{"id":31398,"date":"2014-09-02T03:50:21","date_gmt":"2014-09-02T08:50:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/?p=31398"},"modified":"2014-09-02T03:50:21","modified_gmt":"2014-09-02T08:50:21","slug":"ermeni-degil-yazar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/?p=31398","title":{"rendered":"Ermeni de\u011fil, yazar"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><b><a href=\"http:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/?attachment_id=31399\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-31399\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-full wp-image-31399\" alt=\"Pause aniti\" src=\"http:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Pause-aniti.jpg\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" \/><\/a>LORA SARI<\/b><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><b><i>\u0130sahag Uygar Eskiciyan\u2019\u0131n \u2018Pause An\u0131t\u0131\u2019 kitab\u0131 Agos\u2019a ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, ilk akl\u0131m\u0131za d\u00fc\u015fen Eskiciyan\u2019\u0131n Ermeni olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131. Hak verirsiniz ki sayfalar\u0131m\u0131zda Ermeni olanlara \u00f6ncelik tan\u0131yoruz, kurum prensibi\u2026Bu saikle ileti\u015fime ge\u00e7ti\u011fimiz \u0130sahag Uygar Eskiciyan, s\u00f6yle\u015fide ne oldu\u011funa dair hi\u00e7 renk vermese de, en az\u0131ndan latifeli bir yazar\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ve tan\u0131tt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in mutluyuz.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u0130sahag Uygar Eskiciyan\u2019\u0131n \u2018Pause An\u0131t\u0131\u2019 kitab\u0131 Agos\u2019a ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, ne yalan s\u00f6yleyelim ilk akl\u0131m\u0131za d\u00fc\u015fen Eskiciyan\u2019\u0131n Ermeni olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131. Hak verirsiniz ki sayfalar\u0131m\u0131zda Ermeni olanlara \u00f6ncelik tan\u0131yoruz, kurum prensibi\u2026 Aram\u0131zda Eskiciyan\u2019\u0131 tan\u0131yan yoktu; bu soyad\u0131n\u0131 da ilk defa duyuyorduk. Son zamanlarda ad\u0131n\u0131 ilk defa duydu\u011fumuz \u2018yan\u2019lara s\u0131k\u00e7a rastlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan, biraz da paranoyak\u00e7a denebilecek bir tav\u0131r geli\u015ftirdik: Acaba ger\u00e7ekten Ermeni mi? Elbette, kendini Ermeni hisseden herkes Ermeni\u2019dir. Zaten hepimiz Ermeni\u2019yiz. Fakat, bu Ermeni olma mevzuundan prim elde etmek isteyenler varsa; onlar da ayyuka \u00e7\u0131ks\u0131n istiyoruz. E\u011fer yan\u0131l\u0131yorsak, o ki\u015fi safkan veya melez hi\u00e7 fark etmez, az\u0131c\u0131k Ermeni kan\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yorsa, bir Ermeni de\u011ferini daha okurlar\u0131m\u0131za sunmaktan her zaman onur duyar\u0131z. Bu saikle ileti\u015fime ge\u00e7ti\u011fimiz \u0130sahag Uygar Eskiciyan, s\u00f6yle\u015fide ne oldu\u011funa dair hi\u00e7 renk vermese de, en az\u0131ndan latifeli bir yazar\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ve tan\u0131tt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in mutluyuz.<\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li><b>Kitab\u0131n\u0131zdaki biyografik bilgiden sizin 1982\u2019li oldu\u011funuzdan ba\u015fka bir \u015fey \u00f6\u011frenemedik. Eskiciyan\u2019\u0131n \u2018ya\u015fam\u0131 hakk\u0131nda fazlaca bilgi sahibi\u2019 olmak ad\u0131na, ne yapars\u0131n\u0131z, nerede ya\u015fars\u0131n\u0131z, ne okudunuz, kimleri okur, dinler, seversiniz?