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\"Ararat\"<\/a>G\u00fcng\u00f6r \u015eenkal<\/b><\/p>\n

Ate\u015f b\u00f6ce\u011fi gibi yan\u0131p s\u00f6nen kandilin \u00f6lg\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda, b\u00fcy\u00fcklerin b\u00fcy\u00fcleyici \u00a0gizlilikle anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 Murat\u2019\u0131n \u00f6yk\u00fclerini dinleyerek b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm. Duymamam i\u00e7in beni yanlar\u0131ndan uzakla\u015ft\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131na, gerek\u00e7eler uydurarak engel olurdum her defas\u0131nda.Y\u0131llar\u0131n kovalamacas\u0131na ben de kat\u0131ld\u0131m. O zamanlar, bug\u00fcnk\u00fc gibi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebilseydim e\u011fer, anlat\u0131lanlar\u0131, bir s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc bile unutmadan ve atlamadan yazard\u0131m. B\u00f6ylece, \u00f6nemli ayr\u0131nt\u0131lar da belle\u011fimden silinip gitmezdi. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum da bug\u00fcn, an\u0131msayabildi\u011fim; sordu\u011fumda, \u2018Murat anlat\u0131r sana,\u2019<\/i> demeleriydi. Bir \u0131rma\u011f\u0131n, ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131 anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, duyulmu\u015f \u015fey miydi, bilmiyorum. Yak\u0131n g\u00f6llerde, \u0131rmaklarda ta\u015f sektirmede uz oldu\u011fumu bildiklerinden, \u2018Murat\u2019\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcnde ta\u015f sektiren g\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rmez,\u2019<\/i> diyerek uyarmaktan da geri durmazlard\u0131.\u00a0<\/p>\n

Murat\u2019\u0131n k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda oturdu\u011fum \u015fu anda, anlat\u0131lanlar\u0131 anla\u011f\u0131mda canland\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum. \u0130nsan\u0131 delirten bir sessizli\u011fin ellerini bo\u011faz\u0131mda duyumsuyorum. Duygu girdab\u0131na kap\u0131l\u0131yorum. Ya bu sessizli\u011fi bozacak ya da \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131raca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Nereden ve nas\u0131l olduysa, elime ge\u00e7irdi\u011fim bir ta\u015f\u0131 savuruyorum \u00f6yk\u00fclere. Merakla ve g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcn yetti\u011fince uza\u011fa. Derin uykular\u0131na son verilmi\u015f dev gibi k\u00fckr\u00fcyor Murat\u2019\u0131n sular\u0131, kabar\u0131yor; sonra\u00a0 da, i\u00e7 i\u00e7e ge\u00e7mi\u015f halkalar olarak \u00fczerime ko\u015fuyor. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcne b\u00fcy\u00fcyen dalgalar ayak u\u00e7lar\u0131ma kadar varabiliyor ancak.<\/p>\n

Halkalar bedenlere b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcp, kad\u0131n ve \u00e7ocuklara d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor. Say\u0131lar\u0131 gittik\u00e7e art\u0131yor. Sonsuzca \u00e7o\u011falacaklar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesine kap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir anda, suyun \u00f6fkesi, kabar\u0131\u015f\u0131 duruyor. D\u00fc\u015fle ger\u00e7e\u011fin \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmas\u0131ndan koparmak istiyorum kendimi. Olmuyor!<\/p>\n

Sanki ayr\u0131cal\u0131\u011f\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na, anneme benzeyen bir kad\u0131n \u00f6ne \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor. \u201cK\u0131z\u0131m,\u201d<\/i> diyor, \u201cMurat\u2019\u0131n suyuna ili\u015filmez! Bir s\u00f6yler, bin i\u015fitirsin. Bir g\u00fcler, bin a\u011flars\u0131n. \u00a0Anlatmad\u0131 m\u0131 atalar\u0131n bunu sana?\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

Dilim, sinirleri \u00e7ekilmi\u015f et par\u00e7as\u0131 olmu\u015f, \u00f6ylece duruyor a\u011fz\u0131mda. Konu\u015fam\u0131yor, yutkunam\u0131yorum…<\/p>\n

\u201cMurat\u2019\u0131\u0131\u0131m!\u201d<\/i> diye \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k kopar\u0131yor, ay\u0131rd\u0131na varamadan yan\u0131ma kadar sokulan di\u011fer bir kad\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Siz de kimsiniz, diyorum. Nereden geldiniz?<\/p>\n

Yak\u0131n\u0131ma sokulan ak sa\u00e7l\u0131, al fistanl\u0131 kad\u0131n, y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc ok\u015famak istercesine ellerini yanaklar\u0131ma uzat\u0131yor:<\/p>\n

