{"id":29967,"date":"2014-05-19T01:34:07","date_gmt":"2014-05-19T06:34:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/?p=29967"},"modified":"2014-05-19T01:34:40","modified_gmt":"2014-05-19T06:34:40","slug":"bir-insani-vatanindan-ayirmak","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/akunq.net\/tr\/?p=29967","title":{"rendered":"Bir insan\u0131 vatan\u0131ndan ay\u0131rmak…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Bir<\/a>Adnan GERGER<\/b><\/p>\n

Ne kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck ac\u0131d\u0131r? Ne kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck bir yarad\u0131r? Atalar\u0131n\u0131n hunharca \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc vatan topraklar\u0131nda h\u00e2l\u00e2 bir yabanc\u0131ym\u0131\u015f gibi kendini hissetmesi. \u00c7o\u011fu insanlar\u0131n h\u00e2l\u00e2 kendisine d\u00fc\u015fmanca niyet beslemesi ve \u00f6yle g\u00f6rmesi\u2026 Vatan\u0131nda olup da vatans\u0131z say\u0131lmas\u0131\u2026 Amed\u2019in kadim s\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 yazan Sevgili Dostum \u015eeyhmus Diken\u2019in kitaplar\u0131nda tan\u0131d\u0131m onu, \u00f6ncelikle. Benim de b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ayn\u0131 mahledenmi\u015fiz. Han\u00e7epek\u2019in G\u00e2vur Mahlesi\u2019nden. K\u0131sa s\u00fcrede dost olduk\u2026 Bir g\u00fcn ans\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7ekip gitti. Kanatm\u0131\u015flard\u0131, onu. Sonra de\u015filmi\u015f yaralarla terk etti\u011fi topraklara yine kapanmayan yaralarla d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Vatan\u0131 i\u00e7in, o b\u00fcy\u00fck kara sevdas\u0131 i\u00e7in. Kendisiyle s\u00f6yle\u015ftik, konu\u015ftuk. Kimden mi bahsediyorum? D\u00fcnyaca \u00fcnl\u00fc bizim Udi Yervant\u2019tan\u2026 Amed\u2019li Yervant Bostanc\u0131\u2019dan\u2026<\/p>\n

Ud, senin i\u00e7in nedir?<\/b>
\nUd benim i\u00e7in bir ya\u015fam tarz\u0131d\u0131r, kendimi ifade etme \u015feklidir. Y\u00fcre\u011fimin ac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, ne\u015fesini d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya aktarma \u015feklidir, bir ya\u015fam standard\u0131d\u0131r, g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131md\u0131r ve de elbetteki sanat\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Kadim halklar\u0131n m\u00fczik aleti olarak bilinen ud, Ermeni m\u00fczi\u011finin neresinde?<\/b>
\nErmenistan\u2019da duduk ve kaman\u00e7adan sonra kullan\u0131lan en asil saz\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r. \u00d6zellikle de T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de ve t\u00fcm d\u00fcnyada Ermenilerin en iyi \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir enstr\u00fcmand\u0131r. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yukar\u0131 t\u00fcm \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131zda yer alan ve hayranl\u0131kla dinlenen asil bir m\u00fczik aletidir. \u00d6rnek olarak da, Udi Hrant, John Berberian, John Bilezikjian, Richard Hagopian, Garo Bedrosian, Ara Dinkjian ve na\u00e7izane beni de sayarsan\u0131z ve daha nice udileri sayabilirim.<\/p>\n