<\/b><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Kimleri mi okurum? Pessoa, Kafka, Heinrich B\u00f6ll, O\u011fuz Atay, Kurt Vonnegut, Leyla Erbil, Sevim Burak, Orhan Pamuk, Cortazar, Borges, Zweig vb. gibi geni\u015f bir okuma yelpazem var. Ya\u015fayanlardan ise, uzun \u00f6m\u00fcrler dilerim, Necati Tosuner, Ayhan Ge\u00e7gin, Murat Uyurkulak, Burhan S\u00f6nmez, H\u00fcseyin K\u0131ran\u2019\u0131n romanlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6nemserim, yeni yap\u0131tlar\u0131n\u0131 merakla beklerim. Orhan Pamuk\u2019u ya\u015fayanlarla beraber saymamak gibi bir yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131k yapt\u0131ysam, \u00fclke tarihini \u00f6zetleyen iki c\u00fcmlesinden dolay\u0131 s\u0131k s\u0131k \u00f6l\u00fcm tehdidi almas\u0131ndand\u0131r. Kitaplar\u0131n kur\u015fun ge\u00e7irmeyece\u011fini sadece filmlerden \u00f6\u011frenmedik, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Ne mi okudum? \u0130ki fak\u00fclte bitirdim, ikincisi edebiyat. \u015eunu size rahatl\u0131kla s\u00f6yleyebilirim, bu edebiyat fak\u00fcltelerin oldu\u011fu bir \u00fclkede iyi roman, g\u00fczel \u00f6yk\u00fc, s\u0131k\u0131 \u015fiir, do\u011fru ele\u015ftirinin olmas\u0131 bir mucizedir. Hadi bakal\u0131m materyalistler bunu da a\u00e7\u0131klas\u0131n. Kendi kendine do\u011fum gibi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Pause An\u0131t\u0131\u2019nda, \u00f6zge\u00e7mi\u015f k\u0131sm\u0131nda, yer ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi do\u011fru: Pl\u00fcton k\u00f6kenli Sat\u00fcrn vatanda\u015f\u0131y\u0131m. \u00d6yle hissediyorum. \u00d6nceki kitab\u0131mda ise 5 \u015fehirde do\u011fmu\u015f oldu\u011fumu hissediyordum. Sonrakinde ne hissedece\u011fimi \u015fimdiden kestiremiyorum. Sizce de Pl\u00fcton\u2019un gezegenlikten azledilmesinin sebebi, g\u00fcne\u015fin en do\u011fusunda yer almas\u0131 de\u011fil midir? Do\u011fu sorunu t\u00fcm galaksiye ta\u015fm\u0131\u015f durumda. Daha \u00e7irkin ifadelerle affedersiniz bir h\u0131rs\u0131z\u0131n \u201cbenim Pl\u00fcton k\u00f6kenli vatanda\u015f\u0131m, karde\u015fim\u2026\u201d demeye ramak kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u00fclkedeyiz. S\u0131\u011f\u0131nacak ba\u015fka bir liman aray\u0131p duruyorum. Lakin bu, ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f de\u011fil!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Pardon konumuza d\u00f6nelim; Udi Hrant, Udi Yervant, Mehmet Atl\u0131, Kamkars, Azam Ali, Darya Dadvar, Kaz\u0131m Koyuncu, Hivron ve \u201c<i>Zeki M\u00fcren\u2019i seviniz\u201d <\/i>severim. Sinemadan sormam\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u0131z; ama ben yine de s\u00f6yleyeyim, Jim Jarmusch benim olmazsa olmazlar\u0131mdand\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Bunun yan\u0131nda fanzinleri, edebiyat\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli buluyorum. Arkada\u015flarla O\u011flan Bizim K\u0131z Bizim ve Beri Gel O\u011flan Beri Gel Fanzinleri yay\u0131na haz\u0131rlad\u0131k. Kas\u0131m ay\u0131nda yeni bir yay\u0131nla gelece\u011fiz. Bu da reklam olsun.<\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li><b>\u2018\u0130nsan Olma Saatlerim\u2019 \u00f6yk\u00fcn\u00fczde, M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir Ermeni oldu\u011funuzu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorsunuz. \u015eiir kitab\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n kapa\u011f\u0131ndan tutun, bu kitaptaki \u2018dede\u2019 vurgular\u0131n\u0131zdan atalar\u0131n\u0131zla g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131z oldu\u011funu hissediyorum. Ailenizin hik\u00e2yesini ve Ermenilikle olan ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 anlatabilir misiniz?