\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fabilece\u011fimi yoksa ge\u00e7im i\u00e7in ba\u015fka bir i\u015f aramak zorunda oldu\u011fumu s\u00f6yledim. ODT\u00dc \u0130ngilizcesini tamam\u0131yla unutmu\u015ftum. Onun giri\u015fimleri sayesinde, Michigan-Dearborn \u00dcniversitesi Ermeni Ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar Merkezi beni davet etti. Ve soyk\u0131r\u0131m konusunda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya devam edebilme imkan\u0131na kavu\u015ftum.<br \/>\n\u0130stanbul\u2019u \u00e7ok \u00f6zl\u00fcyordu. Hele \u00dcsk\u00fcdar\u2019\u0131&#8230; \u00c7ok istedim \u0130stanbul\u2019a gelmesini. \u00c7ok korkuyordu. \u201cGelirsem \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcler beni,\u201d diyordu. \u0130kna edemedim. \u201cEn \u00e7ok hangi yeme\u011fi \u00f6zl\u00fcyorsun?\u201d diye sordu\u011fumda, \u201c\u0131zgara k\u00f6fte\u201d derdi. Hamburg\u2019a her geldi\u011finde, Oru\u00e7 Abimin restoran\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Doymak bilmezdi. Birka\u00e7 porsiyon \u0131zgara k\u00f6fte yerdi. Oru\u00e7 Abi tak\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131, \u201cSenin bu adam\u0131 doyuram\u0131yoruz\u201d, diye&#8230;<br \/>\nTeorik \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131nda \u201cT\u00fcrk d\u00fc\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131\u201d ele\u015ftirilerine \u00e7ok maruz kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Ama T\u00fcrklerle her kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, Anadolu insan\u0131na duydu\u011fu o derin sevgiyi g\u00f6zlerinden okumak m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fc. T\u00fcrklerle hemen T\u00fcrk\u00e7e konu\u015fmak ve de onlara ezbere Onuncu Y\u0131l Mar\u015f\u0131\u2019n\u0131 okumak en b\u00fcy\u00fck keyfi idi&#8230;<br \/>\nBir \u015feyi biliyorum, e\u011fer hayat\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6nemli d\u00f6n\u00fcm noktalar\u0131nda bana yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yard\u0131mlar olmasayd\u0131, ben bug\u00fcn bulundu\u011fum yerde olamazd\u0131m. Akademik hayat\u0131m boyunca yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 destek ve katk\u0131 ne unutulabilecek ne de kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6denecek cinstendir. An\u0131s\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnde sayg\u0131yla e\u011filiyorum.<\/p>\n<p><strong><em><a href=\"http:\/\/www.agos.com.tr\/tr\/yazi\/22764\/anisi-onunde-saygiyla-egiliyorum\">http:\/\/www.agos.com.tr\/tr\/yazi\/22764\/anisi-onunde-saygiyla-egiliyorum<\/a>\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Taner Ak\u00e7am\u00a0 Ermeni Soyk\u0131r\u0131m \u00fczerine ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar\u0131yla bilinen Vahakn N. Dadrian&#8217;\u0131 2 A\u011fustos&#8217;ta kaybettik. Taner Ak\u00e7am, Dadrian&#8217;\u0131n \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131 ve hayat\u0131ndan kesitleri Agos i\u00e7in kaleme ald\u0131. Ermeni Soyk\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar\u0131 alan\u0131n\u0131n kurucusu say\u0131lan Prof. Vahakn Dadrian 2 A\u011fustos 2019 Cuma ak\u015fam\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 hastanede vefat etti. Dadrian\u2019\u0131n uzun zamand\u0131r rahats\u0131z oldu\u011fu biliniyordu. 1926 Kad\u0131k\u00f6y do\u011fumlu Dadrian aslen \u00c7orumludur. 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