Ud \u00e7almay\u0131 nerede ve nas\u0131l \u00f6\u011frendiniz?<\/b> \u00a0
\n\u0130lk udla tan\u0131\u015fmam 1976 y\u0131l\u0131nda \u0130stanbul\u2019a g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fczden sonra oldu. 1976 y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131n Aral\u0131k ay\u0131nda \u00dcsk\u00fcdar\u2019a yerle\u015fmi\u015ftik. Ve gelir gelmez de hemen ilk i\u015fim \u00dcsk\u00fcdar musiki cemiyetine girmek oldu ve ilk kez udu 19 ya\u015f\u0131ndayken orada \u00f6\u011frendim. C\u00fcmb\u00fc\u015f \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in udu \u00e7ok rahat kavrad\u0131m zaten tel s\u0131ralama \u015fekliyle pek farkl\u0131 de\u011filler. M\u00fczik hayat\u0131m 12 ya\u015f\u0131mda ba\u015flad\u0131. 12 ya\u015f\u0131mdan beri Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019da C\u00fcmb\u00fc\u015f \u00e7al\u0131yordum. Benim i\u00e7in m\u00fczik alan\u0131nda, \u00e7ok \u015feyler \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim, Bubo Day\u0131, ger\u00e7ek ad\u0131yla Garabet Menek\u015fe. Celal G\u00fczelses\u2019e y\u0131llarca darbuka \u00e7alm\u0131\u015f, y\u0131llarca musiki cemiyetinde beraber \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015flard\u0131r. Ve ben Bubo day\u0131n\u0131n son zamanlar\u0131nda ona c\u00fcmb\u00fc\u015f \u00e7ald\u0131m. O d\u00f6nemde art\u0131k Ermeni, S\u00fcryan\u00ee cemaati vb. azalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnlere falan az gidiyordu, paraya ihtiyac\u0131 vard\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn bir abi bana dedi ki, Bubo Day\u0131\u2019n\u0131n i\u015fi iyi de\u011fil, sen ona c\u00fcmb\u00fc\u015f \u00e7al d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnlerde, gelen paralar\u0131n hepsini ona verirsin, sen de onun musiki bilgisinden faydalan\u0131rs\u0131n. Ger\u00e7ekten de \u00f6yle oldu. \u00c7ok \u015feyler \u00f6\u011frendim ondan. \u015eark b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fc Celal G\u00fczelses\u2019in sa\u011f kolu denen birinin yan\u0131nda yeti\u015fmek, m\u00fckemmeldi ve de gurur kayna\u011f\u0131 idi.<\/p>\n

\u015eu anda ka\u00e7 dilde \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorsunuz? Bu dillerden \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6ylerken ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z duygular ayn\u0131 m\u0131d\u0131r?<\/b>
\nAs\u0131l \u00fc\u00e7 dilden \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum ama bunun yan\u0131 s\u0131ra \u00e7ok az da olsa Arap\u00e7a ve Fars\u00e7a\u2019da repertuar\u0131m da var. Arap\u00e7a ve Fars\u00e7a bilmedi\u011fim i\u00e7in okurken o ruhu verebilmem elbette ki imkans\u0131z ama Ermenice, T\u00fcrk\u00e7e ve K\u00fcrt\u00e7e\u2019yi okurken bir ba\u015fka haz al\u0131yorum ve ba\u015fka duygularla okuyorum. Bu \u00fc\u00e7 dil aras\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir fark g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim i\u00e7in ayn\u0131 halet-i ruhiyetle okuyorum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc her dilin kendine \u00f6zg\u00fc g\u00fczellikleri, ac\u0131lar\u0131, ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131 var ve ben okurken adeta onlar\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Zaten ya\u015famazsan okuduklar\u0131na ruh ve anlam katamazs\u0131n.<\/p>\n

