{"id":52117,"date":"2019-03-28T03:10:42","date_gmt":"2019-03-28T08:10:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/?p=52117"},"modified":"2019-03-28T03:10:42","modified_gmt":"2019-03-28T08:10:42","slug":"sarsici-bir-dehadan-geriye-kalan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/?p=52117","title":{"rendered":"SARSICI B\u0130R DEHADAN GER\u0130YE KALAN"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/?attachment_id=52118\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-52118\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-52118\" src=\"http:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/d.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"679\" height=\"679\" srcset=\"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2019\/03\/d.jpg 679w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2019\/03\/d-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2019\/03\/d-270x270.jpg 270w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2019\/03\/d-560x560.jpg 560w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2019\/03\/d-260x260.jpg 260w, https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/6\/2019\/03\/d-160x160.jpg 160w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 679px) 100vw, 679px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>Ari Kevork Demircio\u011flu<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>San\u0131r\u0131m 6-7 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m babamla hen\u00fcz yenilenmenin ba\u015f\u0131nda olan K\u0131nal\u0131ada\u2019daki Surp Krikor Lusavori\u00e7 Kilisesi\u2019nin i\u00e7inde dola\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131mda. \u0130\u00e7erideki yeni ah\u015fap, tala\u015f ve in\u015faat kokusunu bug\u00fcn gibi hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. Anaokuluna ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan beri babamla birlikte Gedikpa\u015fa Surp Hovhannes Kilisesi\u2019ne gidiyordum ama daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 bu halde bir kilise g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim. Kilise ve cemaat sevdal\u0131s\u0131 bir grup deli bir araya gelmi\u015f bug\u00fcn bile \u00e7ok zor, o d\u00f6nem i\u00e7in neredeyse imk\u00e2ns\u0131z bir i\u015fi ba\u015far\u0131yorlard\u0131. En ba\u015ftan bir kilise in\u015fa ediyorlard\u0131\u2026 B\u00fct\u00fcn o da\u011f\u0131n\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde Mesrob Vartabed\u2019i ilk g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde bana \u00f6\u011fretildi\u011fi gibi \u201cAsdvadz oknagan hayr surp\u201d diyerek elini \u00f6pmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f ama ilk defa bir ruhani elini \u00f6pt\u00fcrmemi\u015fti. O s\u0131ralar 2-3 ya\u015f\u0131nda olan k\u0131z karde\u015fim de babam\u0131n y\u00f6nlendirmesiyle elini \u00f6pmek istedi\u011finde \u201conun kadar g\u00fcnahs\u0131z birisi benim gibi bir g\u00fcnahkar\u0131n elini \u00f6pmemeli, ancak ben onun ellerini \u00f6perim\u201d diyerek karde\u015fimin ellerini \u00f6pmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda hala nas\u0131l birisiyle kar\u015f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131ya oldu\u011fumu anlamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>O zamana kadar benim i\u00e7in tap\u0131las\u0131 olan tek ruhani ki\u015fi, Patrik\u2019ten ziyade dedemmi\u015f gibi davrand\u0131\u011f\u0131m, Patrik \u015enorhk Kalustyan\u2019d\u0131. O benim dedem ben onun k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck tbir\u2019i buldu\u011fum her f\u0131rsatta kuca\u011f\u0131na oturur, kolay kolay da inmezdim. Fakat bu gen\u00e7 rahipte o g\u00fcnlerde anlam veremedi\u011fim ba\u015fka bir \u00e7ekim kuvveti vard\u0131. K\u0131sa s\u00fcre sonra kilise a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, gen\u00e7leri, benim gibi \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 etraf\u0131na toplam\u0131\u015f ve oyunla dersin bir arada oldu\u011fu bulu\u015fmalar ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ger\u00e7i bana sorarsan\u0131z ne derslerin ne de oyunlar\u0131n bir anlam\u0131 vard\u0131. Herkesin tek bir amac\u0131 vard\u0131, s\u00fcrekli Srpazan\u2019\u0131n etraf\u0131nda olmak, o \u00e7ekim kuvvetinden ayr\u0131 kalmamak. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o kuvvet her birimizi daha b\u00fcy\u00fck bir b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcn par\u00e7alar\u0131ym\u0131\u015f\u0131z gibi hissettirirdi. Dolay\u0131s\u0131yla kimse de kendisini tamamlayan di\u011fer par\u00e7alardan ayr\u0131lmak istemezdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsanlar evrimsel olarak sosyal varl\u0131klard\u0131r. Hayatta kalabilmek i\u00e7in belirli bir toplulu\u011fun par\u00e7as\u0131 olmak zorundad\u0131rlar. Ben ve benim gibi baz\u0131lar\u0131 kilisenin, cemaatin merkezde oldu\u011fu bir toplulu\u011fu onun liderli\u011finde g\u00f6r\u00fcyorduk, baz\u0131lar\u0131 ise ba\u015fka topluluklarda. Bazen bu \u201cba\u015fka topluluk\u201dlar a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a kendilerini \u201cMesrob Srpazan kar\u015f\u0131tl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u201d olarak tan\u0131ml\u0131yorlard\u0131. O kadar ki, zaman zaman bu toplulu\u011fun i\u00e7inde Srpazan\u2019\u0131 Ermeni Kilisesi\u2019ne Protestanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sokuyor su\u00e7lamas\u0131nda bulunan papazlar dahi oluyordu. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o zamana kadar kimse Kutsal Kitab\u0131 onun gibi anlatmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kimse onun kadar etkili bir \u015fekilde Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n sevgi oldu\u011funu, hepimizi tek tek sevdi\u011fini vaaz etmemi\u015fti. Neden Ha\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bu kadar anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r, \u00fc\u00e7 parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 neden birle\u015ftirdi\u011fimizi bu basitlikte a\u00e7\u0131klamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Hatta Ha\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rken \u201cHanun Hor yev Vortvo yev Hokvuyn S\u0131rpo, Amen\u201di nas\u0131l s\u00f6ylememiz gerekti\u011fini dahi ondan \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015ftik. Vartavar\u2019da niye \u0131slat\u0131yorduk birbirimizi anlatmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kimse, \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcn kutsanmas\u0131n\u0131 beklemek neden \u00f6nemliydi bilmiyorduk, Gomidas\u2019\u0131n \u00f6zge\u00e7mi\u015fine hakim de\u011fildik. Korolar\u0131m\u0131z, binalar\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131 ama i\u00e7lerindeki ruhun tazelenmeye ihtiyac\u0131 vard\u0131. Ve \u015fans\u0131m\u0131za bak\u0131n ki b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 tersine \u00e7evirebilecek bilgiye, iste\u011fe sahip birisi hemen yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda onunla beraber \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmam\u0131z\u0131 bekliyordu. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu \u015fartlar alt\u0131nda, daha o ilk g\u00fcnlerde bile onun bu s\u0131ra d\u0131\u015f\u0131 karakteri kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda, sistemin par\u00e7as\u0131 olanlar\u0131n nas\u0131l bir korku ve endi\u015fe i\u00e7ine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcklerini hayal bile edemiyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015f\u0131m biraz daha b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde sonralar\u0131 kimisinin papaz kimisinin rahip oldu\u011fu di\u011fer \u00f6\u011frencileriyle beraber, K\u0131nal\u0131\u2019da kilise bah\u00e7esindeki konutunda daha derin kutsal kitap derslerine kat\u0131lmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. O zamanlar haberim yoktu (dedim ya benim derdim onun yan\u0131ndan ayr\u0131lmamakt\u0131), ama rahmetli babamdan \u00e7ok sonra \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fime g\u00f6re, me\u011ferse ilk ba\u015flarda onun iste\u011fi benim de ruhani olmamm\u0131\u015f. Herhalde benim h\u0131nz\u0131rl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 fark etmi\u015f olacak ki \u201cYok Anto, bunun bu parlak g\u00f6zleri pek ruhani olacak gibi durmuyor\u201d demi\u015f g\u00fclerek. Asl\u0131na bakarsan\u0131z \u0130ncil\u2019in her bir c\u00fcmlesine, her bir anlam\u0131na o kadar hakimdi ki, tam da o s\u0131ralar Tanr\u0131\u2019dan bana da bir \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum. \u0130leri g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc sayesinde bendekinin \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131 