<\/b><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m ve ya\u015fant\u0131m \u00fczerine sorulan sorular\u0131 ge\u00e7i\u015ftirmek gibi bir huyum var. En sevdi\u011fim huylar\u0131mdan biridir. B\u00f6b\u00fcrlenmek olsun bu. Mesela \u015fimdi sizin \u00f6\u011frenmek istediklerinizin sadece bir k\u0131sm\u0131na cevap verece\u011fim; ama bunun yan\u0131nda size, asl\u0131nda ben bunu sormam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, dedirtecek ilaveler de yapaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir Ermeni var o \u00f6yk\u00fcde; ama onun kim oldu\u011fu konusunda en ufak bir fikrim yok. Ben miyim o? \u0130nan\u0131n bilmiyorum! Ayr\u0131ca birinci tekil a\u011f\u0131zdan yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f her metin, otobiyografik de\u011fildir, bunu tabii ki biliyorsunuz, ben sadece hat\u0131rlatma gere\u011fi duydum. Ve ailemin hik\u00e2yesinde serencam olan ben, kesinlikle a\u015fk \u00e7ocu\u011fu de\u011filim. Atalar\u0131mla olan duygusal ba\u011f\u0131m ise, onlar\u0131 ka\u00e7ak android telefonuma wallpaper yapacak kadard\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">K\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn bir yar\u0131s\u0131, kendinden olmayan di\u011fer yar\u0131y\u0131 ac\u0131mas\u0131zca katletmi\u015f. Ermenilikle olan ba\u011f\u0131m\u0131n k\u0131sa \u00f6zeti budur, ayn\u0131 zamanda \u00fclkenin de.<\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li><b>\u0130sminiz \u0130sahag Uygar Eskiciyan&#8217;ken, benim sordu\u011fum soruya &#8216;M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir Ermeni var o \u00f6yk\u00fcde; ama onun kim oldu\u011fu konusunda en ufak bir fikrim yok. Ben miyim o? \u0130nan\u0131n bilmiyorum!&#8217; diye yan\u0131t vermeniz ilgin\u00e7 geliyor. \u00dcstelik kimli\u011finizi s\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131ya sakl\u0131yorsunuz. \u0130sminiz; ben bir Ermeni&#8217;yim ve muhtemelen M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015flardan\u0131m diye ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rken, ve kitab\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n kapa\u011f\u0131nda bile (biliyorum kitap kapaklar\u0131n\u0131 sonradan g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsunuz) soyad\u0131n\u0131z kitab\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n ad\u0131ndan bile b\u00fcy\u00fck yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fken, neden Ermeni olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zla ilgili sorular\u0131 yan\u0131tlamaktan ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131yorsunuz?<\/b><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Hayatta sadece siyah ve beyaz yoktur. Aradaki gri tonlar da binlerce do\u011fru yan\u0131t\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. H\u00e2l b\u00f6yleyken soruya, ben \u015fuyum ya da de\u011filim diye yan\u0131t vermek bana pek do\u011fru gelmiyor. Ama biz; \u0131rk\u0131, dini, dili, siyasi partiyi ve de futbol tak\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 babadan alanlar kavmi i\u00e7in, bu sorular\u0131n net yan\u0131tlar\u0131 \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli, hatta elzem derecededir. Ermeni olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n ara\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131na y\u00f6nelik ilk soru\u015fturma, \u00fcniversitedeki ilk y\u0131l\u0131ma denk geliyor, on d\u00f6rt y\u0131l \u00f6nceye. Maalesef bu edebi bir soru\u015fturma de\u011fildi. Soru\u015fturma ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131 ise, \u00f6nce ah\u0131r sonra da cami olarak kullan\u0131lan Ermeni kilisesinin tekrar kiliseye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmesi i\u00e7in verdi\u011fimiz imzalar ve \u0130nk\u0131l\u00e2p hocam\u0131z\u0131n \u201cErmenilerin T\u00fcrkleri nas\u0131l katletti\u011fi\u201d konulu d\u00f6nem \u00f6devine verdi\u011fim yan\u0131tt\u0131. Hatta b\u00f6l\u00fcmden iyi niyetli bir hocam\u0131n referans\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yle olmu\u015ftu, \u201cErmeni de\u011fil m\u00fczisyen\u201d. M\u00fczisyenlik ise bir konserde zorla okutulan \u015fiirden kaynaklan\u0131yordu. Demek bana Ermenili\u011fi ve \u015fairli\u011fi yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131ramam\u0131\u015f, m\u00fczisyen deyip ge\u00e7mi\u015fti. Ermenilik konusuna gelince, k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcn yar\u0131s\u0131 Ermeniydi. Bir yar\u0131s\u0131, kendinden olmayan di\u011fer yar\u0131y\u0131 zalimce katletti. \u0130\u015fte ben o iki yar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131 ve sevab\u0131y\u0131m. <i>Fermana F\u0131la<\/i>\u2019dan (Ermeni katliam\u0131 i\u00e7in yaz\u0131lan ferman) \u00f6nce nas\u0131l ki kimin hangi milletten oldu\u011fu \u00f6nemli de\u011fildiyse, benim de \u015fimdi milliyetimin hi\u00e7 ama hi\u00e7 bir \u00f6nemli yok. Tabii bu zaman zaman ak\u0131llara \u015fu soruyu da getirebilir, \u201cErmeni de\u011fil ama Ermenili\u011fin primini kullan\u0131yor.\u201d Ben de bunu soruyorum: \u0130sahag Uygar Eskiciyan olarak kimden yemek yedim, kimden i\u00e7ki ve \u00e7ay i\u00e7tim, kimle sevi\u015ftim, kimden bor\u00e7 ald\u0131m? \u0130ki yay\u0131nc\u0131m oldu, ikisinden de bir \u015fey yemi\u015fli\u011fim i\u00e7mi\u015fli\u011fim yok! Beni g\u00f6rmemi\u015flerdir bile. Telif derdim de yok! Profil resmi olarak google g\u00f6rsellerden a\u015f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir g\u00f6lgeden ba\u015fka emanetim de m\u00fclkiyetim de yok! Ne tuhaft\u0131r ki, bug\u00fcn Ermenili\u011fin prim yapan bir \u015fey oldu\u011fundan s\u00f6z ediliyor. Onca katliam\u0131 ya\u015fayan ve zaman\u0131nda \u00fclkenin y\u00fczde yirmi n\u00fcfusuna sahipken \u015fimdi parmakla say\u0131lacak bir halk\u0131n primi ne olabilir ki! Ac\u0131! Evet ac\u0131. Ben bu ac\u0131 paydan\u0131n orta\u011f\u0131y\u0131m. K\u00e2r marj\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6nemsesem, muktedir hazretlerinin misvakla kirini asla temizleyemeyece\u011fi k\u00fcf\u00fcrl\u00fc a\u011fz\u0131na bakard\u0131m. Bak\u0131n\u0131z bakanlar \u00e7ok kazan\u0131yor ve yeminlen ben de \u00e7ok kazan\u0131rd\u0131m. Hi\u00e7 olmazsa sonradan M\u00fcsl\u00fcman olacak bir \u0130ngiliz kad\u0131n\u0131n roman\u0131n\u0131 yazard\u0131m, araya Mevlana ve ayet de serpi\u015ftirirdim, oldubitti. 15 g\u00fcnde yazaca\u011f\u0131m bu roman i\u00e7in 300.000 sat\u0131\u015f garanti. Bak\u0131n\u0131z prim budur! Kimse kusura bakmas\u0131n. Milliyetim, dilim, bayra\u011f\u0131m, resmim, bedenim yok! Ac\u0131 bir paydan\u0131n orta\u011f\u0131y\u0131m. Kimseden kabul beklemedim ki ricac\u0131 olay\u0131m!<\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li><b>Hik\u00e2yelerinizde Aram, Arat, Roni gibi isimleri kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 fark ettim. Mesela ismi Ramazan olan bir arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131za sizin Roni demeniz gibi. Hik\u00e2yelerin kurgusal olabilme ihtimalini g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcnde bulundurarak yine de sormak isterim, bu isimleri kullanman\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6zel bir sebebi var m\u0131?