\u201cGavur Mahleli\u201d olmak yani hem burada hem gitti\u011fin Amerika\u2019da Ermeni kimli\u011fi ta\u015f\u0131mak nas\u0131l bir duygu? Kimli\u011fin hem bu co\u011frafyada hem d\u0131\u015far\u0131da sanat hayat\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l etkiledi? Ermeni olmak bir bedel midir? Bu bedel ya\u015fant\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l etkiledi? Neden? <\/b>
\nBa\u015fta Gavur Mahleli olmaktan her zaman gurur duydum. Beni \u015fekillendiren, bana ruh veren yirmi y\u0131l ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m G\u00e2vur Mahlesi oldu. Ermeni kimli\u011fimi ise her zaman bir \u015feref olarak g\u00f6r\u00fcp ve hep \u00f6yle ya\u015fad\u0131m. En zor \u015fartlar alt\u0131nda dahi kimli\u011fimi ink\u00e2r etmedim ve \u00f6zellikle de bu kimli\u011fimden dolay\u0131 gurur duydum. Elbette ki T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de Ermeni kimli\u011fiyle ya\u015famak bir bedeldi ve o bedeli de bir Ermeni olarak yeri geldi \u00e7ok a\u011f\u0131r \u00f6dedim. Bu da sevgili Ahmet Arif\u2019imizin dedi\u011fi gibi bu kimlik k\u00fcnyemize kaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, ink\u00e2r etmek de bana yak\u0131\u015fmazd\u0131. Amerika\u2019da ise bu kimlik her zaman bir avantaj oldu benim i\u00e7in. G\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fc gere gere Ermeni oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemek bunca ac\u0131lardan sonra ne kadar keyifli oldu\u011funu bilmem anlatmaya gerek var m\u0131? Elbette ki kimli\u011fim beni m\u00fczik olarak da \u015fekillendirdi. De\u011fi\u015fik \u00e7evrelerde de\u011fi\u015fik insanlarla, m\u00fczisyenlerle tan\u0131\u015fmama vesile oldu. Ermenice \u015fark\u0131lardaki h\u00fcz\u00fcn beni derin bir duygu d\u00fcnyas\u0131na att\u0131. Elbette ki Ermeni olmak bir bedeldir ve bu bedeli de yerine g\u00f6re en a\u011f\u0131r \u015fekilde \u00f6deyenlerdenim. Belki de bu bedelleri ya\u015famak Udi Yervant\u2019\u0131 bir yerlere getirdi ve t\u00fcm d\u00fcnyada Udi Yervant olarak \u00fcnlendirdi. Bu bedel ya\u015fant\u0131m\u0131 iyi ya da k\u00f6t\u00fc y\u00f6nden de olsa etkilemesi beni hayata daha bir ba\u015fka ba\u011flad\u0131. Babadan kalma sevgi yadig\u00e2r\u0131 beni asla terk etmedi, t\u0131pk\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fimdeki sevda gibi. Kinle dolmad\u0131m, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc rahmetli babam Keke Yaqo (Hagop Bostanc\u0131) hamurumu hep sevgiyle yo\u011furdu. Biliyor musunuz milliyet\u00e7ilik, insan\u0131 zehirleyen bir \u015fey. Dedi\u011finiz gibi, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n tek evrensel dili m\u00fcziktir. \u00c7ok etkileyici bir olgudur m\u00fczik. Biz i\u015fte b\u00f6yle yeti\u015ftik, m\u00fczi\u011fimize bunu yans\u0131tt\u0131k. En az\u0131ndan 4 dil kulland\u0131m \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131mda. \u0130\u015fte bu y\u00fczdendir ki bu kimli\u011fimle kendimi t\u00fcm d\u00fcnyaya sevdirdim. Hep sevgi dedim ve hala da sevgi diyorum, a\u015fk, a\u015fk, a\u015fk diyorum.<\/p>\n

1992 y\u0131l\u0131nda Amerika\u2019ya gittin? Seni bu g\u00f6\u00e7e zorlayan nedir? Bir insan\u0131n vatan\u0131ndan ayr\u0131lmas\u0131, topra\u011f\u0131ndan ayr\u0131lmas\u0131 kolay m\u0131?<\/b>
\nDaha \u00f6nceden de bir\u00e7ok r\u00f6portaj\u0131mda belirtmi\u015ftim. Beni bu g\u00f6\u00e7e zorlayan 1991 y\u0131l\u0131nda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7ok ac\u0131 bir olay\u0131n sonucu ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m karard\u0131. Pangalt\u0131\u2019nda \u0130stanbul\u2019da Ermenice okumam i\u00e7in i\u015fe ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir tavernada oldu. Tabi ki bu ilki de\u011fildi ama barda\u011f\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131ran son damla olmu\u015ftu. Ermenice \u015fark\u0131 okudu\u011fum i\u00e7in hayat\u0131mda duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131m en adice k\u00fcf\u00fcrlere maruz kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Yani ne dinim, ne iman\u0131m, ne anam avrad\u0131m, ne memleketim b\u0131rak\u0131lmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. A\u011fz\u0131na geleni f\u00fctursuzca savuran bir \u0131rk\u00e7\u0131ya rast gelmi\u015ftim. Ve bu da yetmezmi\u015f gibi bir de \u00f6l\u00fcmle tehdit edilmi\u015ftim. Bir daha burada Ermenice bir \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6ylersem gelip kafama s\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 defalarca tekrarlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bunca olaylardan sonra art\u0131k burada duramayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ve tek kurtulu\u015fun \u00e7ekip gitme olaca\u011f\u0131na kesin karar vermi\u015ftim. Bir insan\u0131 vatan\u0131ndan ay\u0131rmak, yeni do\u011fan bir bebeyi annesinin memesinden ay\u0131rmaya benzer. Hasretle yand\u0131\u011f\u0131n sevgiliden ayr\u0131lmas\u0131na benzer. Diri diri topra\u011fa g\u00f6m\u00fclmesine benzer. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n en zor ac\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r. Bir insan\u0131 memleketinden \u00e7\u0131karabilirsiniz ama memleketini o insan\u0131n i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131karamazs\u0131n\u0131z. \u0130\u015fte o ac\u0131lar\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131p memleketini 21 y\u0131l i\u00e7inde bir g\u00fcn bile \u00e7\u0131kartamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z memleket sevdal\u0131lar\u0131ndan, a\u015f\u0131klar\u0131ndan biriyim.<\/p>\n