\u201cKorkma yavrum,<\/i>\u201d \u00a0<\/i>diyor, <\/i>\u201c<\/i>ben Murat\u2019\u0131n anas\u0131y\u0131m, A\u011fr\u0131 Ana.<\/i>\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

Biraz olsun rahatl\u0131yorum, insan\u0131n i\u00e7ine g\u00fcven suyu serpen bu sesten. Anneme benzeyen kad\u0131n tekrar s\u00f6ze giriyor;<\/p>\n

\u201cKorkma, ben senin ninenin annesiyim; Anu\u015f Ana.\u201d<\/i> diyor.<\/p>\n

Korku, yeni bulu\u015flara \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor denetleyemedi\u011fim. Ya\u015fam\u0131n i\u00e7indeki \u00f6yk\u00fc, \u00f6yk\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7indeki ya\u015fama d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor. Buz gibi bir \u00fcrperti, y\u00fcre\u011fimin \u00e7i\u00e7eklerini dondururcas\u0131na dolan\u0131yor i\u00e7imde.<\/p>\n

Anu\u015f Ana! Bu ad\u0131 daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 duymam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ya\u015famda s\u00fcreklilik vard\u0131r derler! Ya\u015famdaki s\u00fcreklilik bilgideki s\u00fcreklilikle ko\u015futluk i\u00e7erir mi? Anla\u015f\u0131lan, benim ya\u015fam\u0131m bilmedi\u011fim bilgi kopukluklar\u0131 \u00fczerine kurulmu\u015f. Bilmediklerim, azg\u0131n sarma\u015f\u0131klar gibi ku\u015fatm\u0131\u015f her yan\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cAnal\u0131k hakk\u0131 y\u00fccedir<\/i>,\u201d diyor, Anu\u015f Ana. \u201cMurat\u2019\u0131n anas\u0131 B\u00fcy\u00fck A\u011fr\u0131 buradayken, bize s\u00f6z d\u00fc\u015fmez.<\/i>\u2033<\/i><\/p>\n

Kendine g\u00f6sterilen sayg\u0131dan yanaklar\u0131 alla\u015fan, y\u00fcceltildi\u011fini belli etmemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da mutlulu\u011fu mimiklerine yans\u0131yan A\u011fr\u0131 Ana, koyuluyor anlatmaya:<\/p>\n

\u2033O g\u00fcn, Dehol\u2019un a\u011fas\u0131, kanl\u0131m\u0131z, bast\u0131 topraklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131. O\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131, gelinlerimi ve torunlar\u0131m\u0131 dizdi s\u0131raya. Kocam\u0131n yerini sordu. S\u00f6ylemedim. Ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131 ele vermek, utan\u00e7lar\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcd\u00fcr bizde. Dil tutulur, ba\u015f koyulur yoluna istenen sevdi\u011finse!..\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

\u2033Erzurum dolaylar\u0131nda <\/i>ya\u015fay\u0131p giderken kendi halinde,<\/i> bast\u0131 topraklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 Osmanl\u0131 \u00e7eteleri<\/i>…\u201d<\/i> diye giriyor araya, Anu\u015f Ana. \u201cSonra…\u201d\u00a0 <\/i>\u00d6yle derin soluklan\u0131yor ki, bir daha konu\u015fmayacak diye akl\u0131m \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor.<\/p>\n

\u201cNe anlat\u0131yordum?\u201d<\/i> diye soruyor A\u011fr\u0131 Ana: \u201cDehol\u2019un a\u011fas\u0131, benden s\u00f6z alamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlay\u0131nca, dayad\u0131 mavzeri Murat\u2019\u0131m\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na. O\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131n, gelinlerimin, torunlar\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclmesi y\u0131ld\u0131rmad\u0131 beni; ama, Murat\u2019\u0131ma dayanamad\u0131m.\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/i>\u201c<\/i>Sonra<\/i>\u201d <\/i>\u00a0<\/i>diyor g\u00f6zleniyormu\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na \u00e7evresine bak\u0131narak, \u201c<\/i>Y\u0131ld\u0131rd\u0131 bizi bask\u0131lar; yerimizi, yurdumuzu b\u0131rak\u0131p d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck g\u00f6\u00e7 yollar\u0131na. Vard\u0131k geldik Mamuret\u00fclaziz\u2019e. Kolye ta\u015flar\u0131 gibi s\u0131ralanm\u0131\u015f do\u011fa incisi tepeler \u00fczerinde, g\u00f6k incir ye\u015fili bir korulu\u011fa yerle\u015ftik. Tepenin eteklerinde T\u00fcrkmen k\u00f6yleri…<\/i>\u2033<\/i><\/p>\n