<\/b><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00d6zel bir nedeni yok. Ama sorunuzun y\u00f6n\u00fc ac\u0131ya dayan\u0131yor. \u00c7ocuklu\u011fumun isimleri. Tahmin edersiniz ki, ve \u00f6yk\u00fcde de yeri var, kimlikteki isimleri bamba\u015fka. \u00c7ocukluk arkada\u015f\u0131m \u015eemsettin\u2019in evdeki ad\u0131n\u0131n Arsen oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fimde \u00fcniversiteydim. Devlet yurdunda ka\u00e7ak kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir gece \u015farab\u0131 abartmasayd\u0131k, bunu asla \u00f6\u011frenemeyecektim. Bir de \u00f6yk\u00fc canl\u0131lar\u0131m bu topraklar\u0131n kadim isimleriyle ya\u015fam bulmas\u0131 normal geliyor bana. Buna daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 dikkat etmemi\u015ftim. Siz sorunca fark ettim. Pause An\u0131t\u0131\u2019ndan sonra yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00f6yk\u00fclerde de durum ayn\u0131. Uzak bir co\u011frafyadan insanlar\u0131n isimleriyle ya\u015fam bulsalard\u0131, sorunun y\u00f6n\u00fc ac\u0131ya de\u011fil, muzipli\u011fe varacakt\u0131. Annelerin \u201cyavrum d\u0131\u015far\u0131da ad\u0131n ne diye sorsalar, Can de\u201d c\u00fcmlesi \u00fclkenin en ac\u0131 diyaloglar\u0131ndand\u0131r. \u0130smini saklamak, dinini saklamak, dilini saklamak zorunda kalmak! Cemal S\u00fcreya\u2019y\u0131 tekrar ediyorum: <i>\u201cTanr\u0131m siz \u015fu uzun Anadolu&#8217;yu \/ \u00c7ocukluk g\u00fcnlerinizde mi yaratt\u0131n\u0131z?\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li><b>\u2018\u0130nsan Olma Saatlerim\u2019de \u00f6yk\u00fcc\u00fcleri sevdi\u011finizden ama onlar\u0131n biraz \u015fey olduklar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorsunuz? Nedir bu \u015fey?<\/b><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">S\u00f6z konusu \u00f6yk\u00fcdeki \u00f6yk\u00fc ki\u015fisine sorunuzu y\u00f6nlendirdim, \u015fu cevab\u0131 verdi: \u201c\u00d6yk\u00fcc\u00fcler \u00e7ok g\u00fczel insanlar. Hep \u00f6zel bir t\u00fcr yazd\u0131klar\u0131 s\u00f6ylenmi\u015f onlara, bunu yemeyenler de var. Canlar\u0131m benim. \u00c7ok iyiler; ama sizce de biraz \u015fey de\u011filler mi?\u201d<\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li><b>G\u00f6rsel \u00f6yk\u00fc m\u00fc diyelim onlara, biraz da onlar hakk\u0131nda konu\u015fmam\u0131z gerek. Pek nadir rastlan\u0131yor bu tarz \u00f6yk\u00fclere ve \u015fiirlere, nedir sizi \u00e7eken bu t\u00fcre?<\/b><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">G\u00f6rsel \u00f6yk\u00fc demeyelim onlara. Esas\u0131nda \u00f6yk\u00fcy\u00fc, \u00f6yk\u00fcden koparmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan t\u00fcm tan\u0131mlamalara itiraz\u0131m var. Bir \u015fey \u00f6yk\u00fcyse, sadece \u00f6yk\u00fcd\u00fcr. \u00d6n\u00fcnde arkas\u0131nda ba\u015fka bir s\u0131fata ihtiyac\u0131 yoktur. Az kelimeli olunca, \u201ck\u0131sa \u00f6yk\u00fc\u201d; \u00e7izgili, desenli olunca \u201cg\u00f6rsel \u00f6yk\u00fc\u201d olmaz. \u00d6yk\u00fcd\u00fcr neticesinde. Deneysel \u00f6yk\u00fc\/\u015fiir tan\u0131m\u0131 ise daha korkun\u00e7tur mesela. Bu noktadan ele al\u0131rsak deney \u00f6ncesi\/s\u0131ras\u0131\/sonras\u0131 d\u00f6nemde \u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn ad\u0131 hep kobaya \u00e7\u0131kmal\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130lla bir tan\u0131m gerekiyorsa (ki kesinlikle gerekmiyor) \u201ckobay \u00f6yk\u00fc\/\u015fiir\u201d deyin de mevtay\u0131 hep beraber ta\u015f\u0131yal\u0131m. Bu tan\u0131mlamalar\u0131n, ana hattan ayr\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131, kabul edilmemenin ezikli\u011fine ba\u011fl\u0131yorum. Birileri bu \u00f6yk\u00fc de\u011fil; ama deneysel \u00f6yk\u00fcd\u00fcr, demi\u015f. Telif sahibi de bunu kabul etmi\u015ftir. G\u00f6rsel i\u00e7eren \u015fiirlerin, \u015fiir