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A\u015eK \u0130SYANIMDIR<\/b><\/p>\n

A\u015fk senin i\u00e7in nedir?<\/b>
\nNe de\u011fil ki sevgili\u00a0 keke Adnan! Udumdur, babam Keke Yaqo\u2019ya duydu\u011fum \u00f6zlemdir, vatan\u0131md\u0131r, sensin, insanlara duydu\u011fum merhamettir. Olumsuzluklara kar\u015f\u0131 ba\u015fkald\u0131r\u0131d\u0131r, isyan\u0131md\u0131r. Ruhumun en g\u00fczel \u015fark\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r, yarin \u00e7e\u015fm-i Ebrular\u0131ndan d\u00f6k\u00fclen bir damla g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n t\u00fcm d\u00fcnyam\u0131 karartmas\u0131d\u0131r. Bir yudum Ermeni, S\u00fcryani \u015farab\u0131d\u0131r. Bir \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu hasretiyle yanmakt\u0131r, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131ma anad\u0131r, ba\u015f tac\u0131m g\u00f6z nurumdur. U\u011fruna tek kelimeyle \u00f6l\u00fcnebilecek varl\u0131\u011f\u0131md\u0131r… A\u015fk ve ac\u0131 insan\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7lendirir. \u015eu anda oldu\u011fum gibi. Ben g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fc ac\u0131lardan ve y\u00fcre\u011fimdeki son nefesime kadar sevece\u011fim sevdice\u011fimin verdiklerinden ve a\u015fk\u0131ndan alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u0130yi ki bu s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 \u00e7ekmi\u015fim ve de iyi ki y\u00fcre\u011fimin bu han\u0131mefendisini, bebi\u015fimi bu denli sevmi\u015fim.
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\nGe\u00e7en y\u0131l vatan\u0131na d\u00f6nme karar\u0131 ald\u0131n? Bu kararda en b\u00fcy\u00fck etken nedir?<\/b>
\n\u0130ki b\u00fcy\u00fck etken var. Biri elbette ki vatan\u0131ma, yurduma, baba oca\u011f\u0131ma duydu\u011fum sevgi ve bir di\u011feri de 2009 y\u0131l\u0131nda deliler gibi a\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011fum ve h\u00e2l\u00e2 can\u0131mdan bin kat daha fazla sevdi\u011fim d\u00fcnyalar g\u00fczeli d\u00fcnyalar iyisi bir han\u0131mefendi.<\/p>\n

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B\u0130R DERS ALMAM GEREKT\u0130<\/b><\/p>\n

D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fte ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n ya\u015famsal s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar nelerdir?<\/b>
\nEyl\u00fcl ay\u0131ndan itibaren ayda 800 liraya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum. 500 TL ev kiras\u0131 80 TL kap\u0131c\u0131 paras\u0131, elektrik, su masraflar\u0131yla zaten ayl\u0131\u011f\u0131m hemen hemen bitiyordu. Tabi ki bu zaman zarf\u0131nda epeyi bor\u00e7lanmak durumunda kald\u0131m. Sevgili dostlar\u0131m\u0131n yard\u0131mlar\u0131yla ayakta kald\u0131m. \u0130\u015fte benim i\u00e7in bu \u00e7ok zor g\u00fcnlerimde e\u015fimi dostlar\u0131m\u0131 tan\u0131ma f\u0131rsat\u0131m oldu. \u0130nan\u0131n\u0131z ki t\u00fcm hayat\u0131m boyu \u00f6\u011frendiklerimden daha fazlas\u0131n\u0131 bu son 6 ayda \u00f6\u011frendim. Hayat\u0131n en ac\u0131 dersiydi bu son alt\u0131 ayda ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m. \u00c7ok ama \u00e7ok zor g\u00fcnlerdi. Maddi ve manevi b\u00fcy\u00fck bir bunal\u0131ma ve \u00e7ukura girmi\u015ftim adeta. Her \u015feyden \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 al\u0131\u015f\u0131k olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir ortamda ve yapayaln\u0131zd\u0131m.\u00a0 21 y\u0131l gibi uzun bir zaman biriminde ne kadar de\u011fi\u015fti\u011fimin fark\u0131nda bile de\u011fildim. Ben kendimi hala 21 y\u0131l Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019da ya\u015fayan biri olarak g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum, oysaki \u00f6yle de\u011filmi\u015f maalesef. Hem ben ve hem Diyarbak\u0131r \u00e7ok de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015fti. Bir ders almam gerekti ve nihayetinde de bu dersimi iyi ald\u0131m. \u0130yi ki b\u00f6ylesi ac\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcnleri ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f\u0131m. D\u00fcnyaya bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131m, insanlara daha temkinli yakla\u015f\u0131m\u0131ma neden oldu bu son 6 ay\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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\u00c7OK AMA \u00c7OK ACIYDI<\/b><\/p>\n