Anu\u015f Ana, susuyor o an. Bu suskunluk ge\u00e7mi\u015fle y\u00fczle\u015fmeye b\u0131rak\u0131yor beni.\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n

\u201c<\/i>Susuyor Murat\u2019\u0131m. Bo\u011faz\u0131nda patlayan mavzer yaras\u0131ndan, susuyor. Su istiyor yaral\u0131m; berx\u0131k\u00ea m\u0131n, maral\u0131m. Suya ula\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum. Yollar buz ile kar; akar, Murat\u2019\u0131m\u0131n can\u0131 akar, bo\u011faz\u0131ndan kan\u0131 akar. Ben a\u011flar\u0131m. Bir anan\u0131n a\u011flamas\u0131na dayanmaz da\u011flar\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fi, co\u015far; ben ko\u015far\u0131m.<\/i>\u2033<\/i><\/p>\n

\u201cK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck evler yapt\u0131k. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 sokacak kadar; derme \u00e7atma. Toprak, her yerde toprakt\u0131r, inan… \u0130nsan her yerde insan. Kilise de yapt\u0131k kendimize. Ne de olsa, tap\u0131nmaya ko\u015fuyor umudunu yitiren insan. Yitirmeyen…\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

\u201cYan\u0131k\u00e7ukur derler bir yerdir. Bir yudum su i\u00e7er Murat\u2019\u0131m. G\u00f6zlerini yumar. Can\u0131n\u0131 teslim eder: \u00d6l\u00fcr. \u00d6lmez! Murat\u2019\u0131m \u00f6lmez! G\u00f6md\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yerden f\u0131\u015fk\u0131r\u0131r, do\u011far. Murat\u2019\u0131m do\u011far… Hele bak\u0131n \u015fu suya! Bu su, Murat suyudur!\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

\u201cMurat suyu akard\u0131 yeni k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn hemen alt\u0131ndan. T\u00fcrkmen k\u00f6yl\u00fcleri; ku\u015flar, \u00e7i\u00e7ekler, b\u00f6cekler geldi ho\u015f geldine. Sonra da… Osmanl\u0131 askerleri. Ho\u015f geldine de\u011fil elbette, bizi g\u00f6t\u00fcrmeye…” <\/i><\/p>\n

\u201cMuraaat,\u201d<\/i> \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla yar\u0131ld\u0131 \u00fcm\u00fc\u011f\u00fc A\u011fr\u0131 Ana\u2019n\u0131n.\u201cA\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r yitiriyordum dizlerimin<\/i><\/p>\n

g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc. Tutu\u015fan damarlar\u0131mdan sinir u\u00e7lar\u0131ma sa\u00e7\u0131lan k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131mlar titretiyordu.\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

\u201c<\/i>Nereye,\u201d\u00a0 diye sordu Bedros Dede. Korkuyla bak\u0131yorduk askerlere; d\u00fczg\u00fcn bacakl\u0131, al yeleli, ak yeleli atlara. Boy boy silahlara, k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7lara bellerindeki…\u00a0 <\/i>\u2018Korkacak bir \u015fey yok<\/i>,\u2019 dedi zabit, \u2018Sizi, \u0130shak Pa\u015fa\u2019ya g\u00f6t\u00fcrece\u011fiz.\u2019\u00a0 Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn ac\u0131lar\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7entiklemi\u015f\u00a0 Bedros Dede\u2019nin gerildi ka\u015flar\u0131, g\u00f6zleri Tatar oku gibi f\u0131rlad\u0131 yerinden.\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

\u2033\u2019Hepinizin k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc kurutaca\u011f\u0131m!\u2019 \u00a0demi\u015fti, Dehol\u2019un a\u011fas\u0131. Dedi\u011fini de yapt\u0131 soykan\u0131n soyu. En sonu, en sonu Murat\u2019\u0131m\u0131 da ald\u0131.\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

\u201cBedros Dede sordu: \u2018Hepimizi mi?..<\/i>\u2019<\/i>\u00a0 Kararl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 kara g\u00f6z\u00fcnden, \u00e7atma ka\u015f\u0131ndan okunan adam, \u2018evet<\/i>\u2019 <\/i>\u00a0dedi; k\u0131sa ve \u00f6z. \u2018\u0130shak Pa\u015fa, sizi daha g\u00fcvenli bir yere yerle\u015ftirecek!\u2019\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

Konu\u015fmakta zorlan\u0131yordu, Anu\u015f Ana. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerini toparlayabilmek i\u00e7in bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla, bizim ak\u0131l s\u0131r erdiremeyece\u011fimiz tutamaklara tutunuyordu g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde.<\/p>\n