kabul edilmeyip buna yeni bir ba\u015fl\u0131k a\u00e7mak gibi. M\u00fcsebbib yine telif sahipleridir. Yar\u0131 sus pay\u0131! Tan\u0131ma gettolar eklemek. D\u0131\u015fta tutmak. Hem kim demi\u015f ki \u00f6yk\u00fc\/\u015fiir (ve de roman) sadece kelimeler olu\u015fur diye. Kaval\u0131yla masal anlatan bir dengbeji nereye koyacaks\u0131n\u0131z? S\u00f6zl\u00fckle do\u011fmuyoruz ki alfabeye iman edelim! Gramere iman, s\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011fe iman, imlaya iman, \u0130stanbul A\u011fz\u0131na iman, deyimler ve atas\u00f6zlerine iman, T\u00fcrk dili edebiyat\u0131 ve Tevhid-i Tedrisat Kanunu iman!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Velhas\u0131l ben \u00f6yk\u00fc diyorum, \u015fiir diyorum. Edebiyat\u0131n kelimeleri a\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum.\u00a0<\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li><b>Genel olarak yazar olma haliyle ilgili bir s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131n\u0131z oldu\u011funu hissediyorum. \u00d6yk\u00fclerinizde yazar\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 da kuvvetlice okunuyor. Bu anlamda, twitter, facebook gibi mecralar \u00fczerinden geli\u015fen \u2018ben\u2019 esansl\u0131 yaz\u0131 dilini benimsedi\u011finizi g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. Do\u011fru mu anl\u0131yorum?<\/b><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Evet, do\u011fru anlam\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u0131z. Twitter ve Facebook\u2019un hayat\u0131 etkiledi\u011fi gibi sanat\u0131 da etkilemesi ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmazd\u0131. \u00d6zellikle Twitter\u2019\u0131n karakter s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131 fazla s\u00f6zden kurtarma e\u011fitimi gibidir. \u00d6te yandan muktedirin ikide birde, k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc kaz\u0131yaca\u011f\u0131m, diyece\u011fi kadar tek\u00e7i iktidarlar i\u00e7in tehlike aland\u0131r. Gezi Direni\u015fin ana kararg\u00e2h\u0131yd\u0131. Robosk\u00ee, Reyhanl\u0131, Afyon katliamlar\u0131n\u0131; se\u00e7im hilelerini, h\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131klar\u0131, yolsuzluklar\u0131 bize direkt arac\u0131s\u0131z elden bir kanal olarak ta\u015f\u0131mas\u0131 da son derece \u00f6nemli. Patronsuz medya. Edebiyata geri d\u00f6nelim. Yazd\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n de\u011fil, metinden \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n edebiyat oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum ve Twitter\u2019\u0131 \u00f6nemli buluyorum.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Yukar\u0131daki \u00e7\u0131karsaman\u0131za sadece \u015fu noktada \u015ferhim olacak: Yazar olma de\u011fil insan olma haliyle ilgili s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131m mevcut. Araban\u0131n ezdi\u011fi bir hindinin ba\u015f\u0131nda a\u011flayan, a\u011f\u0131t yakan ba\u015fka bir hindi g\u00f6rd\u00fckten sonra, bir filin \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcden \u00f6lebilece\u011fini \u00f6\u011frendikten sonra, bir di\u015fi aslan\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ceylan\u0131n hamile oldu\u011funu fark edip ceylan\u0131n yavrusunu kurtarmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131, kurtaramay\u0131nca da y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131p \u00f6lmesini g\u00f6rd\u00fckten sonra, insan olma haliyle ilgili s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar ba\u015f g\u00f6steriyor. Sorunun y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7evireyim, \u00f6ld\u00fcrmekle cennete gidece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen ka\u00e7 canl\u0131 var? Zevk i\u00e7in cinayet i\u015fleyen ba\u015fka canl\u0131 var m\u0131?