de\u011fil de kendisine olan sevgim oldu\u011funu anlam\u0131\u015f, her ihtiya\u00e7 duydu\u011funda beni yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen bir kez olsun bu rahiplik konusundan bahsetmemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>1998 y\u0131l\u0131na kadar, zaman zaman beraber oldu\u011fumuz zaman zaman hi\u00e7 yan yana gelemedi\u011fimiz d\u00f6nemler oldu. Bu arada Patrik Karekin II vefat etmi\u015f ve se\u00e7im d\u00f6nemine girilmi\u015fti. Beklendi\u011fi \u00fczere Mesrob Srpazan en g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc aday olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalara ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f ve benden bir kamuoyu ara\u015ft\u0131rmas\u0131 yapmam\u0131 istemi\u015fti. Devletin o d\u00f6nem \u201cse\u00e7seniz bile onaylamay\u0131z\u201d tehditlerinin i\u00e7inde halk\u0131n nas\u0131l bir patrik istedi\u011fine dair bir ara\u015ft\u0131rma yapmas\u0131 bile kendi d\u00f6neminin ne kadar \u00f6n\u00fcnde bir vizyonu oldu\u011funu bir kez daha g\u00f6stermi\u015fti. Cemaatin toplam n\u00fcfusunun 50bin\u2019ler civar\u0131nda oldu\u011fu bir d\u00f6nemde yakla\u015f\u0131k 2000 ki\u015filik bir anket yapm\u0131\u015f ve sonu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 hem kendisiyle hem de Agos gazetesi ile payla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u00c7\u0131kan sonu\u00e7lar, tam da Mesrob Srpazan\u2019\u0131 tarif etmesinin yan\u0131nda, kamuoyu ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar\u0131n\u0131n se\u00e7menler \u00fczerinde genelde g\u00f6sterdi\u011fi etkiyi g\u00f6stermi\u015f ve halk\u0131n rekor kat\u0131l\u0131m\u0131 ile patrik se\u00e7ilmi\u015fti. Devlet bir s\u00fcre direnmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131ysa da Srpazan\u2019\u0131n eli o kadar g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc, toplum yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 se\u00e7ime o kadar ba\u011fl\u0131yd\u0131 ki h\u00fck\u00fcmet de patrik olarak onu onaylanmak durumunda kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Patrik Mesrob II, hem Patrik \u015enorhk hem de Patrik Karekin II d\u00f6neminde \u00f6yle kuvvetli bir fig\u00fcrd\u00fc ki halk\u0131n beklentisi de inan\u0131lmaz d\u00fczeydeydi. Hani deyim yerindeyse evindeki ampul patlasa Srpazan\u2019\u0131n ko\u015fup gelip ampul\u00fc de\u011fi\u015ftirmesi, hatta sorunun asl\u0131nda elektrik tesisat\u0131ndan kaynakland\u0131\u011f\u0131 fark edip b\u00fct\u00fcn tesisat\u0131 yenilemesi bekleniyordu. Oysa 4 saat uykuyla g\u00fcnde 20 saat \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan Srpazan\u2019\u0131n bile s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131 vard\u0131. Zaten kendisi de bunun fark\u0131nda oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in toplumunu ilgilendiren her konu i\u00e7in bir ekip kurmu\u015f, bu ekiplerin de kendisi kadar \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 i\u00e7in s\u00fcrekli te\u015fvik etmi\u015f, s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 zorlamalar\u0131n\u0131 istemi\u015fti. Bu \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma \u00f6yle bir olmal\u0131yd\u0131 ki s\u0131radan\/vasat olamazd\u0131. \u00c7al\u0131\u015fmak onun i\u00e7in gerek \u015fartt\u0131 belki ama yeter \u015fart m\u00fckemmellikti. O noktaya gelmeden i\u015f bitmi\u015f say\u0131lmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>2001 y\u0131l\u0131nda Yerid\u2019in kurulmas\u0131 s\u0131ras\u0131nda kilisedeki derslerde yan yana oturdu\u011fumuz arkada\u015flarla tekrar bir araya gelmemiz de yine ayn\u0131 ama\u00e7layd\u0131. Daha ilk g\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcze \u00f6yle bir motivasyon ve vizyon koymu\u015ftu ki hepimizi tekrar 15 sene \u00f6nceki heyecan sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Hesap ortadayd\u0131; b\u0131rak\u0131n yabanc\u0131 kolejlere giden \u00f6\u011frencileri, cemaatimizin liselerinden mezun olup \u00fcniversiteye ba\u015flayan gen\u00e7lerle temas\u0131 17 ya\u015f\u0131nda kaybediyor, bir daha en erken \u2013o da e\u011fer karma evlilik yapmad\u0131ysa\u2013 d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc i\u00e7in Patrikhane\u2019ye ba\u015fvuruna kadar ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131na, i\u015fi olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na, neler ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131na dair cemaatin en ufak bir fikri olam\u0131yordu. Bu insanlar\u0131 bir araya getirmez, birbirleri ile tan\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 i\u00e7in \u015fartlar yaratmazsak \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczdeki 20-30 y\u0131l i\u00e7inde yok olman\u0131n e\u015fi\u011fine gelece\u011fimiz ortadayd\u0131. Biz daha bunlar\u0131 nas\u0131l ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftiririz, neler yapmal\u0131y\u0131z diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken onun kafas\u0131nda her \u015fey \u00e7ok netti; \u201cBir arada hareket edebilecek iyi e\u011fitimli profesyonelleri,\u00a0\u00a0kad\u0131nlar\u0131 ve gen\u00e7leri vak\u0131f y\u00f6netimlerine, dan\u0131\u015fma kurullar\u0131na kat\u0131l\u0131m i\u00e7in te\u015fvik etmeli, cemaatin kaynaklar\u0131n\u0131 verimli, \u015feffaf ve adil kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 i\u00e7in \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmal\u0131, dili ve k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fc ile ya\u015fayan nesiller olu\u015fmas\u0131na katk\u0131 sunmal\u0131, karma evliliklerin say\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 azalt\u0131c\u0131 gen\u00e7lik faaliyetleri ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirmeli ve \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n okullar\u0131m\u0131za kayd\u0131 i\u00e7in te\u015fvik etmeli\u201dydik.<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 bizim tek ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za yapmam\u0131z tabii ki m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fildi fakat hepimizin ister o g\u00fcn ister sonraki ya\u015flarda s\u00fcrekli bu hedeflerin etraf\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmam\u0131z gerekti\u011fini \u00e7ok iyi anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bug\u00fcn o d\u00f6nemlerde 20\u2019li ya\u015flar\u0131nda olup da \u00f6zel hayat\u0131ndan profesyonel ya\u015fam\u0131na kadar dokunu\u015funun olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ok az insan vard\u0131r muhtemelen. Hatta belki uzaktan ac\u0131mas\u0131zca ele\u015ftirenlerin bile.<\/p>\n<p>Yine 2001 y\u0131l\u0131nda beni ve J\u00fcliet\u2019i yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, evlilik i\u00e7in neyi bekledi\u011fimizi sormu\u015ftu. Ben askerden yeni d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm ve ikimiz de \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flayal\u0131 hen\u00fcz \u00e7ok olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Haliyle bir s\u00fcr\u00fc ekonomik mazeret saymaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Nerede, hangi parayla oturaca\u011f\u0131z? Bir evi \u00e7ekip \u00e7evirecek paray\u0131 kazanamazsak ne yapar\u0131z? Bug\u00fcn evlenelim diyorsun Srpazan Hayr, yar\u0131n da \u00e7ocuk yap\u0131n dersen biz onun alt\u0131ndan nas\u0131l kalkar\u0131z? (ki 2003\u2019te evlendik, 2005\u2019ten hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ilk evrelerine kadar bir araya geldi\u011fimiz her toplant\u0131da nerede benim torunum demeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bile\u2026 Ke\u015fke daha cesaretli olsayd\u0131k da k\u0131z\u0131m Mane daha erken do\u011fsayd\u0131, torunuyla doya doya oynasayd\u0131) \u0130ki saat i\u00e7inde \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcze iki y\u0131ll\u0131k plan\u0131 koymu\u015f, her t\u00fcrl\u00fc deste\u011fe de haz\u0131r oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yleyip, bizi ikna edip eve g\u00f6ndermi\u015fti. 2002 yaz\u0131nda uzun y\u0131llard\u0131r kilise i\u00e7inde ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirilmeyen ni\u015fan ayinini y\u00f6netmi\u015f, kendi elleriyle kutsad\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcklerimizi takm\u0131\u015f, 2003 y\u0131l\u0131nda da d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc onurland\u0131rarak son kutsamay\u0131 ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>2008 y\u0131l\u0131na kadar her f\u0131rsatta bir araya gelirken halen 2001\u2019de \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcze koydu\u011fu hedeflere \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmam\u0131z i\u00e7in hep yan\u0131m\u0131zda, telefonun di\u011fer ucunda, bilgisayar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda bizi bekliyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Sonras\u0131\u2026 sonras\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131k bilmeyen kalmad\u0131\u2026 \u00c7ok sevdi\u011fi Gomidas Vartabed\u2019in izinden gidip sessizli\u011fe b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc\u2026 Belki s\u00f6yledi\u011fi onca \u015feye ra\u011fmen halen s\u00f6ylenmesi beklenenlerin getirdi\u011fi stres, belki toplumunun \u00e7ok \u00f6n\u00fcnde ko\u015fan y\u00fcre\u011fi ve ruhunun yorgunlu\u011fu g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc onu sessizli\u011fe\u2026 8 Mart 2019\u2019da ruhu huzura kavu\u015fana kadar\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Haberi ald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, hem biyolojik hem ruhani babas\u0131 uzun s\u00fcreler boyunca sessizce uzan\u0131rken hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yapamayan bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun, iki kez babas\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmesinin haks\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden edemedim\u2026 Diramayr\u2019\u0131n yan\u0131na giderken nas\u0131l da k\u0131zg\u0131nd\u0131m kendime onu bu kadar zaman yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in\u2026 17 Mart\u2019taki cenaze t\u00f6reninde yakla\u015f\u0131k 150 \u00f6\u011frencisinin deste\u011fiyle azalm\u0131\u015f da olsa, sonras\u0131nda mezarl\u0131ktaki t\u00f6rende de sanki omuzlar\u0131mda koca bir y\u00fckle dola\u015f\u0131yordum. Ta ki 23 Mart\u2019a kadar\u2026 7.g\u00fcn duas\u0131 okunup son topra\u011f\u0131 da \u00f6rtt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde hafiflemi\u015ftim art\u0131k\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Geriye ne mi kald\u0131? \u0130ster 6, ister 26, isterseniz 46 ya\u015f\u0131nda olun kollar\u0131n\u0131 iki yan\u0131na kocaman a\u00e7\u0131p sizi kap\u0131da kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kucaklamas\u0131 i\u00e7in kendinizi onun kollar\u0131na b\u0131rakamayacak olman\u0131n tarif edilmez ac\u0131s\u0131\u2026 \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00f6ylesine huzur verici, s\u0131k\u0131 ve samimi sar\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 ki o s\u0131rada ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir yerde olmak istemezdiniz\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ncil\u2019in bize \u00f6\u011f\u00fctledi\u011fi gibi;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSize do\u011frusunu s\u00f6yleyeyim, bu\u011fday tanesi topra\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp \u00f6lmedik\u00e7e yaln\u0131z kal\u0131r. Ama \u00f6l\u00fcrse \u00e7ok \u00fcr\u00fcn verir. Can\u0131n\u0131 seven onu yitirir. Ama bu d\u00fcnyada can\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zden \u00e7\u0131karan onu sonsuz ya\u015fam i\u00e7in koruyacakt\u0131r.\u201d (Yuhanna 12:24)<\/p>\n<p>Seni \u00e7ok \u00f6zleyece\u011fiz Srpazan Hayr\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ari Kevork Demircio\u011flu<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>26 Mart 2018<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em><a href=\"https:\/\/hyetert.org\/2019\/03\/28\/sarsici-bir-dehadan-geriye-kalan\/\">https:\/\/hyetert.org\/2019\/03\/28\/sarsici-bir-dehadan-geriye-kalan\/<\/a> \u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ari Kevork Demircio\u011flu San\u0131r\u0131m 6-7 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m babamla hen\u00fcz yenilenmenin ba\u015f\u0131nda olan K\u0131nal\u0131ada\u2019daki Surp Krikor Lusavori\u00e7 Kilisesi\u2019nin i\u00e7inde dola\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131mda. \u0130\u00e7erideki yeni ah\u015fap, tala\u015f ve in\u015faat kokusunu bug\u00fcn gibi hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. Anaokuluna ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan beri babamla birlikte Gedikpa\u015fa Surp Hovhannes Kilisesi\u2019ne gidiyordum ama daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 bu halde bir kilise g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim. 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