\u201cS\u00f6ylenecek s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz \u00e7ok, s\u00f6ylemeye hakk\u0131m\u0131z yoktu. Yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. \u00d6n\u00fcm\u00fczde \u00a0ard\u0131m\u0131zda askerler; askerler her yan\u0131m\u0131zda… Da\u011flar\u0131 tepeleri, ba\u011flar\u0131 bah\u00e7eleri a\u015f\u0131p Murat Suyu\u2019na indik. Bizi bekleyen \u015fahtura binmemiz emredildi. S\u00f6ylenene g\u00f6re; \u0131rma\u011f\u0131 \u00a0kar\u015f\u0131ya ge\u00e7ecektik. \u015eahtur, yol almaya ba\u015flad\u0131 Murat boyunca.\u201d <\/i><\/p>\n

\u2033<\/i>Donuk bak\u0131\u015flarla seyrettim uzun zaman, Murat\u2019\u0131m\u0131n ak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131. Sonra, b\u00fckt\u00fcm boynumu, d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm yollara.\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

\u201c\u2019\u00c7ocu\u011fun ate\u015fi \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u2019, dedi, Anahit. \u2018Ateee\u015f!\u2019 diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 zabit. Yanmaya durdu namlular. Ey insanlar, tanr\u0131lar…\u00a0 Delik de\u015fik olan bedenler, birbiri ard\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 \u015fahtura; d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc Murat\u2019a. Murat yine buland\u0131 kana…\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u201cMurat\u2019\u0131m\u0131n akan kan\u0131ndan olu\u015fan k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bal\u0131kl\u0131 dereleri, g\u00f6lleri a\u015farak d\u00f6nd\u00fcm yurduma. Sar\u0131lacak dal\u0131m yoktu. Yalvard\u0131m Tanr\u0131ya. Tanr\u0131m…\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

\u201c\u2019Tanr\u0131m<\/i>\u2019 dedi, T\u00fcrkmen k\u00f6y\u00fcnden Abbas.<\/i> \u2018Sana s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131r\u0131z i\u015fledi\u011fimiz g\u00fcnahlardan. \u0130\u015flemedi\u011fimiz g\u00fcnahlardan da bize d\u00fc\u015fen varsa, onlar\u0131 da ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla.<\/i>\u2019 Sonra, karde\u015fi Zeynel Ali\u2019ye d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/i> \u2018Anlatamayaca\u011f\u0131m korkular \u00e7\u00f6reklendi i\u00e7ime; y\u00fcre\u011fim kanatlan\u0131p u\u00e7uverecekmi\u015f gibi. O, alaca kargay\u0131 dal\u0131ndan eden, k\u00f6r y\u0131lan\u0131 kav\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131karan silah seslerinden sonra…<\/i> Y\u00fcr\u00fc gidelim\u2019. \u0130ki karde\u015f y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc Murat suyuna. \u00d6l\u00fcleri, Murat\u2019\u0131n koynuna s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f buldular; ac\u0131lar\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6ylere akm\u0131\u015f.\u201d<\/i>\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n

\u201cAh\u0131m k\u0131yamete kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kalmas\u0131na, ama… Dayanamazd\u0131m ben bu ac\u0131ya. Tanr\u0131m, dedim, ya can\u0131m\u0131\u00a0 al, ya\u00a0 da\u011f eyle beni \u00a0ibret-i \u00e2lem i\u00e7in. Yakar\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 bitirir bitirmez, ac\u0131 bir acem yeli \u0131s\u0131rd\u0131 yanaklar\u0131m\u0131. \u2018Anaaa,\u2019 diye bir ses da\u011flad\u0131 kulaklar\u0131m\u0131.\u201d <\/i><\/p>\n

\u201cMamaaa, mamaaa<\/i>\u2033, diye sesler geldi Abbas\u2019\u0131n kula\u011f\u0131na.<\/i> \u2018<\/i>Zeynel Ali,\u2019 dedi,\u2019 \u015fu Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n i\u015fine bak. Sonsuza ak\u0131p giden onca umars\u0131zdan geriye, sa\u011f kalm\u0131\u015f bir yavrucak.\u2019 Aya\u011f\u0131 yal\u0131n, y\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fc \u015fi\u015flik ve morluk i\u00e7inde, bitkin bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu yatmaktayd\u0131 Murat\u2019\u0131n k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda.\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

Kaynarcas\u0131na bir \u00e7alkant\u0131 oldu. Bir kad\u0131n sular\u0131 yararak \u00fczerime y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Titrek dudaklarla:<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u201cAni\u2019mi anlat\u0131yor. Nerede Ani\u2019m?\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