\u015eeyhmus Diken\u2019in \u201cGittiler \u0130\u015fte\u201d adl\u0131 kitab\u0131nda mahlene gitti\u011finde evinin y\u0131k\u0131k halini g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc anlat\u0131yor. Bu nas\u0131l bir duyguydu?<\/b>
\nTek kelimeyle anlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131m. Oca\u011f\u0131na incir a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n dikilmesinin foto\u011frafyas\u0131yd\u0131. G\u00fcvensizlikti, umutsuzluktu ve de \u00e7ok ama \u00e7ok ac\u0131yd\u0131….
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\nDiyarbak\u0131r Klasik T\u00fcrk Musikisi Korosu\u2019nun ilk ve tek Ermeni sanat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 olman, sen de nas\u0131l duygular olu\u015fturdu?<\/b>
\nHer \u015feyden \u00f6nce bu i\u015fte ilk ve tek olman\u0131n gururunu ve onurunu ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Onun yan\u0131 s\u0131ra zaten bran\u015f\u0131m olan bir konuda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak ayr\u0131 bir zevk oldu benim i\u00e7in. Bu koroda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak daha fazla \u00fcretkenli\u011fime sebep olacakt\u0131r. \u015eimdiden kollar\u0131, pa\u00e7alar\u0131 s\u0131y\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131r. Ama en \u00f6nemli konu ise bug\u00fcne kadar hi\u00e7 olmayan bir olay\u0131n ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmesiydi. Ankara\u2019da s\u0131nava girdi\u011fim o an\u0131 hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. Y\u00fcre\u011fimin deli sevdas\u0131 can\u0131m a\u015fk\u0131mla konu\u015fur gibi, \u201cHaydi bitanem, haydi bebi\u015fim, seni yan\u0131ma alarak s\u0131nava giriyorum, sar ruhumu, ver g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc bana\u201d deyip s\u0131nava girmi\u015ftim. Ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 bir s\u0131nav olmu\u015ftu. Hem udum ve hem de sesim dinlenmi\u015fti. \u00dc\u00e7 dilden birde bir \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yletmi\u015flerdi.<\/p>\n

M\u00fczik kariyerine nas\u0131l devam edeceksin?<\/b>
\nBu sorunun cevab\u0131n\u0131 memleketime d\u00f6nme karar\u0131 verdi\u011fimde kendi kendime s\u0131k s\u0131k sormu\u015ftum ve hep \u015funlar\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftim. 21 y\u0131l Amerika\u2019dan, Los Angeles\u2019ten t\u00fcm d\u00fcnyaya seslendim. \u00c7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131m\u0131 hep memleketimden ayr\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerlerde yapt\u0131m, ama bundan sonra kendi \u00f6z memleketimden, do\u011fup b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm vatan\u0131mdan t\u00fcm d\u00fcnyaya seslenece\u011fim. 10 Kas\u0131m\u2019dan beri b\u00fcy\u00fck bir suskunluk i\u00e7indeydim. Kadromun geldi\u011fi 21 Mart\u2019tan itibaren uyan\u0131\u015fa ge\u00e7tim. Yo\u011fun \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131ma k\u0131rk g\u00fcnd\u00fcr amans\u0131zca ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131r. Her \u015feye ra\u011fmen burada da ba\u015faraca\u011f\u0131m. Bundan asla \u015f\u00fcpheniz olmas\u0131n. Nas\u0131l ki otuz y\u0131l\u0131 a\u015fk\u0131n bir zamand\u0131r susmad\u0131m, b\u0131kmadan usanmadan \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, bundan sonra daha iyilerini yapaca\u011f\u0131ma ba\u015fta sana ve t\u00fcm d\u00fcnyaya s\u00f6z veriyorum.<\/p>\n

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