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Sonras\u0131nda mar\u015flar\u0131 de\u011fi\u015fse de Orwell hakl\u0131 <i>&#8220;d\u00f6rt ayakl\u0131lar ve kanatl\u0131lar iyi, iki ayakl\u0131lar k\u00f6t\u00fc.&#8221;<\/i><\/p>\n<ul style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<li><b>\u015eiir kitab\u0131n\u0131z T\u00fcrkiye\u2019yi ele\u015ftirirken, bu kitapta art\u0131k bireysel; ve yerel de\u011fil genel s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 anlatm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u0131z. Nas\u0131l bir s\u00fcrecin sonucu bu?<\/b><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u015eunu belirtmem gerekir, iki kitapta da kapaklar\u0131 ve kitap arkas\u0131 yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 bask\u0131 \u00f6ncesinde g\u00f6rmek istemedim. Okurlar gibi ilk defa kitabevlerinde ya da internet sat\u0131\u015f ma\u011fazalar\u0131nda kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmak istedim. \u00d6yle de oldu. Rica ettim, k\u0131rmad\u0131lar, sa\u011f olsunlar. B\u00f6yle bir durumda kitap arkas\u0131 yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 ve tan\u0131t\u0131m b\u00fcltenlerini y\u00fczde y\u00fcz kabul etti\u011fim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fclmemelidir. Soruya gelelim, \u015fiir kitab\u0131m bir \u015fiir kitap olarak duruyor. \u00d6zellikle T\u00fcrkiye\u2019yi ele\u015ftiren kozmik yap\u0131s\u0131 yok. Bilimsel, tarihsel bir strateji kitab\u0131 de\u011fil, sadece \u015fiir kitab\u0131. T\u00fcrkiye\u2019yi ve katliamlarla bezeli tarihini ele\u015ftirecek yaz\u0131lar yazmaya karar verirsem \u015fiirle de\u011fil deneme ya da makalelerle bunu yapard\u0131m. Ana ba\u015fl\u0131k da \u015f\u00f6yle olurdu: \u201c\u0130ttihat ve Terliksi\u2019den \u0130ttihat ve Takunyas\u0131\u2019na T\u00fcrkiye\u201d Ama ben \u015fimdi \u015fiir, \u00f6yk\u00fc, roman yaz\u0131yorum. Ve d\u00e2hi \u00e7ocu\u011fun ilkokulla tan\u0131\u015fmas\u0131yla ba\u015flayan gerilemesi, \u00fcniversitede burjuva olmak i\u00e7in sponsor aramas\u0131yla s\u00fcrebilir. \u0130lkokulda i\u00e7inden nehirler ge\u00e7en ve yaz k\u0131\u015f demeden bacas\u0131 t\u00fcten k\u00f6yler \u00e7izdi\u011fi defterine, b\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcnce TOK\u0130 hayallerinin taksit tutarlar\u0131n\u0131 yazabilir. M\u00fcteahhitlerin y\u00f6netti\u011fi bir toplumun y\u00f6n\u00fc bireysellikten betonsall\u0131\u011fa do\u011frudur. Babaannemizin, \u201cyalan s\u00f6ylemeyin, h\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131k yapmay\u0131n, yoksa Allah sizi ta\u015f yapar\u201d ikaz\u0131n\u0131n vukuu buldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Yalan, h\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131k var ve \u015fimdi t\u00fcm \u00fclke betonarme! Diyeceklerim bunlard\u0131r, sa\u011f olun.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><a href=\"mailto:lorasari@agos.com.tr\"><b><i>lorasari@agos.com.tr<\/i><\/b><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><b><i>http:\/\/www.agos.com.tr\/haber.php?seo=ermeni-degil-yazar&amp;haberid=7999<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>LORA SARI \u0130sahag Uygar Eskiciyan\u2019\u0131n \u2018Pause An\u0131t\u0131\u2019 kitab\u0131 Agos\u2019a ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, ilk akl\u0131m\u0131za d\u00fc\u015fen Eskiciyan\u2019\u0131n Ermeni olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131. 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