Anu\u015f Ana\u2019n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne bak\u0131yorum \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n. Anlamama yard\u0131mc\u0131 olsun istiyorum.<\/p>\n

\u201cBu kad\u0131n<\/i>, diyor, Ani\u2019nin anas\u0131 Dikranuhi\u2019dir<\/i>.\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

\u201cBakt\u0131m ki, ne g\u00f6reyim, Tanr\u0131m kabul etmi\u015f dualar\u0131m\u0131. Murat\u2019\u0131m dizimin dibinde yatar.<\/i>\u2033<\/i> diyor A\u011fr\u0131 Ana.<\/p>\n

\u201cBir de ne g\u00f6rs\u00fcn Zeynel Ali; sa\u011f kalm\u0131\u015f bir \u00e7ocuk daha dizine yak\u0131n yatmakta.<\/i>\u2033<\/p>\n

A\u011fr\u0131 Ana\u2019n\u0131n arkas\u0131nda, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc belli belirsiz g\u00f6rebildi\u011fim bir kad\u0131n kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yor s\u00f6ze:<\/p>\n

\u2033<\/i>O, benim o\u011flum Onnig\u2019dir. Benim! Siranu\u015f Ana\u2019n\u0131n o\u011flu! Ben anay\u0131m; anlad\u0131n m\u0131 yavrum, ana. Can\u0131mdan kan\u0131mdan yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131m o\u011flumu, verir miydim hi\u00e7, bir avu\u00e7 kur\u015funa. Direndim; yavrumu k\u0131y\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131karabilmek i\u00e7in \u00f6l\u00fcme ilendim.\u201d <\/i><\/p>\n

\u201cBenim bakmaya k\u0131yamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131n en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, Murat\u2019\u0131m, \u015fimdi bir da\u011f olmu\u015f yan\u0131mda durur. Anas\u0131n\u0131n berfini, K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck A\u011fr\u0131\u2019m.\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

\u201cTa\u015f kesilmi\u015f\u00e7esine, birbirine bak\u0131p dururlar Abbas ile Zeynel Ali. Yanlar\u0131na alarak \u00f6ks\u00fcz balalar\u0131, d\u00f6nerler k\u00f6ye.<\/i><\/p>\n

\u201c<\/i>Nergis koydular Ani\u2019min ad\u0131na,<\/i>\u201d <\/i>dedi Dikranuhi; \u201c<\/i> nergis, k\u0131rlarda a\u00e7an beyaz, sar\u0131 renkte g\u00fczel bir \u00e7i\u00e7ektir.\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

Az \u00f6nce kendini Siranu\u015f Ana olarak tan\u0131tan kad\u0131n, dayanam\u0131yor bu s\u00f6zlere:<\/p>\n

\u201cOnnig\u2019ime ise Abdullah koydular, o da \u2018Allah\u0131n kulu\u2019 demekmi\u015f.\u201d <\/i><\/p>\n

\u201cBen ki, Beyaz\u0131t a\u011fas\u0131n\u0131n kar\u0131s\u0131 B\u00fcy\u00fck A\u011fr\u0131\u2019y\u0131m, bunca \u00e7ileden sonra a\u011fard\u0131, apak oldu sa\u00e7lar\u0131m. Bug\u00fcn, bilmezler uzaktan bakanlar; san\u0131rlar ki, ben karlarla kapl\u0131y\u0131m.\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

\u201cB\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcnce Nergis ile Abdullah, Abbas ile Zeynel Ali\u2019nin \u00e7ocuklar\u0131yla evlendirildiler<\/i>, diyor Anu\u015f Ana.<\/p>\n

Sonra, y\u00fczlerinde tarihsel sorumlulu\u011fu yerine getirmenin huzuruyla, uzakla\u015f\u0131p kayboluyorlar birer birer.<\/p>\n

A\u011flamakl\u0131 g\u00f6zlerle bak\u0131yorum, yalvar\u0131\u015fl\u0131 s\u00f6zlerle sesleniyorum: Nereye gidiyorsunuz? S\u00f6ylesenize, ben kimim? Ya ben kimim?..\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n

Sular\u0131n pe\u015fi s\u0131ra s\u00fcr\u00fcklenip gidiyor d\u00fc\u015fler.<\/p>\n

Derin bir a\u011fr\u0131 kal\u0131yor geriye.<\/p>\n

\u00dclkemin y\u00fcz\u00fc a\u011fr\u0131!<\/p>\n

EVRENSEL K\u00dcLT\u00dcR, Aral\u0131k 2009, Say\u0131: 216<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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